Chapter 77


    77. Angel


    It’s been three days since my outburst at the Blood Lodge, I wanted to humiliate Alekos, to hurt him as


    he had hurt me, but now, I feel sad about saying those awful thing to him because deep down, I do want


    a family and happiness. And once he learned I was not spying on him, he treated me well-he and Reyes.


    They might have f ucked me and used me at a human se x toy, but they also took care of me, and


    snuggled with me, and fed and kept mepany. And now I am stuck with Stefan-who has barely said


    anything to me since we returned to the apartment. I am lonely and miserable because Alekos and


    Reyes have not shown up since Friday night. Not even a phone call to ask how I am. The truth is, I am


    more than miserable. I am in agony. The pain in my chest is so bad I don’t have the energy to get up


    from the couch.


    Despite spending a lot of time on the couch napping or watching TV shows-alone because Stefan can


    barely stand looking at me I feel so tired.


    Maybe if I talk to Alekos and Reyes and tell them that I am sorry for saying that I hate them and that it


    was a lie, they will return to me.


    ant have a phone or Alekos’ number, but Stefan does. Maybe he will let me use it?


    Somehow, I muster the energy to get up from the couch to look for Stefan and immediately get diary. I’ve


    mostly survived on cheap wine and ice cream in the past three days. My head is pounding like hell,


    probably because I got so drunkst night that I even tried to k*ss Stefan, but he pushed me away and


    yelled at me never to touch him again.


    Blinking away tears, I go look for Stefan. He is neither in the kitchen nor his room, so I go out on the


    terras se. It is so hot outside, and the summer sun shines so bright it blinds me for a moment. I wait until


    my eyes adjust before I continue looking for Stefan when I hear his voiceing from the direction of the


    sunroom


    “Took you long enough to realize she is not the one for us,” Stefan says to someone.


    Is he talking about me? My eyes finally adjust enough to see him leaning against one of the crystal walls


    of the sunroom. He is talking on the phone, and our gazes meet as he says, “I will get rid of her in a bit


    and have the cleaningdy remove any trace of her from the apartment. See you at home tonight. Tell


    Reyes he can choose the next bi tch to open her legs for us. Tonight, if possible,” before ending the


    phone call.


    They don’t want me anymore. Not only that, but they are already looking for someone to rece me. My


    by heart starts to pound hard against my rib cage, my chest hurting so bad, I feel I will have a heart


    attack. Blood rushes to my ears, and I feel so dizzy and nauseous that I rush to the bathroom to empty


    the contents of my


    tumucts


    When I am done, I wash my face with cold water and look at myself in the mirror. No wonder Alekos


    does not want me anymore. I look like I have aged at least ten years, all pale and big dark circles under


    my eyes. And I lost weight, my cheeks are gaunt. If I was in before, now I look hideous. Not even a


    professional makeup artist can help me.


    Dios!


    I hate myself so much,


    If not for Wasp and the


    others, I might have gone to a national park, never to be seen again, and be one of the 411 missing


    cases,


    When I feel I can face Stedan, I get out of the bathroom. Unsurprisingly, he is waiting for me next to the


    door.


    “Alekos doesn’t want to see you again, and Reyes wants you out of his apartment right now.” His tone is


    so cold I am freezing, but I resist the urge to wrap my area around myself.


    While this is what I wanted, I can’t help but feel like falling into a bottomless pit of desperation and grief.


    My ears ring, and my lungs suddenly stop working, but my voice is unexpectedly steady as I say, “Could


    you help me get out of the city!


    He shakes his head. “I am not your nanny. You are a grown-up as s woman. am sure you can figure


    things out.” Snapping his fingers, he adds, “You have Eve minutes to leave before I throw you out.”


    I had hoped he would help me, but he is kicking me out like I am a rabid dog. “Could I at least have some


    money? Just enough to make it to the Northeast train


    He studies me for a few seconds before taking out his wallet from his pocket. He opens it and throws a


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    five-dor bill at my feet. “This should be enough for the bus.” He closes his wallet, then opens it again


    and takes out a one-hundred bill, and after throwing it next to the other one, he says, “Make sure to take


    some Blo wjob sses. You need them


    That’s all i was to them? A cheap wh ore? This hurts so much, 1 feel like I am dying-


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