Chapter 129 Are You Sure About This


    "E, please don''t me me. Just as I would never me you for that night.


    Don''t you remember that you said you wished I''d listen to you more? I promise you, I will. And I''ll be


    better to you after we take care of this. I''ll do whatever you want me to.


    E, I love you..."


    Samuel mumbled in her ears softly until he heard her steady breath. Then he got out of the bed and


    tucked E in before leaving the nursery room.


    E was pretending to be in sound sleep, and as soon as Samuel left, she opened her eyes.


    There was both sorrow and hatred oozing from her eyes in the dark.


    She hated Samuel for choosing not to believe her.


    They had their ups and downs before, and she didn''t care to fuss about them, for they were all trifles.


    However, he had turned his back on her on such an important matter.


    What else could she say or do? To find Sum to help prove her innocence?


    That would never work. E knew if she involved Sum, Samuel would only knock him down the minute


    he saw him. And by doing that, Samuel would be convinced that Sum was the real father of the baby


    inside her.


    To say the least, even if E really had been raped, how could Samuel be sure that she got pregnant


    on that night?


    All in all, it went back to the original point. Maybe deep down he just didn''t love her.


    Maybe he loved Emma or Catherine, but clearly not her.


    E''s tears began to fall, yet again, and soon left nothing but water stains on her pillow.


    She then thought to herself, ''Samuel, you are such a disappointment.''


    In the study.


    Standing motionlessly in front of the window, Samuel dialed a number on his phone.


    "Sam." Chuck had just taken off his overalls after finishing a surgery. And there was another one


    waiting for him in a few minutes. He was taking a break in between when Samuel called.


    "Chuck, do you have any time tomorrow?" Now that they had decided to have the abortion. The sooner


    they got it done, the better.


    Chuck then reviewed his schedule in mind. He did have time in the afternoon, but he had promised


    someone to go shopping with her.


    "What''s the matter?" But Samuel wouldn''t just call him for nothing. So Chuck decided to hear Samuel


    out first before making any further decisions.


    Samuel fell silent. Instead of answering Chuck, he took the packet of cigarettes out of his pocket, put


    one into his mouth and lit it.


    After taking a draw on his cigarette, Samuel then said, "I want you to arrange a surgery for E."


    Chuck paused in surprise, "For E? What''s going on with her? Is she not feeling well?" Chuck was


    quite sure that he had never heard of E being sicktely.


    Samuel exhaled the smoke and took another hard draw silently to calm himself down, "She''s pregnant.


    Six weeks. So the conception wasst month when she was kidnapped."


    Neither of them said anything to break the awkward silence.


    Chuck had seen how badly E looked when she was sent to the hospital. Even he couldn''t say for


    sure that whether she was hurt or not.


    "So you suspect it might not be yours?"


    Outside the window, snow was swirling through the air. It was the first sight of snow in that year.


    However, no one was in the mood to enjoy the delicateness and prettiness of the first snow of that


    winter, Including Daisy, who had just found the divorce papers in one of the drawers in Chuck''s


    apartment. And it was already signed. She was still trying to recover from the shock.


    "Yes. It''s fifty-fifty. But I can''t take the risk and let her keep this baby."


    Holding the cigarette with his index and middle finger, Samuel stopped and stared at the burning end of


    his cigarette in the dark.


    "Did E agree with you?" Chuck sighed and asked about E. He knew Samuel did have a point.


    Thinking of how umonly amodating E was at the end of theirst conversation, Samuel


    wasn''t sure what she was really thinking about. Then he said, "Yes... I''ll bring her to the hospital


    tomorrow."


    "Fine. Two in the afternoon, I''ll be here for you. But Samuel, are you really sure about this?" Chuck


    knew what Samuel meant by saying it was fifty-fifty. Samuel showed up at thest minute and helped


    E with the drug that night.


    Samuel stood in front of the window and was lost in his own thoughts for a long while after hanging up


    the phone and stubbing out the cigarette.


    He didn''t go to work at hispany the next morning and spent the whole morning home with E.


    E was lying still on the bed and staring nkly when Samuel got out of his study and walked into the


    bedroom.


    He carried E up to the bathroom.


    He brushed her teeth and washed her face. Leaning against Samuel, E was like a lifeless doll that


    could say nothing and do nothing on her own.


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    Samuel then changed her clothes and took her downstairs for breakfast.


    E ate slowly since she had no appetite at all. She simply chewed her food and swallowed it dully.


    It had already passed ten after they finished breakfast. Samuel then took E back to the second floor.


    In the bedroom.


    E sat silently on the couch and yed games on her cellphone.


    Samuel pulled her into his arms and made her sit on his thighs.


    He tried to console her, "E,e on. Don''t be sad." He knew exactly how E felt at the moment. It


    must be hard for her. After all, no mother would like the idea of getting rid of her own baby. But he


    wanted to be selfish even just for once. He couldn''t bear that E was carrying someone else''s child.


    He knew E was a lively woman. And now she was too quiet. She was actually more silent than those


    days when she was with Jerry. And it scared Samuel...


    E ced her head docilely on his shoulder. She remembered how much she wanted him to hold her


    like that...


    But as her wish was finally granted, she also saw the truth. He could give her his shoulder, but he


    would never give her his love.


    She had be damaged goods to him. He had been so good to her recently except the fact that he


    didn''t want the baby inside her. Should sheugh out loud or just cry bitterly?


    Gently clenching her delicate jaw, Samuel forced E to look at him.


    She was so close to him.


    Samuel couldn''t help leaning forward. And he kissed her tenderly on her rosy lips over and over again.


    He was lost in her sweetness and longing for more.


    E threw her arms around Samuel''s neck and kissed him back, which made him almost lose control of


    himself again.


    After lunch.


    Samuel helped E change into boots and took her out of the vi.


    E was waiting at the doorway while Samuel went to the garage and brought over the vehicle.


    It was cold outside. There was a small snow stormst night, and the snow began to fall from the sky


    again while she was waiting.


    The snowkes fell on E''s white coat and soon disappeared.


    The Porsche stopped right in front her while she was in a trance. Hardly had she reached for the door


    when Samuel got out of the car, opened the door of passenger''s side for E and carried her into the


    car.


    He buckled her seat belt carefully andy a tender kiss on her forehead before he hopped back in the


    driver''s seat.


    He was so gentle to her. E didn''t dare to dream it that he could be like this, even in her wildest


    dreams before that day. To prevent Samuel from noticing her tears, E turned sideways and looked


    out of the window.


    Samuel had done everything he could think of for E. And he did them because he wanted E to get


    rid of the baby.


    The truth had made his behaviors seemed rather ironic to E.


    Both of them remained silent along the way. And about twenty minutester, Samuel''s car stopped in


    front of Chuck''s hospital.


    Though she had been there a few times, E never took a serious look on the hospital. It was quite


    natural since hardly no one enjoyed hospital. And E wouldn''t n to waste her time on something


    she waspletely not interested in.


    But this time E felt totally different from any other time she had been there.


    Chuck''s hospital was the best among all across C Country. Located in downtown, it covered an area of


    about 100 acres with more than 3000 beds.


    There were noted experts and professors in every department. And Chuck spared no money in


    decorating.


    Chuck was an obsessivepulsive neat freak who was obsessed with the sanitary regtions.


    Therefore, his hospital was by far the cleanest and well-decorated hospital across C Country.


    Staring at the building, that had more than thirty stories, E was in a daze. She murmured, "Samuel, I


    don''t want to go inside."


    For thest time, she unfastened her seat belt and threw herself into Samuel''s arms, begging,


    "Samuel, please. I don''t want to do this!"


    She sounded so weak and fragile that Samuel''s heart began aching once again.