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    Why does this bother me so much?


    Because I don''t want my parents to hate me... because I''m afraid they already do... because I don''t want Ming to hate me... because I don''t want to hate myself... and yet I already do. Because I don''t know what''s right and I don''t know how to know. How is anyone supposed to know? How am I supposed to know? How can I kill without becoming a monster myself? How do I live with myself if I make a mistake? What if I already have? And if I don''t kill Fang Zhuyu''s followers... won''t everyone die? Or worse...