Chapter 22
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Two “Woah, little wolf,” Cai said, looking stressed that he’d identally upset me further.
We had walked into amunal gathering area outside of the hall by this point and I was grateful that no
one was around to see me in this state.
He strode up to one of the couches and gently put me down, crouching in front of me so we were eye
level. “Do you want me to tell me what that was all about?” Cai asked. When I only continued to cry, he
gently touched my shoulder, his tone then bing darker, more serious. “…Has he hurt you?” It was a
question that had a ridiculous answer. Had he hurt me? Yes… and no. Not yet… but at the same time, he
had already hurt me far more than a flesh wound could, ruining me to a state that I may never recover
from.
I shook my head at him. It wasn’t to say ‘no’ to his question, but rather to show I couldn’t give him the
answer he wanted to know.
I wiped the tears from my eyes and tried to calm myself. “I’m too weak, Cai. You had said so yourself as
well. I’m always going to be begging for just the right to live.”
Seeing Aleric again and having the same feeling of being powerless made me realise that, if he ever did
decide to raise a hand against me again, I would still never be strong enough to stop him. Being book
smart in my past hadn’t been enough when he had held my life in his hands every day. “I think you
misunderstood,” Cai said. “My words were that you had plenty of time to be stronger. I saw how you
handled yourself with those wolves. You have more potential than many to be incredibly strong… if
that’s what you truly wanted. I’m sure if it was almost any other kid in that battle, we would have both
died.”
I looked up into his eyes and saw he was being serious. “But I saw you in that meeting hall with your
Alpha just now,” he continued. “You may not be physically strong, but your intellect is like none I have
ever seen before. That’s nothing to be ashamed of, especially at your age.” “Brains aren’t going to stop
me from getting murdered,” I mumbled quietly to myself. He moved back a little, shocked at hearing what
I’d said.
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“Is this about the marking?”
Yes… and no. So many of the questions he was asking me had too manyplex answers.
“Somewhat…,” I said, looking down at myp where I had balled up my fists. “You’re a Beta’s daughter,
right? Can’t you just… ask your dad to train you?” It seemed like sound logic on the surface. The reality
was that I was sure I’d be letting down m y parents if I told them I wanted to pursue training instead of
Luna duties. Already I was unsure about what storm awaited me at home after having announced to the
entire council I did not wish to be their Luna. Without any notice or inclination, they were most likely
going to be incredibly shocked by my public announcement.
Father had said in my past life that nothing I could have done would have disappointed him. But that was
the old Aria. The perfect daughter Aria who had worked diligently every day to be the very best she
could be for the pack. He would think I was too young to make a final decision, just as the Alpha had.
“There’s no way they’d approve of me wasting time training when I could be inside studying…, ” I said
with dismay.
Currently, my schedule was made up of school during the day and Luna sses on weekends. Any
spare time after school was for self-study and homework. There would be no time for met o dedicate to
training without stopping one of those. I didn’t see any way they’d let me drop something they were
confident I would probably change my mind on one day. They most likely thought I was going through a
phase and would fall head-over-heels for Aleric once I came of age and shifted.
“But haven’t you already announced that you don’t n on bing Luna?” I shook my head. “It’s not
that simple. They will still prioritise something that they think I may change my mind about one day, over
something they don’t believe is necessary for me to learn.”
“…And will you?” he asked. “Will I what?”
“Change your mind about being Aleric’s mate? About being Luna?” I smiled bitterly. “Does it look like I’m
going to fall in love with him any time soon?” “Can’t say I’ve ever seen someone look so scared of their
mate before they’ve even been confirmed as mates before.” He chuckled darkly. “But are you going to
tell me why you reacted like that? I know you said you felt weak, but it honestly doesn’t exin what I
saw back there.” I couldn’t tell him, I couldn’t tell anyone. It was better this way. “It’s too difficult to
exin… I-I just….” I was trying to find the right words so I wouldn’t sound too strange but I really wasn’t
sure what I could possibly tell him.”…He can be very intimidating…” It wasn’t a lie but I hoped it would be
enough for Cai to stop asking about it. “Well, I hope you’ll tell me the real reason one day,” he said, and
put his hand on my head, petting it gently. I couldn’t help but pout a little at the treatment. Always treating
me like a child. “But, if I were you,” he said, standing back up and stretching, “I’d be finding a way to train
regardless of what others expect of you. You’re a Saintess now, do whatever you want.” I wish it really
were that simple. …But it did make me pause in thought.
After that, Cai agreed to let me walk myself back to the hospital instead of carrying me, but stayed close
by my side just in case I felt like having another mental breakdown. I tried to exin that I was feeling
better but he insisted.
It wasn’t until we finally arrived that I saw a small figure was pacing nervously in the foyer.
“Myra?” I asked, confused. The girl turned around and a look of relief spread across her face. “Aria!” she
yelled, running towards me. She threw her arms around me as if we were best friends and I thought I
could feel her crying a little against my shoulder. She stepped back but held onto my hands, looking at
me with eyes so red and puffy. “I came to check up on you and was told you were summoned by the
Alpha,” she said. “I was s o worried! You were so sick and then suddenly you were missing from your
bed.”
“Oh… um… sorry,” I said, awkwardly.
“I’ve beening by every day and was waiting for you to wake up so I could say thank you. I heard
what you did and I owe you my life.”
She then looked to my side and realised Cai was present with me also. Her cheeks burned bright red.
“Oh… I owe you my life too, Alpha heir,” she said and bowed her head a little. She didn’t have a
legitimate reason for needing to bow to him but I could take a guess over why she was acting that way.
Judging from her blush and theck of eye contact with him, it was easy to see that she, too, had been
charmed over by Cai’s presence.
I couldn’t help but smile a little at seeing the girl having a small crush. She was such a nervous and quiet
girl that I found it funny she was attracted to someone as confident and extroverted as Cai.
Cai waved off her thanks. “Not necessary. I was just trying to help wherever possible whilst making sure
this one didn’t get herself killed.” He ced his hand on my head again.
“O-of course,” she stuttered, her eyes full of admiration.
I wondered if in her mind Cai was some overly cool older guy, like a male lead in a novel. If she realised
that he was actually just a cheeky yboy type, would she lose interest?
I wouldn’t ruin the illusion for her. Goddess knew how much I wished I could feel that kind of pure and
innocent kind of love. It hadn’t worked out for me in the past, and it wouldn’t in the future either, knowing
my mate would always be Aleric, but at least it was worth keeping an open mind to how love could exist
for some. Even possibly between a yboy and a dorky schoolgirl… or, at the very least, Myra could
hope it would. “With that said,” Cai said, gently pushing me forward. “Time for Aria to get a check up by
the doctor.” “Oh my goodness! I’m so sorry!” Myra gushed. “I’m keeping you here when you should be in
bed. Please get better soon!”
I smiled at her and began walking towards the admin desk where the nurse was.
“Oh! I almost forgot!” Myra yelled out after me. She then ran up to us, digging around in her bag as she
did so. “I made you something.” “Made me something?” I asked, surprised. “I wanted to say thank you
and this was all I could think of at short notice. I-It’s not nearly enough considering what you did for me!
But I hope you like it….” She pulled out a small pendant with a sparkly white stone attached. “It’s a
moonstone. It supposedly has a range of uses like healing, inner strength and aiding you through new
beginnings. Some other weird ones too. I don’t know whether it works or not but I thought it would suit
your hair. If it helps heal you then even better!” I looked at the shimmering gem and could appreciate it
was indeed very pretty.
Not wanting to disappoint Myra, I ced the ne around my neck and tied it at the back. “How does
it look, Cai?” I asked, pushing him to praise Myra’s hard work “Ah, I think it looks lovely,” he replied
politely. I sneaked a peek and saw Myra blushing brighter. It was so easy to tease her. We soon said our
goodbyes to her, and Cai followed not long after my mother arrived. She was worried after hearing the
details from Cai about what happened. And though I had tried to y the whole thing off as no big deal,
she was frantic once she found out. She fussed over me and asked a lot of questions which I obediently
answered, but inside my head I was elsewhere.
Because all I could think about was my new mission. The mission where I’d learn how to fight without my
parent’s knowledge.