Chapter 440


    "Harrison, think about it carefully. Can you do what you said?" I asked.


    Harrison looked at me with a puzzled expression.


    I knew in his heart that he was wondering what I meant and why he suddenly pestered me like this.


    In fact, I hate myself very much. I don''t like this kind of myself. I don''t care about anything. Anyone


    can calmly ept theiring and going, but I seem to be able to ept anyone. I just can''t


    ept Harrison.


    They had been with each other for so long. Every time I was the most difficult and desperate,


    Harrison would always apany me and let me spend the rarest moment. Gradually, I got used to


    his existence and thought that he would always be with me.


    I knew that this idea was wrong, but I had no choice. Even I didn''t know when I had such an idea.


    Although I didn''t want to admit it in the past, at this moment, I had to admit that I hadpletely


    relied on Harrison. Unconsciously, it seemed that I couldn''t leave him. This feeling made me feel


    more sad than afraid.


    Because I was sad that Harrison failed to live up to my dependence. He didn''t cherish it.


    Harrison looked very unhappy. "I don''t understand why you are unhappy with such a small thing?"


    "What do you think it is?" I asked.


    " volunteered Jie came here today to discuss some work. There is no private problem between us. I


    have told you these things clearly. Why don''t you believe it?"


    I shook my head and said, "It''s not that you don''t believe it, but that you have never done it well. Do


    you still remember how you said that Louie and I were friends at that time? Aren''t you still


    unhappy?"


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    "Can these two things bepared? Louie has his own selfish interest in you, but I have already


    ended with Aviana. Do you understand?" Harrison said.


    "The current you is just like me at that time," I said weakly.


    Harrison''s gaze was deep. "What do you mean?"


    "I don''t know Louie''s feelings for me. You don''t know that Aviana still has feelings for you, but as an


    outsider, he can see it clearly. Do you understand?" In order to let him understand, I could only say


    this.


    When I was talking to Harrison, I thought of the scene in the TV series. It seemed that all men


    couldn''t see through women''s feelings for them, let alone those at the level of Aviana.


    Aviana was so simple and naive in front of Harrison that she didn''t understand the affairs of the


    world. Perhaps everyone else knew what she was thinking except Harrison.


    In order to make Harrison realize it faster, I continued, "Men will not be good to women for no


    reason, and women will not be good to men for no reason. Everything is the same. If Aviana has no


    affection for you, he will never bring you food."


    "Just like me today. If I didn''t care about you, do you think I could go to buy food for you at noon and


    then take a taxi to send it to you?"


    I didn''t stop. I told you such a long story.


    I was really wronged by what happened today, and I couldn''t bear to see Aviana appear beside


    Harrison all the time. This kind of haunted feeling really made me very unhappy. And I never forgot


    what I said outside the club that day.


    The look in Harrison''s eyes changed again and again. "Chelsea, I will only say something once.


    Whether you understand me or not, I will only say it once."


    I didn''t answer. How could a child not understand?


    "The rtionship between me and Aviana ended a long time ago. If there is really a possibility of us


    being together, there will be no longer be you. As for what you are worried about, it will never


    happen. I will never change my mind."


    If my heart didn''t loosen, it would be impossible.


    But just like that, I couldn''t ept it. I said, "Even if you say it''s impossible, Aviana may not think so


    in her heart. Besides, the first love itself is unforgettable. If you can''t be together for a long time, you


    can''t forget it. Who can guarantee that you will make peace in the future?"


    "You always fall into your own thoughts and continue to be stubborn. It''s useless no matter what I


    say." Harrison replied coldly.


    I felt wronged in my heart. When I heard him say that he seemed to me all the problems on me, I


    felt even more wronged. Tears began to well up in my eyes.


    It didn''t take long for my tears to flow down from the corners of my eyes.


    Harrison stood in front of me and looked coldly at my crying face. He didn''t even say anything else,


    let alone words offort.


    I was just crying bitterly, but he didn''tfort me. I began to cry sadly. After crying for a while, he


    didn''t respond. I waspletely disappointed. I understood that he wouldn''tfort me.


    A man didn''t know how tofort a woman, which only showed that he didn''t love her and didn''t


    care about her.


    "Even if I cried, you looked at me so coldly and didn''t even say anything tofort me."


    Harrison finally opened his mouth and said, "If I speak, you may be even angrier."


    "You didn''t say anything. How do you know I''m angry? And don''t you feel ufortable when you


    see me crying? Don''t you feel anything?" I continued to ask.


    I know very well that I shouldn''t be like this right now. I shouldn''t make such a scene in front of


    Harrison. I should face all the problems calmly so that I can solve them well.


    But I really couldn''t control myself. When I thought of how Harrison didn''t react even when I was


    crying, I felt that nothing was meaningful. Harrison didn''t have me in his heart at all. No matter what


    I did, it wouldn''t work.


    Harrison stepped forward and gently held me in his arms. I struggled to push him away, but he held


    me more tightly.


    I, who had no way to get rid of him, simply gave up on myself. My hand hung on both sides of my


    body, letting him keep me alive.


    Harrison sighed helplessly and said softly, ■I''ve exined everything to you. Why don''t you believe


    me?"


    "I don''t believe in Aviana."


    ''''She and I have already ended and gone. Do you think we could have broken up so easily without


    my permission?" Harrison asked.


    I curled my lips disdainfully. "I''m going abroad. Even if you don''t agree, what''s the use of it?"


    "At that time, we had reached the point of talking about marriage. The elders who went abroad to


    the Cook family also asked me what I meant. Without my permission, at least Aviana wouldn''t have


    lived so easily abroad in the past few years," Harrison said faintly.


    When I heard that they were going to talk about marriage, my attention was attracted and I forgot


    what had happened before.


    I interrupted Harrison. "If that''s the case, why don''t you get married and let her go?"