Chapter 151


    " panicky Yizhou?" I looked at Harrison in confusion, showing that I didn’t understand.


    However, when I saw the expression on Harrison''s face and the evasive look in his eyes, I could


    probably guess why he cared so much about Louie.


    But I pretended not to know and continued to ask, "How can I know if I don''t tell you clearly? What''s


    wrong with Louie and me? We''re always colleagues, aren''t we?"


    "But obviously, Louie is not that simple to you."


    Hearing his words, I was slightly stunned, and then shook my head with a smile. "It''s basically


    impossible for you to say these things. Louie has never had any improper thoughts about me. Most


    of our social activities are at work, and there is no such thing as what you said." "Men know men


    best. You can do whatever you want if you don''t believe me," Harrison said casually.


    It seemed that he was not joking. I slowly recalled the current situation with Louie. It seemed that


    there was nothing that made me go too far. Most of his friends cared about me because I didn''t take


    Harrison''s words to heart.


    After I finished my serious words, I felt a little embarrassed. I looked at Harrison and didn''t know


    how to continue.


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    She wondered if she should let him stay. After all, it was already sote. If she went back again, she


    still needed to drive, take a bath and sleep at midnight, and work tomorrow.


    Thinking of this, I was stunned. "Why do I start to worry about these problems? Isn''t there a driver in


    his car? Even if we go back, it''s reasonable, isn''t it? After all, we are not married yet."


    Faced with my changing thoughts, I felt embarrassed and decided not to think about it anymore.


    "So... you..." Seeing that he wanted to say something, he didn''t know how to say it. "You want it


    now..."


    Harrison looked at me in confusion. "What can''t you say?"


    "It''s not that I can''t say it directly. I just want to ask you where you are going tonight."


    After being asked by him, I simply said it out loud.


    "Wasn''t he just asking me if he would be here tonight? What''s there to worry about? It''s not like I


    have so much money at home, so I can''t let anyone know."


    After hearing my question, Harrison looked at me with a faint smile. "If you don''t want me to leave,


    it''s not impossible."


    "Who doesn''t want you to leave?" I denied. "Don''t tter yourself. I don''t want you to leave at all. In


    fact, it''s best for you to leave as soon as possible, so that I can sleep early, right?"


    "This may disappoint you. I didn''t intend to let you sleep tonight."


    Even if we had slept on the bed before, I couldn''t help blushing when I heard this. Iforted


    myself in my heart. After all, I should be blushing, and women should be blushing.


    I rolled my eyes at him and whispered, "I think you should just disappear."


    Lying on the bed, a small movement from him could make my heart beat faster, as if you knew what


    would happen next, but you couldn''t suppress your shyness and faint expectation.


    At this time, Harrison was standing by the bed, taking off his clothes one by one. He looked at me


    naked and asked, "Haven''t seen enough yet?"


    "What... what didn''t I see enough?" I covered my eyes with my hand and looked at him through my


    fingers.


    He didn''t care at all and smiled condescendingly. "You don''t understand what I mean?"


    At this time, if he understood, wouldn''t it be a shame? Therefore, he couldn''t admit that he


    understood and couldn''t admit that he knew what he meant.


    "I''m not a worm in your stomach. How could I know?" I turned my face away and pretended not to


    see his expression.


    Soon, I felt the bed sink. Without looking at it, I knew that Harrison was lying down. As I was


    thinking, I felt a hand passing through my neck and then holding me in her arms. I smelled a familiar


    smell and felt very at ease.


    This feeling seemed to have returned to the peaceful days in Harrison''s vi. Every day, I cleaned


    up at home, read books, and waited for him to get off work and go home. I would buy a lot of food


    and prepare delicious food for him. That was really my dream family life.


    If it hadn''t been for Abbie''s interference, I would still be living such a wonderful life. I wouldn''t be so


    worried about the gains and losses like I was now.


    But on the other hand, if it wasn''t for Abbie''s aggressiveness, how could I have made such great


    progress like this? In the past, I had to be bullied and dealt with at work, but now, I was able to hold


    my own. Even if thepany fired me, I didn''t have to worry about food in the future.


    There must be a way in front of the mountain. If the ancient people said that the willow trees were


    bright and the flowers were bright, there was really no trick.


    "What are you thinking about?" Harrison kissed me gently on the forehead.


    My thoughts were interrupted, so I simply rubbed in his arms, closed my eyes, took a deep breath,


    and whispered, "I was thinking about the days when I was in the vi. At that time, I was cooking


    with you, just like a real couple."


    "I remember that when I just got married at that time, I dreamed of being able to clean up and cook


    together. I devoted myself to this direction, but I didn''t expect that in the end, I would end up like


    that. My family would be ruined, and my child would be gone."


    Harrison didn''t say a word and held me tightly.


    Tears quickly welled up in my eyes. Thinking of meeting Harrison sote at night, my heart was as


    ufortable as being cut by a knife. Thinking of the gap between us, I always had a kind of fear


    of being separated at any time. It was not that I didn''t believe in him, but I didn''t believe in myself.


    After my failure, I can''t stand any more scrutiny. I don''t want to beplicated, but I have to go on a


    complicated road. The simple life is getting farther and farther away from me.


    The most beautiful life in the past hadpletely left me.


    Probably because I hadn''t spoken for a long time, Harrison took the initiative to say, "Life is used to


    experience sweet, sour, bitter, and spicy. Only when you understand the suffering you should


    understand, can you have the right to enjoy a happier life."


    "Do you think I can still be happy?" I asked.


    "Why can''t I?" Harrison raised my chin and looked straight at me.


    The moonlight shone into the room. I took advantage of the moonlight to see his focused eyes, and


    the heartache in his eyes was not ignored. Just like that, I was very satisfied. "Because we are


    different."


    He was a little dissatisfied. He lowered his head and kissed my lips, so that I would no longer have


    a chance to speak. I also wrapped my arms around his neck and left everything behind.


    As for why it was not the same, I didn''t exin again. Simrly, Harrison didn''t ask me again.


    Although I didn''t know if he understood, I had tried my best to express what I could say.


    I snuggled in his arms, opened my eyes, and imagined what would happen to my future life over


    and over again. What would happen if I were to be with Harrison? What would happen if we didn''t


    end up like this?