Chapter 120
To be honest, even I didn''t understand what had happened today. I didn''t expect my ex-husband to
stand with my ex-boss for my own business.
Louie was simply an outsider. Everything had nothing to do with him. We had only met a few times
and worked with his colleagues. But today''s meal had also put him together. No one could
experience that kind of embarrassment and shame.
I even felt that I was unlucky and a disaster. No matter who met me, I would not have good things.
The more I thought about it, the more sad I felt.
Realizing that I might lose control of my emotions, I quickly lowered my head and whispered when
the elevator door opened, "I''m going to the bathroom. You go back first!" Ignoring Louie''s worried
voice, I walked quickly to the corner and didn''t go to the bathroom. I went to the corridor because no
one was there.
After closing the security door, I sat alone on the stairs, buried my face between my legs, and burst
into tears.
There were too many grievances in my heart. In the two-hour lunch break, I not only saw Zeng
Sheng and Callen, but also saw Harrison, who I hadn''t met for a month. There was also such a
conversation. No matter how hard I thought about it, I couldn''t bear it.
I promised Harrison that I would give up, but he was saying that I had hooked up with Louie not long
after I left him. I was really sad to hear such words from him.
What''s more, even if I cry, I can''t cry too loudly because I''m afraid that my colleagues will hear me. I
can''t ask for leave because I''m in a bad mood, which will leave a bad impression on the leaders. It’s
the best result for me to have a stable job.
"Don''t think about those unrealistic things, don''t think about Harrison''s past, and there are also
people like Callen and Maisy who have always looked down on me. I must live a life that I can''t let
them look down on me!"
Dong dong dong!
The knock on the door made me freeze instantly. "I didn''t lock the door just now. Did the person on
the other side of the door hear my cry, so he didn''t push the door open?"
At the thought of this situation, I was no longer in the mood to cry. I quickly stood up from the stairs
and wiped the tears on my face. When I opened the door, I looked down apologetically and said,
"Sorry, I didn''t know there was someone outside. I''m really sorry!"
"It''s me."
I was stunned and slowly looked up. Sure enough, I saw Louie standing in front of me with a smile
on his face. "Why are you here?"
"It''s almost time for the meeting. I''m afraid you''ll forget the time," he exined.
I didn''t know how to answer because I seemed to realize that he had been standing at the door all
the time. That was to say, he had been at the door from the beginning, crying when I came over and
sat on the stairs.
All kinds of feelings such as shame and embarrassment came to my mind in an instant. I didn''t
know how to speak at this time.
However, Louie acted as if nothing had happened. He handed me a piece of wet tissue and said,
"This is for you. Hurry up and wipe your face."
Looking at the wet tissue in front of them, I didn''t know whether to take it or not. For a moment, they
were in a deadlock.
"Here you are!" Louie put the tissue in my hand helplessly. "They are all grown-ups. I won''t talk
nonsense."
After saying that, Louie turned around and left. I looked at his back and suddenly lost my voice.
As Louie had said, he did not speak randomly. As for my slightly swollen eyes, as long as I lowered
my head, nobody would find out. After all, we were all here to work, so we would not care about
people or things that had nothing to do with us. Previously, I thought that it was very inhuman, but
this time, I suddenly felt that it was good to be inhuman.
When they got off work, Louie said that he would send her off, but I refused. "I want to go back
alone and walk alone."
"I wanted to be a hero to save the beauty, but it seems that I have no chance." Louie looked
disappointed.
I was amused by him. "What kind of hero is saving a beauty? If you don''t give me a ride, maybe you
can save a beauty."
“You are in a bad mood today. If I can make you in a good mood, it will save the beauty."
I didn''t know how to respond to such a theory, so I simply shut my mouth.
After leaving thepany and returning home, I didn''t choose the subway that I had been taking all
the time. Instead, I chose the bus. At about five o''clock, it was the rush hour when I got off work. In
the past, I would never take the bus because it was really too crowded.
But today was different. I suddenly wanted to take a bus. Looking at the crowded cars, I had a
different feeling in my heart, so that I could clearly feel that the world was not so cold.
It''s dark. The neon lights on the street are colorful and seem to match my loneliness.
I didn''t go straight home when I got off the car, but ran to the snack restaurant where I used to eat
with my mother. I ate a bowl of rice noodles and a few steamed buns. When I ate, the boss looked
at me from time to time, probably because he was worried that I would have an ident because I
was in a bad mood.
The boss knew about my mother''s death. After all, my mother and I used toe here often. The
boss was also very familiar with us. When I finished eating and left, the boss especially gave me a
lollipop and said that it was brought back by my daughter. Eating it could make people happy.
I didn''t refuse. I put the lollipop in my mouth and staggered toward themunity.
In fact, this world was quite beautiful. Although there were bad things happening every day, there
were also good things, weren''t there?
Thinking of this, I seemed to really forget the unpleasant days during the day. Those things were all
forgotten by me. But when I walked to the gate of themunity, I saw a familiar car and a car te
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"People will never forget what they want to remember. There is no way to memorize the memory of
death that they don''t want to remember. The thing about Harrison belongs to me, so I can
remember the details of his matter clearly. I have said that I want to forget it, but I still remember it
as soon as I see this car."
I stood still not far away. Because of the yellow street lights, I couldn''t see whether there was
anyone in the car or not. I only knew that there was no sign of Harrison around the car. I mustered
up my courage, bowed my head and quickly walked past the car, and then entered themunity.
The moment I entered the neighborhood, my heart was finally at ease, but there was an
inexplicable sense of loss. But this sense of loss only shed for a moment, and soon I forgot it.
I sneaked a peek at Harrison''s car and found nothing, so I turned around and walked into the
community. When I went upstairs, I was wondering why he came here. It couldn''t be because of me,
could it?