Chapter 107


    ***Chastity*****


    Friday morning I was up early, like usual. Since everyone else was still asleep I made my way to the


    kitchen to help Lucy make breakfast. She wasn’t there yet when I walked in so I switched the coffee on,


    and checked the fridge to see what she had prepared to make. Since I didn’t see anything I decided to


    make french toast. I was just starting in when Lucy came in the door.


    “Girl, what are you doing in here so early? Lucy asked as she pulled out sausages from the fridge.


    “I guess from years of getting up so early I got used to it.” I answered as I flipped the french toast.


    “You should be snuggled up with that mate of yours. Not down here cooking.”


    “Once I’m awake, I can’t fall back to sleep. You’re up too, not home with your mate.”


    “My mate goes to work at 5:00 in the morning.”


    “Do you get up with him?”


    “He wakes me before he leaves.”


    “Why?”


    “He says he has to have his bit of sugar to start his day!


    “LUCY!”


    “What? You asked. He wants to start his day with a kiss, who am I to deny him?”


    “Oh. That’s really sweet. Has he always done that?”


    “Yes. Since the day we met ”


    “You mated the same day you met?”


    “Lord no. We met in middle school, and started dating immediately. He moved a block from here when


    we were 13. We walked to school together everyday from that point on. He swore from the day we met


    I was gonna be his mate. The day he turned 18 he ran here from his house to see if he was right. He


    was, and the idiot told me right then, in front of the whole house. My father made us wait to move in


    together until I turned 18, and verified his im”


    “Aww. That’s sweet.”


    “Yeah. He’s a good male.”


    “Sounds like it. How is Pa doing?”


    “She’s doing wonderfully. She found herself a lovely girlfriend.”


    “Aww. That’s good. I’m d she found someone.”


    “I am too. I want all of my pups to be happy, and loved.”


    “I’m sure you do.”


    Lucy, and I spent the rest of the time cooking just chatting. I smiled at Naomi when she came in to start


    washing dishes. When she went to set the table, I turned to look at Lucy.


    “Is she still under orders to work around here?” I whispered.


    “No Pete took her off that when she started getting angry all of the time.” Lucy responded


    “So why is she still working? Not that it’s a bad thing I’m just curious.”


    “She said she wants to feel useful, and wants to help”


    “Oh Well that’s good.”


    “Yeah”


    “She told me about her parents. Do they still live in this pack?”


    “Yes. Unfortunately. A pair of useless, good for nothings, if you ask me.”


    “Lucy! That’s not very nice.”


    “Nice or not, it’s true. He father works at the binding factory for the books we print. He’s been there for


    a very long time, but does the least amount of work, andins that he hasn’t been promoted or


    given any kind of bonus or raise. You have to hit a certain number of books bound to get either of those


    He never does”


    “What about her mom?”


    “She’s a house wife, and I put that mildly because she doesn’t do squat, but sit around all day,


    watching TV”


    “Has she always been like that?”


    “Yup. Then she bitches about money all the time She used to get Naomi to give them money all of the


    time, but Pete put a stop to that years ago.”


    “Did he really not know how they treated her all these years?”


    “He heard rumors, but Naomi did all she could to keep the truth hidden.”


    “Wow!”


    “Yeah She’s doing good now though. Best I’ve ever seen her.”


    “Good. I’m d ”


    “Me too


    “I’ve been meaning to ask you, how are you going to cook tomorrow’s meal when you’re with your


    family?”


    “That’s easy. My mated pups, and their familiese over for breakfast then go to their inws for


    dinner.”


    “What about Pa, and your mate?”


    “They’ll go to my inws.”


    “You don’t go?”


    “My mother inw insists on doing all of the cooking. She’s a damn good cook so I don’t argue, and she


    always kicks me out of the kitchen if I try to help. It will be easier for both of us if I cook here while she’s


    cooking at her house. After I’m done I’ll head over there. She should be just about finished when I get


    there.”


    “Oh ok. Well if you need any help let me know.”


    “No way missy. You’ve not done Christmas in too many years. You’re spending the day with your mate,


    and family. Tina will be here to help to avoid her mother inw I’ll have all the help I need with her.”


    “She really doesn’t like her mother inw, does she?”


    “it’s not that she doesn’t like her She does try, but the woman duesn’t like her because Tina stole her


    baby boy. Doesn’t matter that they’re mates, and all He moved out of her house when he, and Tina


    inated His mother is all upset because he puts taking care of his mate over taking care of his mother


    His mother doesn’t like it. Despite knowing that’s how it’s supposed to be ”


    “Doesn’t his mother have her own mate?”


    “She does, but that doesn’t matter. Her precious baby boy is never supposed to leave her, and always


    supposed to put her above every one. That includes his mate, and once or twice before his new


    daughter Hell when Tima was in the hospital, inbor, his mother expected him to leave the hospital to


    take her to get her hair done. From what I understand, he hung up on his mother over that. The female


    waited a month to meet the pup because she was so mad.”


    “That’s crazy”


    “It is.”


    Lucy, and I put the food on the table, I sat down, while Lucy headed back into the kitchen. As soon as I


    sat down everyone came wandering in, mostly in pajamas. Rowen came right to me, and gave me a


    hard kiss on the lips before taking his seat. I blushed, but smiled at him.


    “I’m not sure if I’ll ever get used to that.” Jax grumbled.


    “Jax, we talked about this. Shut the hell up!” Colby snapped.


    “I agree son. Let it go.” Dad growled.


    “Sorry.” Jax mumbled


    “What are your ns for the day sweet girl?” Rowen asked as he put food on my te


    “I need to finish wrapping some gifts. I also have a small project I’m doing that I need to finish Along


    with ordering my books for next semester.” I responded.


    I had decided to make a poster to tell everyone about the change in the length of time I would be away


    from home. I had started working on it Wednesday, and was almost done. I looked forward to seeing


    every one’s reaction. I was excited.


    “Oh.” Rowen said.


    “What about you?” I asked.


    “I need to wrap gifts. I haven’t wrapped any of them.”


    “Tsk Tsk.”


    “Yes, I know. I hung your costume for this afternoon, up in your closet.”


    Thank you


    “Joe, do you need help with wrapping gifts for the afternoon, or setting up?” Molly asked.


    “Nope. It’s all taken care of The photo shop does need you to stop by before lunch time today. They are


    loaning us a printer, andptop to print out the pictures. They want to show you how to work everything


    so you can print the pictures you take.” Joe responded.


    “I can do that.”


    “Joe, mom said that she’s finished making the adjustment on your Santa costume. She’ll drop it off in a


    few hours.” Melissa said.


    “Great. Thank you both.” Joe responded


    Who usually ys Ms us?” I asked


    “Morn always did. Since she passed away we have been telling the pups that Mrs. us had to stay in


    the North Pole, and make sure Santa’s Sleigh is ready for him.” Rowen answered, sounding sad


    I squeezed his hand, and kissed his cheek making hint smile at me I knew he missed his mom very


    much I did too, but it was different for me. That gave the an idea.


    1 remember when I was about 11 years old, I came down for Christmas morning. I was the first one up


    Jane was standing right next to the Christmas tree, wearing her Mrs. us costume. She cooed at me.


    and went on about how I had just missed Santa, but she handed me a gift and told me Santa had told


    her to make sure I got the very first present. It was a book that I was reading in school that I loved She


    sat with me while I read it to her until everyone else got up,” I said with a small smile.


    “Christmas was the reason she was most excited about having pups. When she found out she was


    pregnant with Rowen she instantly started nning out every Christmas tradition she was going to


    start. For months after we found out she was pregnant she added to that list. Most of it never


    happened, but she considered it all. When she found out Gina was going to be a girl, she started a


    whole new list about girl themed Christmas traditions.” Joe said with a chuckle.


    “I remember one year mom was determined to make a Christmas snow man with Gina, and me. She


    got a fake snow machine, and everything. We learned the hard way that making a snow man with that


    stuff just didn’t work. We even tried to make snow balls, but they would fall apart too easily. We ended


    up spending hours throwing fake snow at each other.” Rowen said causing us all tough.


    “I remember that. That stuff was a pain in the ass to clean up, but Jane was happy so it didn’t matter”


    Pete added.


    “I spent weeks looking for that thing.” Naomi added.


    “Brinna’s first Christmas here, she and Jane argued over what tradition to do with the pups. They


    ended up with cookie making. You pups made such a mess that they never did that again You didn’t


    want to decorate. You wanted to smear icing on each other, and throw sprinkles. They were still finding


    icing, and sprinkles in the kitchen weekster I think I have pictures of you 4 boys covered in cookie


    stuff, some where” My dad said


    I knew exactly where they were. Dad, and Rowen had pictures from that day in their coges as they


    had Jane, and Mom in them. I smiled at the thought. I hadn’t know the exnation behind those


    pictures, but knowing made them mean even more.


    “Oh goddess, I remember that. Ross was a mess, and it took an hour in the tub to wash away the


    stains from the icing.” Naomi said with a giggle.


    “Jax, and Colby were no better. Of course Colby was anti bath at that point. We had to bribe him into


    the tub.” Dad chuckled, making us allugh again.


    “Do you remember the time Jane tried to hang Christmas lights in the kitchen?” Naomi asked.


    “Yes. She, and Brinna destroyed an entire 1000 light string of lights. I still don’t know how they did it ”


    Joe chuckled.


    “Uh. Jane had forgotten to turn off a burner on the stove, and the wirended on the hot burner.” Naomi


    responded


    “Ah. Well that makes sense.” Joe nodded


    I listened as those with memories of Jane, and my mom sharedical stories through the rest of


    breakfast. It was really funny to hear their antics, and the things they attempted Hearing these stories


    made me happy because it was more about my mom I didn’t know I was thankful for it.


    After breakfast ended I headed back to my bedroom. After some thought I pulled Lexi in with me. I


    wanted her to be part of the poster as well because really it was about both of us, not just me She was


    After that Lexi went off to finish wrapping her own gifts. I wrapped up thest of mine quickly as I only


    had Lexi’s left to wrap. Once finished I pulled out myptop, and logged into my school website.


    Thankfully my new schedule was already posted. I found I already had emails from my new professors.


    and one teacher’s assistant with my book lists. I got all my books ordered then reviewed the sybus


    for each ss It looked like these sses were going to be a lot harder than my first semester, but I


    was excited for the challenge.


    At 1:00 I started getting ready for the Santa visit. My costume was a long green sweater dress with a


    red sash, and red tights with green elf shoes that had bells on the tips. It included a headband that had


    fabric elf ears on the ends. Once I was dressed I stared at myself in the mirror. The whole costume


    looked weird, but kind of cute. I didn’t like it with my hair down though. I ended up putting it in low


    pigtails, just for something different.


    Iughed when I reached the living room to see everyone dressed, and ready to go. We all looked


    ridiculous. The guys had green hats with fabric ears while us girls all had head bands. Molly walked up


    to me holding a tube of bright red lipstick.


    “We all need red lips.” Molly said with a giggle


    “Fine.” I muttered, and let her put it on me


    “I wish you would have let me kiss her before you did that.” Rowen grumbled.


    “Why?” Molly asked innocently.


    “Because I’m going to end up getting it all over her face if I kiss her now.” Rowen pouted.


    I giggled, walked over to him, and pressed my lips to his cheek, giving him a big kiss. I stepped back,


    andughed at the lip print on his cheek. Of course the other girls loved that idea so they all kissed


    their mates so they matched. Much to the guy’s annoyance. Gina, and I both decided to kiss our dads


    as well. I tried to talk Gina into giving Braxton a kiss, but she wasn’t having it so I did it. We all


    reapplied our lipstick, and were ready to go. Molly seemed to have other ns though.


    “Before we go any where, I want a picture of all of us together.” Molly stated as she set her camera up


    “Do we have time?” Braxton asked.


    “Yes. We don’t have to leave here until 2:30 so we have 15 minutes. We don’t have to do individual


    pictures or anything. I just want a few shots of all of us together”


    Molly quickly arranged us all. I noticed that Rowen, Jax, Colby, and Ross were whispering something in


    the corner, and looked like they were up to something. Eventually they pulled Pete, my dad, and Joe


    into the conversation. I was a little worried when they huddled together closely, and continued


    whispering


    During the second picture all the females got a surprise from the males with kissed cheeks. We didn’t


    think anything of it, and just continued to posse for the pictures. When they were done, Molly was


    looking at them, and cracked upughing. The guys decided to steal the Molly’s lipstick, sloppily put it


    on, and leave lip prints on all our cheeks.


    “What? We wanted you girls to match.” Rowen said innocently.


    “I see that.” Molly giggled, “You might want to go wipe your mouths though You all made a mess.”


    With augh they all did as we suggested then we were ready to go.


    There is specific line up for this all. Rowen, and Chastity are behind me Gina you are behind them.


    Dimitri you’re next, followed by Jax, and Molly, then Colby and Lexi, then Braxton After Braxton is Pete.


    and Naomi. Ross, you, and Melissa arest.” Joe exined as we moved into position.


    “Why are we lined up like that Joe? Lexi asked


    “Santa first followed by his family, oldest to youngest, The Beta then his farmily Finally the Gamma and


    his family”


    “Shouldn’t Chas be back here then?”


    “No. If a family member has their mate, they line up together.”


    “Oh ok That makes sense then.”


    1 try. Are we ready?”


    We all agreed, and off we went. I was shocked to see so many people gathered on the sidewalks to


    wave at us as we walked down the center of main street. The young pups were all so excited, jumping


    up and down, pointing, giggling, and calling out for Santa It was adorable, and I loved every minute of


    it. We all smiled, waved, andughed with the pups as we continued on.


    When we reached the stage I was really impressed. The side to line up was done with candy canes,


    with strings of lights as the ropes. The entire stage was carpeted in red with Christmas lights strung


    along it In the center of the stage was a huge red velvet chair with gold trim. It had a back drop that


    looked like a winter scene in the woods. Even the stairs up, and down from the stage were decorated


    with lights, and candy cane like posts. Off to one side of the stage there were decorated tables that had


    itemsid out on them. There were multiple cookie and hot chocte tables set up along one entire


    side of the street to serve those waiting in line. The whole thing was amazing.


    Ross, Melissa, and Naomi went off to man the tables next to the stage which already had a line of older


    pups, waiting to pick their gifts. Joe had informed me that the pups seeing Santa were organized by


    age until kindergarten. From there they were organized by their ss in elementary school, and middle


    school. So as not to make one age group wait too long it was one ss per grade then started all over


    again. It was a cute idea, that I appreciated.


    Once Santa was seated, and we were all in ce, the rope was dropped to allow the first pup up. The


    first 5 pups were the pack orphans. They each got their own picture with Santa, and were incredibly


    grateful for the gift they received from him. I was in awe of how wonderful Joe was with the pups.


    I smiled when I saw a mom, and dad carrying what appeared to be a very new pup. He was wearing an


    adorable little white suit with socks made to look like dress shoes. Mom and dad looked a little nervous


    though


    “We’re sorry Santa, but Alex was born three days ago so I didn’t have time to get him on the list. We


    just wanted a photo of him with Santa. We don’t need a gift.” The mom said with a small smile


    “It’s quite alright. Every pup should get a chance to see Santa, no matter how young or old Congrats on


    your little one. We do have something for him though.” Joe said with a huge smile


    “Oh. Thank you so much.” Mom said as she handed baby Alex to Joe.


    My heart melted a little when Joe cuddled the pup close to him, and smiled for Molly to take the


    pictures Gina handed him a small stuffed wolf which was then handed to the parents. They thanked


    Joe again then moved over to Molly to get their printed picture, and the next pup was brought up


    She was a two or three month old blond baby in a gold dress, and bow She was adorable, but terrified


    of Santa She started screaming as soon as she saw him. Mom tried to calm her down, but it just wasn’t


    working With a smile, I picked up one of the little toys in the basket by his chair, and approached her


    Using the toy, she calmed, and was finally able to get her picture with Santa then she was handed her


    gift. As soon as she had that in her hand she started shaking the wrapped present, andughing at the


    crinkle noise of the paper. Mom was eventually able to take her from Joe so she could move on.


    Some of the infants, and toddlers were not a fan, but I managed to get them all calmed down enough to


    either be held by Santa, or stand in front of him. The toddlers would instantly cheered up when they got


    their presents though. They would give hugs, and kisses once they realized Santa was giving them.


    something. It was pretty cute. Joe took every scream, cry, and temper tantrum in stride. He also waved


    off all apologies from the parents


    Once the school age pups started seeing Santa the tears, and tantrums stopped for the most part. A


    few even stopped before going to Santa to give Molly a hug, and say Merry Christmas. It was clear who


    her students were, and how much they loved her. At one point Joe joked that the pups were more


    excited to see her than Santa. Molly smiled, and said she loved her students too.


    I think we were seeing a group of 4th graders when a small,ical problem arose. A little boy with


    brown hair, and brown eye stomped up the stairs, put his hands on his hips, and red at Joe.


    “Hello Carlton. Merry Christmas!” Joe said enthusiastically.


    “You’re not Santa!” Carlton snapped


    “I’m not?”


    “No!”


    “Then who am I?”


    “I don’t know, but there is no Santa! Santa isn’t real!”


    “Who told you that?”


    “My big brother! He told me I was a big baby if I still belleved in Santa.”


    “I see. Can I ask you a question Carlton?”


    “Ye….yes.”


    “Do you, in your heart, believe Santa is real?”


    “…..My brother will say I’m a baby if I believe.”


    “Is your brother here?”


    “No.”


    “Well I’m not going to tell him if you believe in Santa or not. It can be our little secret.”


    “Really?”


    “Yes. I cross my heart not to tell your secret if you believe in Santa.”


    “Oh.”


    “So let me ask you, do you believe in Santa?”


    “Yeah. I do, but please don’t tell him.”


    1 promise I won’t tell him.”


    “Thank you.”


    “Do you want toe up here so we can get our picture taken, and I can give you your present?”


    Carlton climbed into Joe’sp, and smiled for the camera. When his pictures were taken, he hugged


    Joe. tight I watched quietly as Joe nodded, and whispered something to Cariton then hand him his gift.


    After Carlton got off Joe’sp, and walked over to the camera, Carlton’s mom came over


    I’m so sony about that I had no idea my oldest has been saying that stuff to Carlton Mom said quietly


    It’s quite alnight These things happen sometimes Especially when a feen is annoyed with a younger


    sibling I would rmend having a talk with your oldest about this though” Joe responded


    7 n to Thank you for your patience with him


    “You’re most wee Have a Merry Christmas”


    “You too”


    ft took several hours, but eventually we reached the end of the line. The whole thing had been a very


    enjoyable experience for me for several different reasons. The first was just seeing all of the happy


    faces of so many pups. It became pretty clear that many looked forward to this event almost as much


    as they looked forward to Christmas morning. The second was I got to see quite a few pups I had


    babysat over the years. It was nice to see so many familiar faces, and I got a lot of hugs from the pups,


    and some parents. I didn’t have much time to catch up with them, but seeing them was enough. The


    third thing was being with my family during something like this


    By the time we had ate dinner, and I finished my breakfast prep I was walking on cloud nine. To


    some it may not seem like a big deal, but for me it had been amazing. After putting all of my gifts under


    the Christmas tree in the main house living room, minus the poster of course, I changed into my


    pajamas. grabbed my journal, and started writing about my day


    I had been writing for a few minutes when Rowen stretched out on the bed, in front of me as I was


    sitting criss cross applesauce, facing his side of the bed. He had on Christmasy pajama pants, and no


    shirt, like usual He tucked one hand behind his head, and the other was holding a book he was


    reading. Just looking at him made me feel warm inside.


    I kept catching myself peeking up from my journal to look at his chest, and abs The only hair he had


    anywhere on his torso was a trail from his belly button to the waist band of his pants. His almost 8 pack


    abs were absolutely perfect I found myself wondering a few times what it would be like to kiss, and


    touch his chest and abs When ever that thought crossed my mind I would blush, and go right back to


    my journal


    “What are you thinking about over there, sweet girl?” Rowen asked in a low, husky voice after awhile


    “No. Nothing” I squeaked, and blushed as I focused back on my journal


    “Are you sure because that blush says otherwise Rowen said with a very sexy chuckle which sent a


    tingle through my entire body.


    “Ye. yes I’m sure” i mumbled


    “Ok. How is the journal entrying?”


    “Go good”


    “OK”


    I tried to stay focused on my journal I really did. but it was bing harder, and harder to do so. With


    a lot of struggle, I finally finished it I closed my journal then looked at Rowen again. He was still focused


    on his book so I took the opportunity to really look him over again. He was definitely what was it Molly


    once said? Drool worthy I almostughed at that as I was definitely swallowing a lot of salive that kept


    pooling my mouth. Le didn’t help much as she kept giggling at me, and telling me to try touching him,


    and kissing him in the ces i wanted to. I tried to igngre her, but it just wasn’t working.


    Eventually I gave up fighting myself, leaned forward, and kissed him right in the center of his chest. His


    skin was warm, smooth, and his scent was so strong it was almost intoxicating. I heard Rowen inhale a


    deep breath so I peeked up at him to find him smiling at me, bright blue eyes shining i blushed, but


    kissed him again. He groaned quietly, set his book down, then started running his fingers through my


    hair with one hand. The other he left behind his head.


    Tentatively I ran my fingers tips along his side, up to his shoulders. I trailed my fingers down his arms to


    his hands, once he moved the one under his head to where I could reach it. I ran my fingers over his,


    along the palms of his hands then back up his arms to his shoulders. I quickly found that I loved the


    feel of his skin, and the tingles I got just from touching him like this.


    “What are you doing, sweet girl?” Rowen asked quietly.


    “…I’m not really sure. I just… I don’t know. Felt like touching you. I wanted to feel you. I can stop if you


    want me to.” I whispered, and blushed.


    “Not at all. I’m yours to touch, and explore how ever you want.”


    *I….um……tell me if I do something wrong please.”


    “Nothing you do will be wrong, and it feels good to have you touch me”


    I could only nod as I watched my hands slowly move from his shoulders to his perfectly sculpted pecs. I


    put my hands t on his chest, and I could feel his heart racing. I ran my hands back up his chest to his


    neck than ran my finger tips along his jaw to his lips. He kissed my finger tips, and smiled. I blushed,


    but smiled at him


    I continued to trace his cheek bones, and forehead with my fingers then I looked down at his neck to


    his marking spot. I had the sudden urge to kiss that spot. With a slow swallow I leaned forward, and did


    just that as I brought my hands down to his shoulders. Rowen’s deep inhale, and quiet groan spurred


    me on so I kissed up his neck to his jaw. When my face was hovering over his, I looked him in the


    eyes. I could see his love, patience, and lust shining at me. I looked down at his lips to see him smiling.


    I wanted to kiss that smile so I did.


    He didn’t push in any way. He just let me lead the kiss at my own pace. I remembered him running his


    tongue over my bottom lip to get me to open my mouth for him so I did the same to him. As soon as he


    did I slipped my tongue into his mouth. He didn’t push for dominance in any way, just let me explore. I


    felt him put his hands on my sides, and I pulled back slightly to look him in the eyes.


    “Just holding you steady sweet girl. This is all you tonight. Do or do not do anything you want.” Rowen


    whispered to me, and I just nodded.


    I kissed him again then moved back to kissing his neck. He tilted his head to give me better ess,


    and groaned again when I kissed, and lightly nipped his marking spot. Some day that spot would hold


    my mark. I found myself looking forward to that day. I started to kiss down to his chest, and ran my


    fingers down his sides again. When I reached his male nipple, I peeked up at him again. He was


    watching me with a small smile. I blushed, but wanted to fight past my shyness, or at least try.


    “Are…..are they as sensitive as mine?” I whispered, and blushed even harder.


    “As sensitive? No, but they are sensitive.” Rowen replied in his husky voice again which sent a thrill


    through me


    “Do….do you like having them…..” I stopped because I couldn’t say the words.


    “I do, but you don’t have to if you don’t want to.”


    I just nodded at hirn, and looked back down at his nipple. It was a dusky color that went perfectly with


    his sun tanned skin. Swallowing my nerves, I ran the tip of my tongue over it. Rowen’s reaction to that


    was another deeply inhaled breath so I tried it again. When he groaned I smiled against his skin. I


    lightly nipped it, at the same time I ran my fingers over the abs that had been calling to me all evening.


    Both


    actions eamed a groan from Rowen that made my body tighten. I hadn’t expected my body to react to


    me touching him. I was finding this to be an interesting experiment.


    When I sucked on his nipple, Rowen buried his hand in thy hair, and groaned again. After licking it one


    last time. I switched to the other nipple At the same time I was running the tips of my fingers of one


    hand along the waist band of his pants. I had considered reaching inside them, but I knew I wasn’t


    even close to being ready for that. Instead I ran my hand over the front of his pants, and felt the length


    of his cock. It was warm, and hard. It also seemed pretty wide Rowen groaned louder at this.


    “Chastity. Sweet girl. Look at me ” Rowen growled, and I looked at him, “Don’t do anything you’re not


    comfortable with or ready for.”


    1…ok. I won’t” I muttered.


    Rowen nodded at me. I went back to licking, and sucking his nipple at the same time running my


    fingers along his cock. My curiosity was overriding my shyness at the moment. I ran my fingers up the


    length until I felt the re through his pants. Rowen threw his head back, and groaned.


    “Ro.. Rowen um….will will you show me what to do please? I….I’m not ready for you to take your pants


    off, but…..um will this work over your pants?” I whispered, and stuttered.


    “It will. If you’re sure, I will show you.” Rowen groaned, and I could only nod.


    “Come here. I want to kiss you first.” Rowen said.


    I moved up toward him. He buried a hand in my hair, and brought my head toward him, and he kissed


    me This time he dominated the kisspletely I was thankful that he did. I hadn’t beenpletely


    comfortable with controlling the earlier kiss. I was still running my fingers along his dick when I felt his


    hand over top of mine. He gently directed my fingers to wrap around him through his pants, then


    moved my hand up, and down on him. He used his thumb to run mine over the top.


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    With each stroke he groaned into my mouth, and gripped my hair just a bit tighter. A part of me was


    worried that this wasn’t exactlyfortable with his pants in the way, but he didn’t stop kissing me, nor


    did hein. His kiss got wilder, and more demanding as he speed up the movement of our hands


    What surprised me was that as we continued to do this I found myself getting wet, and needy. He


    hadn’t touched me other than to wrap an arm around my waist to press my chest to his side so I wasn’t


    exactly sure why I was getting turned on.


    He surprised me when he used my hand to squeeze his dick tighter, and he kept moving our hands


    faster All of a sudden he stopped the kiss, threw his head back, and groaned, loudly. His whole body


    tensed up. and shook at the same time. I also felt his dick jerk several times in my hand. Finally he


    slumped back on the bed, his hand fell off of mine, and he sighed with a smile.


    At that moment I realized he had cum. I moved my hand off his softening dick, and looked at his face.


    He was breathing hard, but smiling, and seemed satisfied. I inspected his face, and smiled. Yes he had


    sweat along his hair line, and his face was flushed, but he looked truly happy, and rxed. I did that for


    him. Something I did made him feel that way.


    Finally, I understood what everyone had been saying about the feeling of satisfaction you get from


    getting your mate off. Knowing I did that for him. That I made him feel that good made me feel good


    They weren’t wrong, and now I understand what they meant. I was happy that I could give that to him. I


    leaned over, kissed his cheek, thenid my head on his chest. I enjoyed the sound of his beating heart,


    and snuggled closer when he wrapped one hand around my waist, and ran the fingers of the other


    hand through my hair.


    7 love you sweet girl.” Rowen said in a scratchy voice.


    “I love you too.”1 said as I leaned my head back, and smiled at him to find him smiling at me.


    “i hate to do this, because I am reallyfortable with you in my arms, but I need to change my pants.”


    Rowen said with a chuckle


    “Ok” I pouted, but moved off of him


    “Um…When Ie back do you want me to take care of you?”


    “Oh….um……….no_That’s ok. Tonight was about me finding out more about you


    “Alright. Be right back.”


    I nodded then curled up into my usual position. I didn’t stay that way for long as the wetness in my


    panties was ufortable. I jumped up, and grabbed a clean pair. As soon as Rowen came out of the


    bathroom, I went in, cleaned myself up, and changed. By the time I came back, Rowen wasying on


    his side, facing my side of the bed with the nket pulled back, waiting for me. Lc was sitting on my


    pillow ring a me. I giggled at her then climbed into bed. Once Rowen was wrapped around me, I


    snuggled close to him, smiled, and sighed.


    “Thank you sweet girl I enjoyed that ” Rowen whispered against my shoulder


    “I’m d “I croaked


    “You’re not embarrassed are you?”


    “A little ”


    “Why?”


    “Not for the reason you think. I’m not embarrassed that I did that. I’m embarrassed that I was so bold.”


    “You don’t need to be sweet girl My body is yours to do with as you please. You can do anything you


    want with it. Any time, any where.”


    “Ok. I’ll try to remember that


    “I hope so. Good night sweet girl, I love you.”


    “I love you too.”


    I ced my hand over top of his on my side, sighed, smiled, and drifted off to sleep. I was excited for


    the next day. This was my first Christmas with everyone, and I couldn’t wait to enjoy the whole day. I


    knew it was going to be a great one.