Chapter 70


    ***Rowen***


    I can’t say that I slept very well after my video chat with Chastity. I had no idea she felt the way she did,


    and that I had contributed to her feeling that way. I felt really guilty for upsetting her as I had been. I had


    a feeling everyone would when I told them. I had sent a text to Chastity letting her know that I would


    talk to everyone about backing off on the Luna talk. She said she appreciated it, but she was worried


    about disappointing people at the same time. I reassured her that was not going to happen.


    When I went into the sitting room dad, Dimitri, and Jax were already up, and eating breakfast. We had


    stopped going down to the dining room for breakfast after the first day because it was just too much


    commotion that early in the morning for any of us: We kind of liked to start the morning at a bit of a


    slower pace. I was just about to sit down when there was a knock at the door. Warrior ke told me


    that is was the members of Dark Moon wanting to have breakfast with us, and I told him to let them in.


    I sat down as they walked in. I noticed right away that Robert, and his father both looked almost


    puzzled.


    I didn’t ask at first as I knew Robert, and his father both needed coffee before they would chat much.


    Finally Robert’s father Jeremy spoke.


    “Did any of you hear the news yet this morning?” Jeremy asked.


    “What news?” My father responded.


    “Alpha Marvin went to the kingst night, turned over his pack to the king, and denounced himself as


    Alpha.” Jeremy exined.


    “No kidding? I wonder what brought that about?” Dimitri replied.


    “From what I’m hearing his daughter put her foot down with himst night after the queen’s meeting.


    She told him he wasn’t an Alpha. He was a greedy, self absorbed little man that only hurt people. That


    she was embarrassed to call him her father. She also told him that she contacted her mate, and she


    was leaving her father to go be with her mate. It seems her mate hadn’t found his second chance mate


    and still wanted her. I guess his daughter abandoning him finally woke him up.” Jeremy answered.


    “So what will happen to Cedar Grove, and Marvin now?” I asked.


    “Marvin is moving to Royal pack after this weekend, and will be a woodworker. It seems he


    always. had a talent for that, and the king could use his skills. If he is good enough he may end up


    teaching some day. The king doesn’t want to appointment a new Alpha over such a small, failing


    territory, or so few people. The king is asking if any one wants to take on any new members to let him


    know.” Jeremy continued.


    “I just took on Zander, and his mate. I think taking on Cedar Grove pack members, especially older


    ones may not be wise.” Dad said.


    “Why is that?” I questioned.


    “It may cause confusion to the members of Cedar Grove as they have looked to Zander as the Beta for


    many years. They may not be able to ever see him as anything different, and that could cause trouble


    for Dimitri and Jax when those people go to Zander instead of them when needed.” Dad exined.


    “Ah. That makes sense. I never thought of that.”


    “That can make for a difficult situation. I hate to say it Joe, but it’s probably for the best that you don’t


    take any of their members on.” Jeremy agreed.


    “Sadly, yes, but I will help locate packs for them if needed.” Dad offered.


    “Let the king know today.”


    “I will.”


    We all sat quietly, eating for a bit. My mind was on Chastity, and our conversationst night. I was just


    going to talk to dad, Dimitri, and Jax about her concerns, but realized that I should probably include


    everyone here as well as Jeremy, Robert, Beth, ir, and the Beta family since they did have at least


    some interaction with her.


    “I…um…wanted to talk to all of you about something. I said hesitantly.


    “Sure son. What’s going on?” Dad responded.


    “It’s about Chastity.” I said.


    “What about Chastity? What happened? Is she ok?” Jax said quickly, looking upset.


    “Jax, calm down please. Nothing has happened to Chastity. She asked me to speak to you all about


    something.” I responded, putting a hand on his shoulder.


    “What’s going on with the lovely youngdy?” ir asked.


    “It seems that whenever anyone makesments about her either acting as a Luna, or that she will


    make a great Luna it’s making her ufortable. Chastity already struggles with self confidence


    issues. We’re not helping her by reminding her of what her future will be. She doesn’t see what we see


    right now. She wants to continue her Luna training, but to her it’s just an extra curricr activity, and


    nothing more should be mentioned about it.” I exined.


    “Oh dear. I….I thought that telling her how wonderful she was doing, and what I saw in her would help


    her confidence.” ir whispered.


    “I thought the same, but I was wrong.” I stated sadly.


    “I feel terrible” ir pouted.


    “But she should feel good about hearing such things.” Jeremy mumbled.


    “Unfortunately Chastity does not believe that in the long term I will keep her. There is arge part of her


    that thinks I will end up rejecting her, and with what she has been through she can’t see past being an


    Omega.”


    “That’s partially your own fault.” Jax growled.


    “I know Jax.” I snapped.


    “Why wouldn’t she feel good to know that she is going to make a good Luna?” Beth asked quietly.


    “I think it may be the reminder that Rowen is an Alpha.” Dimitri responded.


    “Why does that matter?”


    “Because for many years it has been beaten into Chastity that as an Omega she is beneath everyone


    of higher rank than her. That her only purpose in life was to be a ve to the Alpha, Beta, Gamma, and


    their families. She was taught that she is nothingpared to all of us. Shecks any confidence in


    herself right now. She is in therapy, but it will take time.”


    “Who would do such a thing?”


    “My mother, my cousin, and our Gamma’s mate.” Jax growled.


    “…I don’t understand.” Beth whispered.


    Dimitri pinched his brows, and sighed. After a moment he exined everything that had happened to


    Chastity over the years. I struggled to maintain my temper almost as much as Jax did. I admitted to my


    part in her suffering as well. It was hard to hear, and admit. Robert, Jeremy, Beth, ir, and their Betas


    remained silent through the whole telling. I saw that both Beth, and ir had tears in their eyes at the


    telling. I could certainly understand that. It was heartbreaking. We all sat quietly for a bit, just


    processing. It never got any easier hearing what happened to Chastity.


    “That poor girl.” ir mumbled.


    “You said that you just gave us the basics during that conference call Joe, but I never imagined things


    were that bad.” Jeremy stated.


    “I didn’t feel the need the get too involved, and kept it to the basics.” My dad responded.


    “I think that was probably for the best. I met her at Darren’s birthday party. She is a lovely girl.”


    “That she is.” My dad agreed.


    “So how can we help her?” Beth asked.


    “Just be good to her, and leave any talk of her future role as Luna out of any conversations.” I


    responded. “Ok.” ir nodded.


    “Welldies I hate to say this, but we have a meeting to get too, and I believe you both do as well.”


    Jeremy said, and kissed ir the cheek.


    We said our goodbyes, grabbed what we needed for our meeting, and were in our way. It was going to


    be a long day of trade agreements, and a whole lot of sitting. I wasn’t looking forward to it, but it was


    part of the job.


    The first thing discussed was Marvin’s denouncement, and ns for moving forward with moving the


    remaining members of Cedar Grove. At first the king was upset my dad wouldn’t ept any of their


    members, but understood, and agreed when dad exined why. It was also decided that the Cedar


    Tree Grove be left untouched by anyone for at least ten years to give it time to replenish itself.


    The rest of the day was spent reviewing all of the trade agreements. Not many changed, but I did note


    two down that interested me. My dad, and I would approach them after the meeting to see if we could


    come to an agreement of some kind. I was hopeful.


    After the meeting concluded for the day we were returning to our room to find a female I never wanted


    to see again, waiting for us. At least time she was wearing clothing that covered her properly, and she


    was make up free. She looked respectable, for a change. She even bowed to us when we reached her.


    “Alpha Joseph, Alpha Rowen, Beta Dimitri, and Beta Jax. I came to ask permission to speak with all of


    you for a moment, please.” She requested.


    “How can we help you Bianca?” My father asked.


    “I beg your pardon sir, but it is not you who owes me anything. I owe all of you an apology. Especially


    you, Alpha Rowen. My behavior during your visit to Cedar Grove was uneptable, and disrespectful.


    I should not have behaved in such a manner. I truly am sorry.” Bianca stated as she rose from her bow.


    “We appreciate your words Bianca. I must ask though, what prompted your behavior?” My father


    questioned as he led us all into our suite.


    The four of us took seats on the two couches, but Bianca remained standing. She kept her head bowed


    to


    “Bianca, please look up, and answer the question.” My father said with a sigh.


    “I knew my pack was struggling so I went to my father to ask how I could help turn things around. At


    first he told me there was nothing i could do because I am female, and all around useless to him. I told


    him I


    would do anything to help save my pack, but he refused at first.” Bianca began.


    “How long ago was this?” My father questioned.


    “A little over a year ago. Six months ago my father told me that there was a way I could be useful in


    helping my pack. When I asked him how, he told me that the only way I could was to mate an Alpha. I


    refused because I wanted to wait for my fated mate. He scoffed at me, and told me fated mates were a


    joke, and no one believed in that crap any more. At that point I went to Beta Zander to figure what we


    could do to help our people. I didn’t really see me mating an Alpha because I know of the norm already


    for Alphas, and Omegas. Beta Zander, and I started working on finding new packs for our members,


    and sneaking them out when we could. Two months ago I found my mate. He is a warrior from another


    pack. He couldn’t stay, and I couldn’t leave just yet. I wanted to help the rest of my pack so I asked him


    to wait. When I returned home that night I told my father my mate was willing to move to my pack to


    help. My father flipped out, and told me the only way to help my pack was to reject my mate, and mate


    an Alpha instead. At first I refused, but my father threatened to kill my mate if I didn’t. I thought him


    being an Alpha he would have been able to aplish that so I did what he demanded. I rejected my


    mate, as much as I hated it, and followed my father’s n because I wanted to save my pack. I wish I


    had just left. If I had no one would have been hurt. I am so sorry I followed my father, and I’m sorry I


    hurt all of you in the process. It wasn’t fair to you. Alpha Rowen I know you said you have a mate,


    please tell her I’m sorry for hurting her as well. She didn’t deserve that. I just wanted to save my pack.”


    Bianca said with tears rolling down her face.


    “I understand, and appreciate your apology.” I replied.


    “Thank you.” Bianca responded with a nod.


    “What will you do now Bianca?” Dimitri asked.


    “My mate’s Alpha is here, and he had brought my mate with him as one of his guards. After what


    happened Wednesday, I went to speak to my mate’s Alpha, I exined everything, and asked him for


    help. me to speak to my mate. He arranged a meeting between us during your lunch break yesterday,


    where I exined it all to my mate. He wasn’t happy, but he understood why I did what I did. He never


    epted the rejection so we’re still bonded. His Alpha has epted me into their pack, and I leave


    with my mate tomorrow morning. Once there I’m going to learn a trade, and start a new life with my


    mate.” Bianca exined.


    “Is your father aware of this?” Jax questioned.


    “He is. I informed him after meeting with my new Alpha, and my mate. He wasn’t happy at first, but


    there was nothing he could do. That’s when he decided to denounce his position, and his pack. He will


    go to Royal pack. I don’t know what will happen to him there, but I need to move forward with my life.


    He almost destroyed my life because he is greedy, and foolish. I almost destroyed my life because I


    followed. him. I’m not sure I can ever forgive him for what he did to me, but for right now I need to move


    on. Maybe someday we’ll work things out.” Bianca answered.


    “That must have been a hard choice.” My father said.


    “Not really. My father, and I were never really very close. He hated that I was born a girl. He had


    wanted a boy. He was never able to have any more children, and believe me he did try after my mother


    died. He would switch females every few months trying, but when one didn’t get pregnant she would


    get kicked to the curb for another one. None ever got pregnant.” Bianca exined.


    “I’m sorry to hear that.” My father said quietly.


    “It’s ok. For many years one of the olderdies in the pack cared for me as her own. She was


    wonderful. Unfortunately she passed two years ago due to age. She, and her mate were never able to


    have pups so she always said I was the closest thing she had to one of her own. I miss her dearly.”


    Bianca replied.


    “I’m d you had her.”


    “I am as well. She was a wonderful woman. Well I must be going. My mate is waiting for me. Thank you


    for giving me the time to apologize to you for my actions. It means a lot as you did not have to do that.


    Alpha Rowen, please extend my apologies to your mate. I would do so myself, but I don’t have her


    name or means to contact her.”


    “I will. If I know my sweet girl, she would probably be willing to speak to you herself, and she may be


    more willing to forgive you than any one I have every met.” I said, smiling at the thought of my Chastity.


    “She would? Most she-wolves are not very forgiving of females that have done what I have.” Bianca


    said sadly.


    “My Chastity has a very good heart, and forgives when she understands the situation. She also


    believes everyone deserves a second chance. She will be happy to hear that you are getting yours,


    and she will hope all goes well for you.”


    “You’re a good man Alpha Rowen. She is lucky to have you.”


    “I’m the lucky one.”


    “Maybe you both are. Can I leave my email address with you to pass on her? In case she ever wants to


    contact me.”


    “Sure.”


    Bianca wrote her email address, said her goodbyes, and left. I sat back quietly, and thought about all


    Bianca had said. I felt for her, but at the same time I was still a bit mad at her for what she had done or


    tried to do. I was sure that if I talked to Chastity about it tonight she would know what to say to make


    me understand better, and put my anger to rest.


    We had one more dinner to attend before we left for home in the morning. I didn’t really want to go, but


    I knew I needed to. Dad wanted to talk to the two Alphas we were interested in getting trade


    agreements with tonight, and I was interested in talking to the rogue leader about possibly establishing


    an alliance. with the closest of his sub packs to us. To my surprise he came to us as soon as we


    walked into the dining room.


    “Alpha Joseph, Future Alpha Rowen. I’m rogue leader Dean.” The rogue leader said as he bowed to


    us.


    “It’s a pleasure to see you again Alpha Dean.” My father said as we bowed in return.


    “You as well. I had hoped we could speak for a few minutes?”


    “Of course. Please join us.” My father indicated as we sat at a the table with Dark Moon.


    “I’ll get right to it. I have a sub pack that is between you, and Dark Moon. It’s not a very big one, but we


    are prosperous in some areas, but struggling In others. I had considered moving them to one of my


    larger packs, but my people are happy there. I had hoped we could work out an alliance. I would offer a


    trade agreement, but at present we don’t produce enough of anything to trade. Only enough to care for


    ourselves.”


    “I would not be opposed to an alliance with you. Who is in charge of this sub pack?”


    “My old Beta actually. He served me well our whole lives, and is my cousin.”


    “Well they are in good hands. I remember you both well from before you son did. Well what he did. If I


    remember correctly our packs were once allies.”


    “Yes we were.”


    “Well I would dly enter into an alliance with you again.”


    “Wonderful. Thank you.”.


    “You’re wee. Email an agreement to me. I’ll review it, and be in touch.”


    “I will. Thank you.”


    “You’re wee. Have a good evening.”


    “You as well.”


    With a final bow he left our table. The farewell dinner was a grand affair with the king making a speech,


    as well as Alpha Will. I did end up discussing trade agreements with the two Alphas. We were in basic


    agreements by the time we left the dining room. I felt it was a very sessful evening.


    As soon as we left the dinning room I sent Chastity a text message to ask if she wanted to video chat


    tonight. She said she was working on a paper, but that she would love to chat with me any way. As I


    thought she may want to do what we had done the previous night, after talking, and do our own work


    while still on chat, I grabbed some paperwork I wanted to read through, and went to my room with my


    laptop. As soon as it was up and running, I hit the call button. Her beautiful face immediately popped up


    on the screen. She had her hair pulled back, but little hairs were framing her face, I could tell she was


    wearing the hoodie I sent her back to school with, but most importantly she was smiling.


    “Hi my beautiful sweet girl. How are you?” I asked her with a smile.


    “I’m doing good. How are you?” She responded.


    “I’m doing wonderfully now. How was your day today?”


    “Better than yesterday. How about you?”


    “It was interesting.”


    “Oh? What happened?”


    “A few things. Alpha Marvin denounced his position and pack, and turned it over to the king. Half the


    meeting today was finding packs to ept the remaining pack members. Thend is going to be left


    alone for at least ten years to allow the cedar trees to replenish. The king will reevaluate at that time.”


    “Wow! Why did Alpha Marvin do that?”


    “From what I understand his daughter, Bianca put her foot down with himst night. She told him off


    about how he’s destroyed their pack, and he tried to destroy her life. He hurt too many people, and she


    was done with him. She told him she was leaving the pack, and going to be with her mate. I think it was


    more that he knew there was no way he could save his pack before the king stepped in. He probably


    felt it best to let the king take over, and decided to step down, instead of having everything taken from


    him.”


    “Wow! That…I don’t know what to say.”


    “Neither did I.”


    “Is Moonlight taking in any of their members?”


    “No.”


    “Why not? They need us right now.”


    “While I agree we could run into a problem if we did.”


    “What problem could there possibly be? Moonlight and Cedar Grove were allies until recently. Now


    Moonlight is just going to abandon them when they need us most? That’s wrong Rowen. Very wrong.”


    “Chastity, I agree with you, but taking them may cause a rift in the pack that could lead to bigger


    problems.”


    “How could there possibly be a rift? You’re talking nonsense.”


    “Because their Beta ising to Moonlight as a member. The people of Cedar Grove have always


    seen him as one of their leaders. That won’t change if theye to our pack. When there is problem or


    need they have they won’te to us. They will go to him, not understanding or wanting to ept that


    he is no longer a leader. First this will cause confusion for them when he does nothing for them


    because he can’t, or it could make them angry at him. It will also cause confusion with our pack


    members when their new pack members go to someone else for direction, instead of us. It could also


    anger our pack members at the Cedar Grove members, thinking they are disrespecting us. That’s the


    last thing we need. Things like that can weaken a pack. It can weaken the leaders of the pack. Causing


    rifts can cause a divide in the pack, and an exploitable weakness for someone looking to harm


    Moonlight. As much as we want to take these people in, we have to think of the wellbeing of the pack


    as a whole, not just the needs of a small number.”


    “Oh…I…I never thought about that. Can’t Alpha Joseph sit down with any Cedar Grove members and


    exin that their Beta is no longer a Beta though?”


    “He could, but that could cause them to be angry with us, thinking we purposefully demoted him


    or something. Even if he talked to them it’s likely it won’t change anything. The best course of action to


    take for everyone is allowing those left in Cedar Grove to be epted into new packs where none of


    their previous leaders are so they can have time to be ustomed to their new leaders without


    possible interference. Even if there wasn’t meant to be any to begin with. By the end of this weekend


    the fifty or so pack members still in Cedar Grove will have new packs to go to. Their new packs will


    help them move, and get settled.”


    “I understand. I’m sorry I got upset.


    “Chastity, never apologize for your feelings. You have a right to them, and are justified in voicing them.


    You are also justified in questioning a decision you don’t agree with. I would rather you did in all


    honesty. I would prefer you know, and understand up front instead of just bottling up your thoughts, and


    feelings. OK?”


    “Ok. I can try.”


    “That’s all I can ask of you.”


    “What else happened today?”


    “We are in the beginning stages of two new trade agreements. We are also working on an alliance with


    the rogue leader, focused more on one of his small sub packs. It’s right in between us, and Dark Moon.


    They’re very small, and need allies. Both packs were the best choice, and we both agreed. I am hoping


    the alliance includes his sub packs in their entirety, but the closest sub pack is a good starting point.”


    “Um. What does an alliance entail?”


    “Mostly being support to each other if there is an attack or time of need. Working together on training.


    Being able to move between the packs more easily for meetings, supplies, education, and the like.


    Being a helping hand mostly.”


    “Oh. Well I’m d all of you are willing toe together to help each other.”


    “I am too. I was hoping for the opportunity, and I’m d I got it.”


    “I’m sure you are. i doubt it was hard for you and your dad to aplish. You’re both good at your


    jobs.”


    “Thank you sweet girl.”


    “You’re wee.”


    “I do need to tell you about a visitor we had before dinner though.”


    “Oh? Who?”


    “Bianca.”


    “What did that….what did she want?”


    “To apologize for her behavior.”


    “Really?”


    “Yes. She felt guilty for what she tried to do to me, and her role in attempting to trap me. She wanted to


    apologize to me. To all of us, more me, and you than anyone else really.”


    “To me?”


    “Yes.”


    “But she didn’t do anything to me.”


    “She did sweet girl. She made a move to try to steal what belongs to you. She felt that her actions may


    have hurt you in some way, even though nothing happened. She felt she owed you an apology for that.


    As well as for disrespecting all of us.”


    “Oh. Um. Did she tell you why she did it?”


    With a sigh I told her all Bianca had told us. I also told her about Bianca going back to her mate. That


    he hadn’t epted the rejection so they were still bonded, and he epted her back despite how she


    had hurt him. I told her about Bianca going back to his pack with him in the morning. By the time I was


    done! could see tears in Chastity’s eyes.


    “What’s wrong sweet girl?” I asked gently.


    “I feel bad for both of them. She thought she was doing right by her pack, and broke both of their hearts


    in the process. I’m sad that she is abandoning her father, but a part of me does understand. I’m also


    happy for both of them that her mate epted her back so they’ll have a chance at a happy life


    together. It sounds like she deserves that.”


    “You’re not still angry at all at her for what she did?”


    “How could I be? She was trying to save her pack in the only way she was being allowed to. She


    thought. she was doing the right thing by her people. She hurt a lot of people in the process, but I think


    she got hurt the most in all of it.”


    “Why do you say that?”


    “She was trying to find a way for her father to finally ept her, and realized toote he probably never


    would. She turned her back on her mate thinking she could save her pack, and have the rtionship


    with her father she always wanted, breaking her own heart in the process. In the end she lost both her


    pack, and the rtionship with her father she had hoped to have. She almost lost everything trying to


    save what had been most important to her for her entire life. Yes she has her mate so that’s a win, but


    she still lost in the process. She lost her home, her pack, and her father. That’s a lot.”


    “….I guess I never thought of it that way.”


    “Sometimes it’s hard to see things in a different perspective when you’re in the center of what is or has


    happened.”


    “That’s true.”


    “You’re still angry at her, aren’t you?”


    “Well yes. Her actions could have caused me to have to leave my home, and the pack I love to take


    over another, I know nothing about. Her actions caused me to look like a user of women. Most


    importantly her actions could have cost me you. I wouldn’t have survived without you. I don’t want a


    future that you’re not a part of. How can I not be angry?”


    “I understand that. I do, but her actions weren’t fueled by greed, or selfishness. They were fueled by


    genuine fear, and hope for saving what mattered most to her. Her love, fear, and hope for her pack


    even caused her to deny the most important thing in our lives, her mate. She denied her most basic


    instinct for the love, hope, and fear for her pack. That isn’t something that should make one angry.


    They should be proud of them for putting their pack above all else.”


    “I…I see what you mean. It does make sense, and you’re right. It was just hard to see that.”


    “Well now that you do you can forgive her, right?”.


    “Yes. I can forgive her.”


    “Good. You said she gave you her email address to pass to me if I ever wanted to reach out, right?”


    “Yes she did.”


    “Can you text it to me please? I may write to her sometime soon to let her know I understand, and


    forgive her.”


    “I can do that. I just need to say Chastity, that you amaze me. Your capacity to understand, and forgive


    others is something I rarely see, and I adore that about you.”


    “Thank….thank you.”


    “You’re wee sweet girl. By the way, I did talk to everyone here about what we talked aboutst


    night. About how you feel about the future Lunaments. Dark Moon’s leaders were here so I talked


    to ir about it too.”


    “Oh. What….what did they say?”


    “They said they never realized that they were upsetting you, and making you ufortable. They


    apologized, and promised not to bring it up again.”


    “Thank you. Is Luna ir going to continue our lessons though?”


    “Unless you tell her otherwise, yes.”


    “Oh good. I’m learning a lot from her that I can use even in my everyday life, and in school.”


    “I’m d you’re getting so much out of your time with her. ir is a lot like my mom. They were


    cousins, but grew up as close as sisters.”


    “She did tell me that, and she reminds me a lot of Luna Jane.”


    “Yeah. They are pretty simr in a lot of ways.”


    “I can see that every time I am with her.”


    “I’m d you like her so much.”


    “Me too.”


    “How is your paper going so far?”


    “Pretty good. I have a few more paragraphs to go, and I’m finished.”


    “When is it due?”


    “Wednesday.”


    “You’ll be finished in plenty of time.”


    “That’s what I’m hoping for.”


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    “I’m sure you’ll do it. Did you want to get back to work on it now?”


    “Yes please, but will you stay on chat with me for awhile?”


    “Of course.”


    I made myselffortable, and starting reading the papers in one of the files I had. Every once in


    awhile. Chastity or I would make ament about something, but mostly we just worked. I enjoyed


    this, and looked forward to doing it in person, in the future. It was prettyte by the time we signed off


    for the night. Tomorrow we were heading back toward home and Sunday I would get to see my sweet


    girl, even if for a few hours. I was looking forward to it.