Chapter 190 He Didn''t Want to See Her


    "Mommy, Robert wasn''t here when Mommy Vanessa and I came this morning. Last night, it was Robert


    who kept an eye on you in the ward."


    Annie answered Robert''s whereabouts on one side. It looked like Annie didn''t know where Robert had


    gone, and at that point, Vanessa who was standing aside answered.


    "When Annie and I arrived this morning, Robert had already left. He probably had something to go out


    for. As for Travis, he is now resting in the ward. His operation waspleted earlier than yours


    yesterday, and you''ve gone through a dangerous situation at that time, do you remember?"


    Georgia instantly thought of the child she was pregnant with, but she didn''t want to show it in front of


    Annie, nor did she want to mention it.


    Annie was still a child, and she couldn''t let her suffer the grief with her.


    Georgia replied to Vanessa.


    "I don''t know. All I know is that I was in aa for quite some time after passing out…What do you


    mean by saying I''ve gone through a dangerous situation?"


    Could it be that something went wrong with her abortion?


    Georgia''s heart was brimming with sadness, but she didn''t want to show it in front of them.


    "During your operation, the surgeon had issued several critical illness notices and we even re-signed


    several surgical agreements. At that time, your condition was very dangerous, and even halfway


    through the operation, you had simply given up on surviving. The surgeon had no choice but to ask


    Robert and me to enter the operating room to say something to stimte you and try to get your desire


    to survive back."


    Georgia didn''t expect such a thing to happen and was a little surprised.


    She just felt like she was asleep, and in the middle of it, she seemed to have a muddle-headed dream.


    She really didn''t know that she had experienced such danger today.


    Georgia asked Vanessa suspiciously.


    "And then what happened? How did I get out of danger?"


    Vanessa''s expression became a littleplicated all of a sudden.


    "At that time, both Robert and I had talked a lot at your bedside and even threatened you with


    relentless words. You only had some reaction when we talked about Annie, but your consciousness


    remained unstimted…After that, Travis was wheeled in in his wheelchair and he whispered


    something in your ear. I don''t know what it was, but you suddenly had the desire to live. It seemed that


    Travis knew you well after all, and even I don''t know what he actually said to spur you on? Don''t you


    remember?"


    Georgia''s eyes looked dull and vacuous.


    "I don''t know, I just feel like I''ve been having nightmares and being in a state of grief."


    Georgia could probably recall why she was so upset. Her child was draining out of her body inch by


    inch, and perhaps this emotion made her so desperate as she failed to protect her child once again.


    However, Georgia really didn''t expect it to be so dangerous this time.


    At the thought that Robert might find out she had a miscarriage, Georgia didn''t know how to exin to


    Robert.


    She had been concealing this matter secretly, but now Robert must have learned about it, and she


    wondered what he would think about it.


    "Where''s Travis? Is he still not awake today?"


    Georgia decided to ask Vanessa about the condition of Travis, but just as she asked the question, there


    was a knock on the door of the ward.


    Georgia allowed them toe in and immediately, a nurse wheeled Travis in.


    It was only then that Vanessa remembered something, and she said to Georgia again.


    "I forgot to make it clear just now that Travis has no mental problems now. He seems to have regained


    his memory and be a normal person."


    Georgia was surprised to see Travis pushing his wheelchair in. His face was no longer as ignorant as it


    always was before, but just like a normal person, his eyes were crystal clear and there was a smile on


    his face. In an instant, Georgia asked excitedly.


    "Travis, have you really regained your memory? Did you remember everything?"


    Travis nodded at Georgia.


    "Georgia, I''m sorry for the inconvenience I''ve caused you all this time. I have been demented for over


    ten years and I didn''t think I would regain my memory."


    Georgia was ecstatic and the sadness in her heart over the loss of her child was relieved.


    Yesterday, the moment Georgia was told by the doctor that her child couldn''t be born was the most


    desperate for her.


    Then she went home and cried for a long time, and she had made the decision to have an abortion. In


    fact, she had been mentally prepared for it.


    But when the ident did happen and the heart-wrenching pain forced her to face the fact that her


    child had left her, she was still devastated and heartbroken.


    By now, Georgia could already ept the fact.


    "Since you have regained your memory, what happened to you ten years ago? Why have you been


    wandering dementedly for these ten years, and when you were about to regain your memory, someone


    wanted to murder you. Travis, do you know why these things happened to you?"


    Georgia always felt that Travis might know some important secrets and that was why someone wanted


    to kill him to keep his mouth shut.


    It was just that they didn''t make it the first time, and Travis had be demented directly, so they


    gave up the hunt.


    However, Travis was saved by her this time. Fearing that he would regain his memory someday, so


    they took action again. This was the most reasonable exnation Georgia could guess.


    "Georgia, don''t worry about this matter. It''s me who got you into trouble this time. I know who is trying


    to kill me…Since I have my memory back now, I''ll protect myself and I''ll protect you. I''ll never let you


    get hurt again."


    Travis''s gaze was filled with tenderness. The way he looked at Georgia seemed to be the same as the


    old days, and Georgia suddenly felt a little guilty.


    Travis looked at her with the same eyes as ten years ago, eyes that were pure, with deep love and


    affection.


    However, she had long since lost the affection for Travis.


    With the man in front of her looking at her like that, Georgia felt she couldn''t give him a response and


    didn''t dare to look at Travis again.


    Georgia smiled faintly.


    "Georgia, I''ve been sleepwalking through my days for the past ten years, and you don''t seem to have


    had a good life these past few years. You have found your happiness now and I will bless you. Don''t be


    burdened, what happened between us was already ten years ago…I will avenge myself, and I will


    protect myself, you don''t need to feel burdened."


    Thefort from Travis made Georgia feel even more ufortable.


    Back then, her romance with Travis was really pure. It was her first love and she loved him purely, but


    Travis suddenly disappeared.


    She had misunderstood him at first, then resented him, and finally got over it slowly.


    For so many years, she had always treated Travis as the one who had abandoned her, but now she


    realized that Travis had been suffering for more than a decade.


    Georgia didn''t have the heart to hurt his feelings.


    She felt as if she had broken Travis''s heart.


    The boy in her memory had be a man, and she had changed from an innocent girl to a woman


    who had experienced a lot of things.


    Everything was already different.


    After chatting with Travis for a while, he was wheeled back to his ward by the nurse to get some rest.


    It was only then that Georgia was informed that in order to save her, Travis had shielded her from


    several bullets at that time.


    After Travis left, Georgia was in a somewhat downcast mood, but she fought to gather herself together


    and chat with Annie.


    By noon, Annie was so tired that she fell asleep, and Vanessa carried Annie to the family lounge next


    to the ward.


    After that, Vanessa sat down next to Georgia again.


    "I know you''ve been bracing yourself all morning, and you don''t want to show your sadness in front of


    Annie. Georgia, I know you care about this child very much. I also know that Travis''s love and


    protection for you is weighing you down. If you feel sad now, you can cry it out, don''t hold back your


    tears…"


    Georgia smiled bitterly at Vanessa.


    "Vanessa, I don''t think I deserve to be a mother. Annie''s health problem is the result of my failure to


    protect her. As for this child, although the doctor told me that he is congenitally deficient and is a


    stillbirth without a fetal heart, I still feel that it''s caused by my failure to take good care of my body."


    "You fool, this kind of thing is a matter of probability, and if you''re unlucky, you''ll encounter it. One in ten


    pregnant women may have this problem. It is nature''s natural elimination that a fertilized egg is born


    stunted and defective. If he is born with a defect and you insist on giving birth to him, he will live in pain


    in case he is a fool or has any disability.  You should stop ming yourself, it''s really not your fault this


    time…Besides, Annie will have an operation in a few days and she will be a healthy girl in the future.


    You have already done your best. Your body hasn''t recovered yet, so don''t be sad, it will affect your


    body''s recovery."


    Thinking that Annie would be having surgery in a few days, Georgia felt a little better.


    Then she asked Vanessa.


    "You''ve learned about my miscarriage, not to mention Robert. I didn''t see him when I woke up, and he''s


    probably mad at me. I don''t think he had anything to go out for, and even if he did, he wouldn''t have


    gone out without leaving a message, and he hasn''t given me a call until now. So maybe he doesn''t


    want to see me, maybe he''s even disappointed in me…"


    Georgia couldn''t know what Robert was thinking, but she had indeed kept her pregnancy under wraps.


    And when Robert found out about it, she had already miscarried.


    For the time being, she didn''t know how much Robert had known about this child, and Georgia was


    even afraid that Robert might think the child she carried was someone else''s.


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    However, now she didn''t have the courage to call Robert and exin to him the whole story.


    The child had been lost, and she couldn''t muster up the courage tofort Robert. This child had a


    developmental defect and had to be aborted in the first ce, she didn''t feel she could say such things.


    "I''ve already advised you that you should tell him about the pregnancy. By now, he''ll definitely think a


    lot about it, but I''m not sure if he''s thinking you don''t trust him, or he''s thinking about something else.


    When hees here, you two have to talk about it properly and clearly. Georgia, meeting someone


    who likes each other is not an easy thing. If you like him and he treats you well, you should cherish


    him."


    Georgia certainly understood this, and she nodded in agreement.


    As long as Robert came to her, she would certainly be willing to exin it all to Robert.


    The rtionship between two people was something that needed to be maintained, and she had


    definitely broken Robert''s heart this time.


    In the midst of their conversation, there was another knock on the door of the ward.


    Georgia saw Jason and Jasper walking in with two bouquets of flowers.


    Both of them called her sister-inw to show respect, which made Georgia a little embarrassed to have


    sad emotions.


    "Thank you for visiting me."


    Georgia expressed her thanks to Jason and Jasper, who sat directly on the opposite sofa, and Jasper


    asked doubtfully.


    "Where is Robert? Why isn''t he in the ward with you?"


    When Georgia had an ident, Jasper and Jason both felt that they shoulde to the ward to visit


    her, and they thought Robert would definitely apany Georgia in the ward.


    After all, they had already noticed that Robert was serious about Georgia.


    On this asion, Robert shouldn''t be absent, but after looking around a few times and sitting for a


    while, Robert was indeed not here, so Jasper asked in confusion.


    "He seems to have gone out for some business emergency. Do you want to see him? Just give him a


    call, maybe he has fixed it by now."


    Georgia made a euphemistic excuse as she actually didn''t know where Robert was.


    She originally intended to muster up the courage to call Robert, but Jason and Jasper suddenly walked


    over.


    After Georgia finished these words, Jason picked up his phone and called Robert directly.


    After a few moments, Robert''s voice was heard from the other end of the phone.


    "Why did you call me suddenly?"