Chapter 66: She Doesn''t Deserve To Be A Mother


    After drinking water, A returned to her room.She then changed her clothes andy on the bed.


    The lights in her room were off, so she could clearly see the vast whiteness of snow outside the


    window.


    Her lips curved into a bitter smile as she took out a silver knife.


    It gleamed in the dark.


    Without hesitation, she heavily slid the sharp de on her wrist, making blood gush out in an instant.


    Did it hurt? She had been through a lot of more painful experiences than this one.


    Her body was already numb to feel pain.


    As her eyelids got heavier, she murmured to herself, "Baby, Mommy is about to see you.We will be


    together soon.Wait for Mommy, okay?"


    After losing her baby, she didn''t see any reason to continue living.


    And she always thought that her baby must be alone in the other world, so she must be there.


    On such a cold day, she had to stay with her baby.


    She was determined to end her life, so she didn''t care about anything else anymore.


    As time went by, A felt that her body got lighter and lighter.


    It was as if she was about to float in the air.


    It was already veryte when Brian came back to the vi.Content is ? by N?velDrama.Org.


    As soon as he came in, Maria got up to greet him.


    "Mr.rk, you''re back.Would you like some coffee?"


    "No," he answered.


    Then he asked, "How is she?"


    He had always been a sensitive person.


    The moment he entered the vi, he felt something strange, so he couldn''t help asking about A.


    "Mrs.rk went downstairs on her own for dinner earlier.She seemed to be fine today.She went


    downstairs just now to drink water, then went back to her room."


    Seeing the improvements in A''s condition, Maria thought that she was gradually forgetting those


    unhappy memories as time went by.


    Brian''s thick eyebrows wrinkled when he suddenly smelled a strong scent of blood in the air.


    Without saying a word, he strode upstairs and went straight to A''s room.


    As soon as he opened the door, he saw a pool of blood on the floor.


    And A was lying on the bed, unconscious, with pale face and lips.


    Maria, who followed behind him, screamed in fright when she saw the scene.


    "Get the first aid kit!" Brian ordered.


    He knew that A was stubborn.But he didn''t expect that she would reach this far.


    He actually thought that she would return to normal soon.But he was wrong.


    She even tried to kill herself now.


    As soon as Maria handed him the first aid kit, he took out gauze and wrapped A''s bleeding wrist.


    Her wound was quite deep.


    She really hurt herself so badly.


    If he didn''te back tonight, she would definitely die.


    After he stopped the bleeding, Brian drove A to the nearest hospital.


    The doctor immediately treated her wound, and she had a blood transfusion before she was transferred


    to the ward.


    Maria was so frightened.


    She thought that A was fine.


    Who would expect that A wouldmit suicide? She had lost so much blood.


    It was really shocking.


    "You go back and clean the vi.I''ll stay here with her."


    After sending Maria home, Brian sat on the sofa in the ward and waited for A to wake up.


    A''s eyelids fluttered.


    When she slowly opened her eyes, she saw that everything was white.


    She wondered, ''Will one see white after death?''


    She turned around and saw a man standing by the window.


    His tall and handsome figure was familiar to her.


    It was Brian.Why was he here?


    A sat up in a panic, so she identally touched the needle on the back of her hand.She hissed in


    pain.


    Brian turned around and looked at her.


    "You know so many ways to court death.Do you really want to die?"


    "Yes, I want to die.Why do you keep on saving me? You hate me, right? Don''t you think it would be


    better if you just let me die? You won''t be bothered or displeased by me anymore.Both of us can be


    happy," A shouted at him.


    She had nothing.


    No one loved her.


    So she should die.


    But what about him? Without her, he would be happy.


    He would never be upset again.


    Wasn''t it great? But why did he send her to the hospital again? Brian sneered.


    "How considerate of you to think of my happiness.You really want to die? Do you want me to grant your


    wish?"


    As he spoke, he took out an exquisite ck gun and aimed it at her.


    "I''ll let you die.But, I''ll make sure that many people die with you," he said.


    "Think about it.If you don''t value your life anymore, it''s fine with me.But, are you readyWhile she looked


    at the ck gun pointing at her, A''s body trembled.Brian didn''t let her freeze to death in the snow.


    He didn''t let her die from the wound on her wrist.


    But he wanted her to die in his hands? He could either kill her with a single shot or torture her to death


    by one shot after another.


    "What now? Are you scared?"


    Brian''s marksmanship was very urate.


    And yes, she guessed it right.


    He wanted to torture her with gunshots.


    But not only her but also the people around her.


    A couldn''t just die as she wished.


    "No, I''m not afraid at all.I don''t want to live anymore, so just kill me.Only me.You can''t hurt others."


    A had nothing to miss in this world, so she wanted to end her life.


    But she didn''t want to implicate innocent people.


    She didn''t want Arlene or Toby to be afflicted.


    All her sufferings were hers alone.


    Her life was superfluous.


    "Who do you want to protect with your life? Toby Brown, Arlene Woodsen, or yton Woodsen?" Brian


    asked coldly.


    She smiled bitterly.


    Why would she protect them? Did they protect her? What they did to her was the same as him.


    They had no love for her.


    All they did was torture her and use her cruelly.


    "I want to die alone.But if you can''t give me that, then I''ll continue to live.But I just have a request.Don''t


    do anything to them.Let them live their lives the way they want."


    A had no choice but to give in.


    Brian pulled the trigger and approached her step by step.


    "You really dare to bargain with me, huh!"


    Actually, he had already decided to grant her request.


    But since he had taken out his gun, there was no reason not to shoot.


    So with a bang, the bullet broke the vase in the ward.


    The loud sound made A slump against the bed.


    She had never imagined dying this way, so she couldn''t deny the fact that she got scared.Her body


    even trembled.But then, she realized that she was still alive.


    She sat on the bed and said, "I really miss my baby.I let him lose the right to live and see the world.This


    is what I owe to him.In the future, I will have topensate him with everything I have."


    Maybe making it up to her child was futile, but she still wanted to do it.


    Brian didn''t say anything.He just stood aside and listened.But his heart was not moved even a little.


    A continued, "I didn''t mean to get pregnant.It was really just an ident.But in the future, I will never


    let it happen again."


    She looked up at him and said, "You don''t want a baby, neither do I.But you still have the right to


    change your mind.For me, I don''t want it anymore.I don''t deserve to be a mother, so I will ask the


    doctor to do the ligation procedure on me."


    Brian was slightly stunned by her words, but he still did not say anything.


    "Mr.rk, I don''t want to be Mrs.rk anymore, so let''s sign a divorce agreement.But don''t worry, I


    promise not to leave until you let me go.I will stay in your vi.And you don''t have to be afraid that I will


    get pregnant because I will undergo a ligation procedure." A had made up her mind.


    After losing her baby, she would never have another one.She didn''t want to make herself an


    unqualified mother all her if "Don''t think about divorce.I won''t give it to you.But if you want to undergo


    ligation, I will arrange a doctor to do it for you."


    Brian didn''t want to let her go.No matter what, he wanted her to stay with him.


    A clutched the quilt tightly.She swore to herself that she would never be a mother.She gave up


    this right by herself, and she wouldn''t regret it.