Chapter 132 No Birthday For Seven Years


    Kerr''s voice drew Nicole back to reality. She wiped the tears from her eyes and turned around. She


    looked at him calmly, but the sorrow in her eyes could not be hidden.


    "You knew about my family background from early on?"


    Nicole knew that Kerr would investigate her, and that he would find out everything about her. What was


    more, she knew that what Kerr had done today was all to cheer her up, but she felt sorry that his effort


    would be in vain. She couldn''t be happy no matter how she tried.


    Kerr walked to her and took both her hands in his.


    "I know, so I knew what you wanted. I''ll give you anything you want."


    He didn''t know if it was his imagination, but he seemed to see more despair than happiness in Nicole''s


    face. He didn''t know what had gone wrong.


    "What I want… I want my father toe back to life. I want the Ning family to remain happy. I want all


    the terrible things to be nothing more than a nightmare. Can you do that, Kerr?"


    Nicole pulled her hands from Kerr''s grasp.


    She knew that it was unfair to me Kerr. Standing in the former vi of the Ning family again and


    seeing that nothing had changed around her, she knew despite this that things had changed here.


    No matter how powerful and influential Kerr was, it was impossible to turn back time. She was


    expecting of him to aplish the impossible.


    "Nicole... What''s wrong?"


    If he hadn''t noticed how peculiar Nicole was behaving, he didn''t deserve to love her at all.


    But he couldn''t understand why she looked so sad.


    "I''m sorry. I''m letting you down, but I just want to be alone."


    Feeling inconsble, Nicole looked down to cover her sadness and tried to avoid looking into Kerr''s


    searching eyes.


    She turned around and was about to walk upstairs when Kerr pulled her into his arms from behind.


    "Nicole, tell me what happened?"


    He was aware that the Ning Group had gone bankrupt seven years ago, the vi of the Ning family had


    been auctioned off, and Nicole had left for Manhattan. Therefore, he had thought that she would be


    happy if he returned her previous home to her.


    However, he did not expect that it would intensify Nicole''s sorrow.


    "You know today is my birthday. This was my former home, the Ning Group went bankrupt, and it was


    sold on auction. However, didn''t you discover that our family''s demise was caused by my father''s


    sudden death? Don''t you know that''s why I couldn''t celebrate my birthday for seven years?


    Because my birthday has also been my father''s death-day for thest seven years. I really can''t bear


    looking at my father''s portrait and celebrating my birthday."


    Tears streamed down Nicole''s cheeks. She raised her hand, covering her mouth to stop herself from


    crying.


    She had tried so hard to forget the past, but she still couldn''t. She had been gone from her home for so


    long, but she had alwayscked the courage toe back to see it.


    She had hoped that she would be able to return during her stay abroad. But when she dide back,


    she understood the saying that "The shorter the distance of your approach to home, the more


    disquieted you be."


    Feeling Nicole trembling, Kerr turned her to him and wrapped his arms around her so that she could


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    "I''m sorry. It''s all my fault, Nicole. You may think this way. However, if your father was still alive, he


    would wish for you to live a healthy and happy life.


    I will be with you on every one of your future birthdays. Don''t worry. I won''t let you face your sorrow


    alone. I will make sure that our happiness gradually fills in the nk spaces in your heart."


    Kerr didn''t expect that such a weak girl like Nicole could bear such sadness alone. Although this should


    have been a happy day, she would never know another happy birthday.


    What a cruel thing for Nicole to carry. Kerr didn''t know how she had endured it alone for the past seven


    years.


    But he resolved to always be with her in the future. No matter it was happiness or sorrow, he would not


    let her face it alone.


    It seemed a century had passed before Nicole stopped crying. She sniffed and looked up into Kerr''s


    worried face. Her eyes were red and swollen.


    "Can youe with me?"


    It was somewhere she had always wanted to go, but she didn''t dare. Now with Kerr by her side, it was


    time for her to face it.


    "Okay."


    Kerr carried Nicole in the protection of his arms and walked towards the nearby parked car.


    He set Nicole on the car seat and drove straight to the cemetery without even asking her. Soon the car


    had stopped at the entrance of the cemetery.


    Holding Nicole''s hand for support, Kerr led her out of the car.


    The cemetery was particrly dark at night. Kerr took off his long coat and draped it over Nicole''s


    shoulders. He circled her with his arm, and they walked inside.


    She stopped in front of the gravestone and knelt in front of it.


    "I''m sorry that I didn''te to see you until now, Father. Please, forgive my cowardice. I just couldn''t


    ept the fact that you had left me."


    Her mother had died early, and her father had doubled as both mother and father. He had always cared


    about her development. Although her father had married her stepmother and had already had Bonnie,


    he had nevercked in his care for her.


    He had even ensured a bright future for her with all his savings before dying.


    Looking at Nicole''s sad face, Kerr bent down, put his arm around her shoulders, and looked at her with


    concern.


    "Stand up. Be careful not to catch a cold."


    Hearing his voice, Nicole stood up and silently gazed at the tombstone for a long time. The dim light


    gleamed off a fresh white chrysanthemum in front of the tombstone. Nicole knew that it had been sent


    by Bonnie.


    Even though Bonnie had imed that her father had doted on Nicole only, she still missed her father.


    Nicole leaned on Kerr, and they left the cemetery.


    "How did you know I wanted to go to the cemetery?"


    Nicole looked at Kerr, and she suddenly felt relieved at having finally faced what she previously


    couldn''t.


    It turned out that she could let go of the past in the end. Thinking of Kerr''s thoughtfulness, she felt a


    little guilty.


    After all, she had ignored Kerr''s good will. In fact, Kerr had just wanted to give her a happy birthday,


    however, she didn''t intend to let him down.


    "If I couldn''t have read your mind, I didn''t deserve to be with you. Nicole, remember, there are many


    things in this world that we have no choice over."