You Owe Me, My Love Chapter 234


    “When did it start?” Su Xuyan asked worriedly.


    Since he saw her manic episode, which was simr to her mother, she decided toe clean and told


    him honestly. “After I tried to kill myself and got saved.”


    “You’re a psychologist. Didn’t you treat many patients previously?” Su Xuyan couldn’t understand.


    Previously, when Bai Rong told him she was suffering from a mental illness, he refused to believe her


    and ignored her words. Hence, he was truly shocked to see her throwing a fit.


    “I can’t treat myself. I tried hypnotizing myself a couple of times, but I’d fail every time. There are two


    types of medicine in my bag—sleeping pills and chlorpromazine.”


    Afraid that he wouldn’t understand, she exined, “Chlorpromazine is effective to prevent mania


    episodes, but it has a serious side effect. It would take six hours for the drug to be expelled by the


    body. Hence, I can’t take it twice within six hours as it would cause blurred vision and depression.”


    Her voice wasced with sorrow. “I can’t sleep well and suffer from severe insomnia. That’s what


    happens when one takes too many sleeping pills. I doubt I’ll be able to live to a ripe old age. And even


    if I do, I’ll suffer from Alzheimer’s. By then, I’ll be lost in my own thoughts and lose control over my


    dder control. I won’t hear you when you talk to me. That’s worse than being in aa,” she


    concluded calmly.


    Su Xuyan’s heart ached for her.


    Since young, Bai Rong had been a diligent and smart student. Even though she had to work in


    university to pay for her tuition fees, she had alwayse out top in her ss.


    He couldn’t believe someone as smart as her would end up suffering from Alzheimer’s in her old age.


    After all, he saw with his own eyes what happened to Bai Bing.


    “It can be treated, right?” Su Xuyan’s brows were furrowed.


    “I don’t know. Perhaps in the future when the technology is more advanced. But that’s too far ahead for


    me, so I won’t think about that.” Bai Rong sighed and gazed at him. “Su Xuyan, will you give me my


    child now?”


    Rage bubbled up within Su Xuyan as he grabbed her shoulders. “Why are you so stubborn? Don’t you


    remember who caused you tomit suicide and suffer from manic episodes?” He roared angrily. “It


    isn’t me. It’s Gu Mingchen! If you insist on staying with him, your illness will only get worse! Let me tell


    you. Zhou Han bore Gu Mingchen a child, too.”


    Bai Rong’s eyes widened in surprise. “What? How is that possible? Zhou Han told me she got


    pregnant after her captors gang-raped her.”


    “Why do you think those people gave Gu Mingchen the aphrodisiac six years ago? He escaped and


    didn’t have sex with Zhou Han, but he did have sex with you. After that, those people collected his


    semen and impregnated Zhou Han. They wanted to use his child to ckmail him,” Su Xuyan


    revealed calmly.


    Bai Rong’s mind was blown. She staggered backward in shock. As Su Xuyan wasn’t holding on to her


    tightly, she nearly copsed and barely supported herself by holding on to the sink.


    Zhou Han must’ve lied when she said she was gang-raped. She must’ve known that her child


    belongs to Gu Mingchen.


    But Gu Mingchen knows nothing about it.


    She asked me to locate the child so she can pretend to exin about her being gang-raped in front of


    Gu Mingchen so he’ll feel guilty.


    At that thought, her head started aching dully.


    Gu Mingchen is a responsible man. If he knows Zhou Han gave birth to his child and was even raped


    because of him, he might change his mind.


    I won’t be able to ept that. I’ll go crazy and sink into the depths of despair.


    Suddenly, Bai Rong felt like she should stop struggling.


    All she wanted was a peaceful life, a warm and weing home.


    Somewhere to return to after a long day of work.


    “I choose my son,” she uttered softly and sighed.


    ted, Su Xuyan gave her a tight hug. “I’ll take good care of you and Tian. I promise you won’t ever


    get hurt again. It doesn’t matter if you can’t give birth anymore. Tian will be our son.”


    “Is Zhou Han a spy?” asked Bai Rong.


    “I don’t think so. I ran a background check on her. She hadpleted many missions sessfully. If


    she’s a spy, there’s no way she would risk her life for the country. Why did you ask that?” Su Xuyan


    was puzzled.


    Bai Rong’s lips twitched. “I’m prejudiced. I don’t think she’s a good person. To me, Xia He seems to be


    a good person. Besides, Zhou Han lied that she was raped. She must’ve known Gu Mingchen didn’t


    have sex with her.”


    “I believe they injected Gu Mingchen’s sperm into her body after she was raped and lost


    consciousness,” Su Xuyan exined.


    “Why are you so clear about everything? It’s like you’ve witnessed the whole incident personally.” Bai


    Rong stated her doubts.


    “I arrested a man who revealed everything to us, including the fact that Zhou Han gave birth to Gu


    Mingchen’s child.”


    “But she was raped. How could they be sure the child was his?” Bai Rong still wasn’t convinced.


    “Because they used condoms, so of course they’re certain that she could only be pregnant with Gu


    Mingchen’s child. She fainted after that and didn’t know what happened next.”


    “Then why didn’t they tell her she was pregnant with Gu Mingchen’s child?” Zhou Han yearned to


    give birth to Gu Mingchen’s child. Weren’t they afraid she might lose her baby on purpose? Bai Rong


    refused to believe Zhou Han was a good person.


    “Because Zhou Han was afraid of being raped again. To her, being pregnant was the only way to


    ensure that she won’t get raped. She would do anything to protect her baby.”


    He added, “That being said, if Zhou Han found out that the baby was Gu Mingchen’s, she’d know


    their purpose was to harm Gu Mingchen. Her love for Gu Mingchen was so deep that she could even


    ruin her looks and risk being burnt alive. So I doubt she would keep the baby if she knew their n.”


    Bai Rong met his gaze steadily. “After getting Gu Mingchen’s semen, why did those people impregnate


    Zhou Han instead of other women?”


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    “They were under the impression that Gu Mingchen would take care of his child if the mother was Zhou


    Han. If the mother was one of them, Gu Mingchen wouldn’t spare her life seeing how honorable he


    was.” Su Xuyan analyzed the situation for her.


    Bai Rong’s eyes glinted as she creased her brows.


    Su Xuyan’s exnation makes sense. Perhaps I was too prejudiced and misunderstood Zhou Han.


    Since she’s not a spy, Gu Mingchen won’t be in danger.


    “Su Xuyan, can you give me some time? Gu Mingchen and I are married. I need to divorce him before I


    can leave with you. But I’ll be with you for three years only. After that, you can’t force me to stay. Is that


    okay with you?” Bai Rong stated her final request.


    “I won’t interfere with your decision to stay or leave after three years. But I don’t think it’s easy to get a


    divorce. The easiest way is to fake your death.” Su Xuyan had alreadye up with a n.