Chapter 193 I want to live with you forever


    Unfortunately, though ire is grateful for what Juan has done, she can’t fall in love with him. She can’t


    like anyone. Bryce and Juan love her and their personalities are totally different, but ire can’t like


    them.


    They don’t have love so they can’t be together. She doesn’t like them. She can’t drag them down.


    But Juan is so good to them that ire can’t pay him back. So when Juan says that, ire is silent.


    She can not bear to hurt a benefactor who has taken care of them for six years. Without Juan, she


    couldn’t have left America and lived in France.


    ire can’t hurt Juan. She can’t even be as cruel to him as she is to Bryce.


    ire’s silence is rejection. Juan holds her quietly for a while and reluctantly lets her go.


    They don’t speak, so the atmosphere is a bit awkward for a moment.


    ire doesn’t know what to say. She doesn’t even figure out how to deal with Juan. Juan is upset and


    doesn''t want to talk anymore.


    He is hurt by ire!


    They don’t talk. This is their first quarrel. In the evening, ire makes Juan’s favorite dish by herself.


    But Juan is cold and almost heartbroken by ire.


    While sleeping, ire asks Juan if he sleeps in a hotel or in her house. Juan says at the moment, “I’ll


    go home. I’ll leave when you’re asleep.”


    He has a house in America.


    She is silly for a while, but it is good that Juan speaks. ire turns back to her room and goes to bed.


    ire tosses and turns and can’t sleep. If she has something on her mind, she can not be able to


    sleep.


    ire lies in bed for an hour. She is thinking what Juan is doing. Didn’t he say not to leave until she


    falls asleep? When will he leave? Has he left yet?


    As she is thinking, the door of the room suddenly opens. ire is so scared that she closes her eyes


    and pretends to sleep.


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    Juan walks gently to ire’s bedside and looks at her with her eyes closed. He lies at ease beside her


    and reaches out to hold her.


    ire is shocked by Juan’s movements, but she feels that Juan just holds her quietly and does nothing


    else. She rxes and wonders what Juan wants to do.


    Juan holds ire gently. He looks at ire’s longshes and quiet face. He feels even more


    heartbroken.


    The woman he takes care of for six years finally belongs to someone else. At the thought of it, Juan


    feels reluctant.


    His voice is low and maic. Now it’s hoarse because of his grief. He whispers, “I thought you had


    treated me as a family for six years, but I didn’t expect that you still came back to Leo...”


    “ire, what do you want me to do?”


    “Tell me what I should do.”


    “...” ire closes her eyes tightly and does not dare to move or answer.


    ire feels sorry for Juan, because he does so much for her.


    Juan doesn’t get a response and sighs. ire feels heartache.


    But it seems like it’s what Juan wants. ire’s silence means she’s asleep, so he can say what he’s


    holding in his heart.


    Juan goes on, “ire, you know what? Six years ago, I had a chance to beat Leo and let him down


    and lose his fortune. I can make him disappear from business and underworld...”


    “But you know what? I gave up such a good chance for you. I want to be with you and create a happy


    family with you. I want to be with you forever. However, you don’t know all this. You don’t know that I’ve


    let go of someone I hate so many years for you. I gave up my n and my revenge on Leo. I have


    vited my principles...”


    “You have no idea. How can you know? You don’t know what I did, what I gave up and that I love you


    deeply...”


    “I was very angry, disappointed and unwilling to learn that you returned to the United States. You went


    back home without consulting me. Do you know how sad and angry I was? I’ve tried so much and done


    so much, but you still want toe back to Leo! What am I then?”


    “ire! I have no ce in your heart!”


    Juan is getting more and more emotional and angry. ire can’t bear it for a while. She almost wants


    to hold Juan back and say sorry in his arms again and again.


    She knows that Juan hates Leo for a long time, but she doesn’t know that Juan hates Leo so much and


    even ns for revenge for a long time.


    She doesn’t know that Juan has paid so much for her in the corner she doesn’t know.


    But she doesn’t say sorry. Even if she does wake up tofort Juan, so what? It will only make him


    more sad and make them more embarrassed.


    It’s good for him to say it. At least he doesn’t have to hold it in his heart anymore.


    ire prays silently in her heart, leaving Juan to hold her still.


    When ire thinks he has something else to say, Juan suddenly stops. He hugs her for a long time


    and then he bows his head and kisses her on the forehead and gets up and leaves the room.


    “...”


    It isn’t until she hears the door close that ire opens her eyes and looks guiltily at the door.


    Juan... Sorry...


    Juan, who leaves the apartment, sees several people in ck downstairs. Behind them is a long ck


    Lincoln. Everyone’s looking at Juan.


    Seeing himing down the stairs, someone immediately follows him and asks respectfully, “boss,


    what’s the situation now? What about Leo?”


    As Juan walks toward the car, he says coldly, “now that I’m back, the n has to start again. Everyone


    needs to be on call. I could beat Leo six years ago, and I can do it now, but don’t do anything for the


    time being. I have more important things to do!”