Every time Maryia walks in the school campus during the break, watching Ahmed playing football or joking with his friends, she keeps telling herself "He is muslim, cute, loves cars and classic. Why not?". One time, Ahmed''s friend saw her staring at Ahmed. So, she quickly looked at her notebook.


    One time when she returns home. She gets in her room, throws the books, not her habit at all, and rests her back on the bed. She smiles in joy and stares at the ceiling. Suddenly, she stands up:


    Maryia to herself:


    "No.. no.. I shouldn''t have these feelings. I have to stop it."Unauthorized duplication: this narrative has been taken without consent. Report sightings.


    She breathes quickly from the panic as she recognized that she has feelings for Ahmed. Teenagers with Psychosis usually can''t focus on relationships when they are dealing with different major issues like Psychosis. However, she was interested in this love.


    She starts to search for his accounts on social media and stalks. She discovered more about him and his personality, his favorite car types, his favorite friends, and more.


    She sits one day in her room, having the school book in her hands, but her heart and mind were somewhere else.


    Maryia to herself:


    "I refuse these feelings, Uh..Okay. It''s ordinary to have these feelings because I''m a teen but.. Uh.. No.. it is hard.."


    She feels hopeless with the days about conquering these feelings and keeping her strength.