Love this novel? Read it on Royal Road to ensure the author gets credit.
when she spews out, “You’re doing it again. Begging someone else to save you when you KNOW what to do. Learn some damn restraint, you can do it. You just give up half way through all the time. All the time. It was so frustrating loving you. You’re a leech, you pull people in with either pity or changing yourself to be who they like then you slowly reveal the real you. The shitty bastard who doesn’t love anyone or anything.”
Again, what would be the point?! If Olorun will push me into that route, why hurry the process? Why force myself to change when I’ll do it anyway? Yeah, it’s all pointless.”