Introduction: ---It's going to be a Trainwreck.That's what you should expect and I'm not going to sugarcoat it. You’re going to watch a man change, adapt, go… mad.---This is a rough draft. I hope I’ll be able to finish this and give it its proper sheen.I hope you can help me with your suggestions and that this'll emotionally hold you as much as me.There'll be an update once a week( for now)....