It is never going to work.


    What the fuck am I thinking?


    I’m seeking love in a barren desert,


    a broken alley, an empty sea.


    A lone seashell that has gone adrift too far,Love this story? Find the genuine version on the author''s preferred platform and support their work!


    thirsting for undrinkable water.


    Why. Why. Why am I still alive?


    Answer me. You never answer me.


    It’s always symbols, and clues,


    and cryptic codes.


    I wish I knew. I wish I knew.


    Why drag it all out?


    Time passes.


    Life wasted.


    Dreams rotting.


    With every second, it’s already in the past.


    I don’t understand.


    None of it is real. None of it matters.


    I’m just a non-existent sub-particle


    trapped in darkness and silence.


    It hurts. This loneliness. This void.


    Why am I still there?


    Why won’t it go away?


    I


    Am


    Here.