I Don''t Take Pictures Anymore


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    It makes me sad.


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    I want them back.


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    Google photos reminds me of that fact.


    Taking me to see times that have passed. Stolen novel; please report.


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    I don''t have horses.


    My life doesn''t feel alive.


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    Not because I can''t.


    There''s just nothing to show.


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    I think it is because I''m not fighting anymore.


    There are no impressive fights or wins.


    I just don''t take pictures anymore.


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    But I want to.


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    But maybe that will pass.


    I don''t take pictures anymore.


    But maybe I will start.


    I used to take pictures.


    When I was proud or amazed.


    I guess now I''m numb in a daze.


    I will take more pictures.


    And notice how I feel


    Instead of seeing through a dark black veil.


    I realized why I don''t take pictures.


    It''s because there''s no one to show.


    Mom isn''t there anymore when I come home.


    I realized why I don''t take pictures.


    It''s cuz I feel alone.


    Nobody cares anymore. No one knows.


    I realized why I don''t take pictures.


    No one listens to my stories.


    No wants to hear my dreads.


    I realized why I don''t take pictures.


    I fear I maybe never will.


    If I can''t find someone who cares.