Chapter 89


    Chapter Eighty-Nine: Getting dressed


    “You could join us, alpha.” Travis’ growl turned rougher, thicker as he leaned closer to me. His nose


    trailed along the side of my neck over the iming bite that Ryan had left on me before he moved his


    face to the other side of my neck, doing the same thing to Jason’s im.


    “Travis, she is sore.” Jason said and I felt a pressure move over my skin. A whimper slipped past my


    lips and the pressure grew stronger:


    I didn’t know who to call out to. It made me feel strange and I didn’t understand why. It was like I want


    ed to do what they wanted, despite what my mind was screaming at me. It made me want to run.


    “But she won’t be forever, will you, sweets?” He asked, pulling back so that his eyes met mine. It made


    me feel so many things, so many conflicting, emotions. That, with the pressure, made me feel like I was


    go ing to panic. I sucked in great lungfuls of air, trying not to let these feelings pull me under.


    I’d dealt with panic attacks before, but it was nothing like this. Nothing that I couldn’t normally push


    away.


    “Baby girl?” Ryan mumbled the words all gruff with sleep. His hand darted towards me beneath the


    sheet to trail his fingers up to my inner thigh. His touch loosened up my throat, reminding me where I


    was. He didn’t move his hand up higher, just kept his warm fingers on my skin. Curling them gently into


    my skin, letting me know that he was still with me.


    The touch was just as possessive as it had beenst night and I hoped that it meant things would stay


    the same. Well, as much as they had beenst night. There was still so much that needed to be


    discussed but we could do thatter.


    “Travis, you are being too much.” Jason growled,ing closer to the bed.


    Ryan opened his eyes, looking over at Jason. ‘You’re being too much. It’s too early for the alpha thing


    and I’m too tired for it.”


    I moved my hand down to grip Ryan’s fingers beneath the sheet.


    “Ryan.” I whispered his name and he looked at me. That same warm, gentle look in his deep blue eyes.


    “Baby girl?” His eyes widened and he nodded. “Jason, the alpha thing- stop. Travis, you need to sit


    down.”


    The pressure pulled off of me and my shoulders rxed. Jason moved closer to me, sitting down on


    the edge of the bed. “Oh kitten, I’m sorry.”


    Travis pulled back, moving to sit beside me, a long slipping past his lips. “I’m sorry, sweets. I know !


    can be a bit much. There is just so much that I want to experience with you.”


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    “I’m okay, it’s just… This is a lot. Jason, can you not do that again?” I asked, moving my tongue over


    my Tips to moisten them.


    “I’ll try not to do it around you, I think because you’re mated to us, you can feel it. Most humans don’t


    really feel thepulsion,” He said, resting a hand on my calf.


    Trealized that they were all touching me. Travis’ hip was pressed against mine. Ryan’s fingers were on


    the inside of my thigh, and now Jason was touching me. It made the warm, fluttery feeling return to the


    pit of my stomach. I didn’t know why I felt this was about them. There was so much that we needed to


    talk about. But having them touch me like this soothed my worries away.


    My phone chimed from inside my purse by the dresser. I looked over at it, knowing that I was going to


    have to return to the real world soon. Charity and I had a brunch date and I didn’t know how I was


    going to tell her about everything that had happened. I knew that there was no way I would be able to


    keep it from her.


    “That’s probably Charity.” I said, my shoulders tensing up again. What would she think about me after


    she knew what I had done with them? What I had let them do to me.


    “Kitten, why don’t you get dressed and I’ll take you to see your friend? When youe back, you can


    bring a bag with some of your things.” Jason said, handing me a pair of gray sweat pants.


    “My things?” | asked, taking the sweatpants and holding them against my chest. They had mentioned


    me moving in with themst night, but I thought they all understood that I wasn’t ready for that. It was


    such a big step.:


    “Yes, your things,” Jason said, looking at me onest time before turning away and heading over to the


    closed closet door. He opened the door, walking inside. “I n to clear out part of the closet for you. I


    know you’re not ready to move in with us yet. But when you are here, I want you to befortable. If


    you would rather we go shopping, that can be arranged.”


    “Shopping?” | asked and he nodded,ing out of the closet with a pair of dark gray cks and a


    ck dress shirt looped over his arm. “I don’t need anything. You guys don’t need to take me


    shopping.”


    “Yes, shopping,”. Jason said, looking up from the clothing on his arm. “It’s our job to spoil you. It’ll be


    fun.”


    “We’re going shopping?” Ryan asked, his fingers tracing small circles on the inside of my thigh.


    “Maybe if we can talk her into itter,” Jason said, sitting his clothing down onto the bed. “Get dressed,


    kitten.”


    | nodded, wiggling away from their touch to swing my legs over the bed. Pulling the pants up to my


    hips, I stood up. Wiggling into the snug gray material. Jason was right. If I was going to be spending


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    more time with them, then I needed my own clothing.


    Walking away from the bed, I made my way over to my purse. Opening it up, I pulled out my phone. I


    looked into the mirror at the men on the bed behind me. I wasn’t sure how things were going to work


    with us, but I knew that I wanted to give this a shot.


    It scared me but I didn’t want to be without them.