Chapter 83


    Chapter Eighty-Three: Waking Up


    Tillie


    Running my tongue over the inside of my mouth, I grimaced. My mouth was so dry it felt like I had eat


    en cotton. I needed to brush my teeth and get a drink of water.


    My body felt sore in ces I had never felt sore before. It felt like I had been hit by a car or maybe a re


    ally big truck.


    I was overly warm, but that was pretty normal for when I slept over at Jake’s. There was something dif


    ferent though. I felt strangely more at ease than I could ever remember feeling before. I wanted to bask


    in that feeling, to let it soak through every part of me.


    Reaching out for Jake, my hand moved over his chest. Stopping on a hard little loop. That wasn’t nor


    mal. I patted his chest, Jake didn’t have a nipple ring. He was too vani for something like that.


    My eyes snapped open and I remembered that Jake had rejected me. That we weren’t together any


    more because he had cheated on me.


    The events of the night crashed around me as I looked at Ryan and Travis. It was Jason’s body that


    was warm against mine and theirs.


    They were the heat that was making me feel like I was lying on heating pads. I stiffened, I had slept


    with three menst night and they were definitely not my boyfriend.


    | tensed up, worrying about how they would feel about me now that it was the next day. How they


    would feel about me now that they knew that I couldn’t keep up with them.


    Shaking my head, I tried not to think about it. I didn’t want to think about it.


    Light spilled into the room, it was dimmed by the dark curtains that hung over the windows. Strips of it


    were painted over the walls, making it all soft and glowy in the room, but it was still a reminder that the


    night was over. That things were real. That now that we’d had our night of fun, they might not want me.


    I looked at Travis’ chest with my hand resting on it, the nipple ring still beneath my fingers. He was so


    calm when he was asleep. There was none of that fire to him now.


    His face was rxed with sleep, his lips parted. Long, darkshes syed over his cheeks. His normal


    ly slicked back hair was messy, covering the side of his face and his neck. He looked so much younger


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    than he had yesterday at the club. It made me wonder just how old he was? How old all of them were?


    Ryan was behind him, his leg thrown over Travis’ hip as he sprawled out in sleep. His foot touched the


    back of my calf. His dark curls were wild around his face. The morning sunlight brought out those vivid


    col ors that I had seen in his hairst night. It looked soft to the touch and I wanted to reach my hand


    out, to see how soft those curls would feel. His lips were parted and his soft snores filled the room.


    Normally, that would annoy me but right now it didn’t bother me. I found it oddly cute.


    Travis let out a mummer and I looked back at him. Pulling my hand away as I thought about what had


    happenedst night, how it had felt to watch the two of them together. I hadn’t been bothered seeing


    them together like that. It had turned me on before things hade to a halt.


    Thadn’t been ready to stop and I knew that they weren’t either, but I just had not been able to take any


    more. When Ryan had stopped Jason, it felt like my senses were on fire. Like I couldn’t get the words


    out that I needed to say, unable to tell them what I needed.


    It felt like nothing would ever be the same again and I couldn’t calm myself down to catch a breath. I


    wasn’t upset about what had happened, but I was worried about what it would mean for today and how


    things would go with Jason, Ryan, and Travis.


    I hoped that I hadn’t messed everything up with them. That they still wanted me because I knew after


    They made me feel things that I had never thought I would get to experience. They had shown me how


    it could be and I just hoped that things would be okay.


    I didn’t want to leave them, but I would if I had to.


    I wanted to see Jason learn to let go and rx. I wanted to get to know them, to find out what they liked


    and disliked. I wanted to see Travis and Ryan together. To see if Travis would be able to submit to


    Ryan.


    Wanted to see Ryan take control of the mouthy man and see him fuck him like he had his mouthst


    night.


    Just thinking about it made my body clench up, the tension made my belly ache and I knew that


    couldn’t give in to that feeling right now. I was too sore.


    Travis muttered something in his sleep again, his face turning away from mine. His hair fell back


    against the pillow and it felt like my heart stopped beating.


    There was a bite mark on the side of his neck that hadn’t been there before. It looked like the ones that


    they had left on my body.


    They had told me those marks meant that they had imed me as theirs. But what did it mean now that


    Travis had the same mark on his neck?


    Author’s note: Sorry about the dy on the chapter, yesterday I got to hang out with the amazing Maria


    Warren while our kiddos ran wild. If you’re looking for a super steamy DARK read, go show some love


    to her book Their Broken Doll (so good, y’all)! We had too much sun with the kiddos and mine were


    worn out after wards, but so was I. I will be writing up the next chapter ASAP. Hope you all have a


    lovely weekend.


    xoxo,


    Jane