Chapter 48


    Chapter Forty-Eight: Use me


    Resting my hand on his shoulder, I moved closer to him. His fingers untangled from my hair and he


    moved his hand down my body to push my sweats down. There was nothing graceful in the way that I


    moved, trying to push off my pants while getting into hisp


    He leaned his seat back further and I crawled into hisp. I brought my hand down, taking his cock into


    my fist before I stroked it


    against my pussy


    “Fuck, kitten Don’t tease me.”


    “I’m not teasing you.” I said, rocking my hips down to dip the head of his cock inside of me before lifting


    my hips and doing it again. Watching the way his teeth sank into his lower lip. His hands moved to the


    back of my thighs, pulling me tighter against him.


    I rolled my hips, thrusting down until he was fully inside of me. Stretching me out until I felt full of him


    and he chased away the sadness that I was feeling.


    What I was doing wasn’t healthy and I knew that. I was using these men to help me forget the hurt that


    Jake had made me feel. Soon I was going to have to face those feelings head on. For now, though, I


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    was going to take what Jason was offering me.


    In the morning after brunch I’d try to process everything. Until then, I was going to live in the moment.


    Jason rolled his hips and I moved my hands to the back of his seat. Gripping it as I rode him, our lips


    pressed together and I poured out everything that I was feeling into fucking him.


    *Kitten, so good. Could spend all night just like this with you.” He groaned against my lips. His hands


    moved up my body, pushing my shirt up and over my breasts. His hands massaged my breasts as I


    rode him, chasing the pleasure that he was giving me.


    He dragged his thumbs over my nipples, stroking them until they were hard peaks.


    Leaning back, I worked my hips faster. Feeling that tightening in my lower belly. “I’m going toe,


    Jason.”


    *Use me, kitten. Fuck me just like that.” He ordered, plucking at my nipples. Driving me higher and


    higher.


    I braced my hands on his chest, driving myself up and down. Jason thrust into me. His movements


    were fast and jerky. Stroking my clit with each downward thrust of my hips until everything inside of me


    tightened up. I went still above him, my vaginal walls mping around his cock as I cried out.


    “Tillie.” He growled, speeding up his movements before he came inside of me. My pussy milked his


    cock as the both of us panted together


    I slumped forward, resting my cheek against his shoulder. My heart was pounding like I had run a race


    but it had worked. My mind felt more at ease. All thoughts of Jake and his more than a girlfriend were


    chased away. All talk of being mates and rejections was gone from my head for the moment.


    Jason wrapped his arms around my body, stroking his fingertips up my spine. “Anytime you need me,


    don’t hesitate. I’ll never turn you away. Even if you’re just using me to help you forget.”


    “It’s wrong though,” I whispered, trailing my fingers over the small buttons of his shirt. “I, I shouldn’t use


    you guys to try to get over my ex cheating.”


    Jason shifted his head so that he could look me in the eye. “It’s not. You are our mate. If you used


    anyone else to make yourself forget, then it would be wrong. But what we’re doing isn’t It could never


    be wrong.”


    Jason-” I started to say but his phone chimed and bright headlights shown down the road behind us,


    illuminating the inside of the darkened car. “Oh, shil”


    if you move now, someone will get an


    Kitten, packnds.” He reminded me, his hand moving up my back to pin me against him eyeful Stay


    here against me.”


    I nodded, letting myself rx against his body Resuing my cheek against his chest, I listened to the fast


    beating of his heart as he grew soft inside of me. “Does your heart always beat thisst?”


    “Yeah, I’m a shifter kitten. My heart beats fast, my body runs hot. It’s part of the package.” He said,


    shifting us around as he pulled his phone from his pocket and brought it up.


    “Neat.” | patted my fingertips against his chest, matching the rhythm of his heart. He pressed the button


    on the side of his phone, casting a soft blue light over his face. I lifted up my head, bracing my chin on


    his chest.


    Watching his face as he looked at the screen. His phone chimed again and his lips twitched into a


    ghost of a smile.


    “Ryan said he’s getting dinner for us and Travis is pissed at me for making his shift very, very hard to


    finish.” Jason said with a chuckle and I shifted my hips. His cock slipped from my body along with the


    warm rush of his semen.


    I wrinkled my nose. “Why would you make his shift hard to finish?”


    Jason looked at me, his gray eyes sparkling in the light from his phone. “Kitten, he shares a bond with


    you. Travis and Ryan, they can feel everything you feel.”


    So they, um, they can feel everything that… You mean they know when we-“


    “When we fuck, yes,” Jason said, setting his phone onto the console beside us. “They can feel it, it’s


    part of the bond. We’ll always know when you’re turned on so we can take care of your needs.”


    Leaning back, I pulled my shirt down my body. I didn’t know what I was supposed to say to that. They


    would know what I was feeling even before I did.


    Jason helped watched me as I climbed over into the passenger seat. I grabbed my sweats off the


    ground, pulling them up my body


    “It goes both ways, kitten. You will know how we feel, too. Any strong emotions will filter over onto you.”


    He said, tucking himself back into his pants before adjusting his seat back into ce.