Chapter 18: Hypocritical Heart.


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    An individual''s heart often contradicts the version of himself presented to the world.


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    “Ah, my lover Loyal Air! I can''t wait for the day when I have enough power to protect you, and our love.”


    I muttered as I watched the beautiful sunset through the window. Having finished my rather peaceful conversation with Riley, I was now admiring the scenery and thinking about my future with Loyal Air.


    I met Loyal Air when I was still a teenage vampire. Although I initially despised him, over time I fell in love with him, not only because of his appearance, but also because... there was chemistry; just like me, he also wears a mask that is unique to the world; his inner self is known only to him and me.


    Of course, I didn''t just fall in love with him because of that; besides my father, he''s one of the only men who understands my personality and can see through what I present to the world. Someone who could see through my mask so easily fascinated me.


    He understood my innermost being, so I liked him. However, I didn''t foresee that such passion would intensify so much, but I liked it; once, I wanted power for my family; now, I want power to protect him and our passion.


    Loyal, besides having a personality that doesn''t contradict his name, likes the same books as me, has a personality similar to mine and is also as intelligent as me. When two similar people meet, it is quite unpredictable if they don''t fall in love; they say that opposites attract, but I disagree; similar people attract each other, or at least, they attract each other much more.


    Simply put, Loyal not only looks like me, he compliments me. It''s like we were made for each other. I know this could just be an illusion, but I''m a vampire of over 200 years; I know when something is an illusion and when it''s not!


    It makes no sense to fall in love with someone who has values ??so different from yours; most of the time, you''ll just be asking for a daily routine of free arguments. I believe that this is what causes most of the breakups in marriages today; they fall in love with someone with a different personality from their own, and after living with them, they want to change their partner to suit their own personal and selfish tastes.


    To avoid such a scenario, I fell in love with a man who looked like me; however, my love for him is not logical; he came from a humble family, started out as a servant in my family and gradually worked his way up. Threesomes with prostitutes? It is acceptable for people of my kind, but my family would never accept me having a relationship with a man from such a humble background. Furthermore, Loyal is of the human-dog species; basically, he is of a species considered inferior by everyone because most of them cannot use nectar, and when they can, they are weak; Loyal himself is the exception to the exceptions.


    I wouldn''t even be able to conceive a child because of the glaring difference in the genetics of our races, a marriage with him with the support of my family is more than impossible. Therefore, I have a goal in mind; to become powerful enough so that our love can be made public.


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    Despite my secret relationship with him, he had fits of jealousy over my once lustful life. Honestly, I found this charming; it was evidence of hypocrisy; an incongruity, a contradiction to his calm personality. And it proved that he loved me. Although I initially resisted, I gave in to his selfish desires and became his alone.


    However, our relationship was threatened; my parents planned to marry me to a man from another faction as a sort of alliance, and thus make the two factions one. I would have to leave behind my life here, all my love and desire for Loyal, and go live in someone else''s house.


    I couldn''t do it. Above all, I didn''t want to lose my love for Loyal. I know that people like Loyal are, and they are rarely found when we look with intent; most are shrewd, but not honest; honest, but not shrewd; and I will hardly find anyone who is as good in bed as he is.


    Oh, my hypocritical heart! You always get me into trouble! With tests that I have difficulty passing and with rules that I have even more difficulty following.


    My thoughts were interrupted when I heard the door open. Loyal entered the room.


    "Goodnight."


    “Good. Has anyone seen it?”


    “No, I used invisibility magic, just like you taught me. Now, our meetings will be regular.”


    As expected from Loyal; mastered a concept as complex as invisibility magic in just 5 months. Now, the frequency of our meetings, another 2 times a week (I always went to his room), would now be 5 times because of Loyal''s intense sexual desire. Of course, it was thanks to my ability to grant nonsense powers to others. Even though there are clear limits to it and I can only grant powers twice a month, and the person who gained it needs to train to master such power, Loyal is still brilliant.


    Well, Riley mastered the transformation I gave him in a single day, but that''s because he''s a monster.


    “However, I need to explain something to you. It’s brief.”


    "What?"


    Loyal’s expression turned cold when I explained my plan to him. As if he agreed that it was necessary, he simply nodded in response.


    “As expected, you are the only one who understands me!”


    I kissed Loyal passionately. This particular kiss was more passionate and sticky than the usual ones I bestowed upon him.


    As our lips touched and our mouths opened, our tongues intertwined and went into a frenzy. When our lips parted, Loyal ran his index finger across my lips, increasing my arousal.


    I threw him on the bed and took off all my clothes. As always, he admired my sculpted body, and above all, myself; now, completely naked and devoid of any mask that I once always presented to the world, now, only presenting my true self, the one that is truly my core, I went to Loyal.


    I kissed her neck, sucking a few times and I slowly took off her clothes.


    “Haha… As expected, your little friend down there is already fully erect.”


    I held Loyal''s member while he sucked my breasts and kissed him again. Another French kiss, this time much sexier and with more desire than before.


    I sat on top of him; now, both of us completely devoid of any clothing, I placed his penis inside my femininity, and began to ride.


    “I''m going to empty your balls.”


    Needless to say, the rest of the night was really hot and fun, with lots of moans of pleasure and declarations of love. A romantic night, as romantic as the previous ones we had, but because of our compatibility as a couple, it never lost its charm! I never got sick of it, and I never would.