Introduction: You. I know you're reading this. I know why you're here.You think you can just walk in here and experience what it means to live this life, my life, and then leave.You think you can just peek, gasp and laugh and cringe at my best and worst moments, tailored to your enjoyment and then walk away.No. If you want this, you will work for it. You will feel every single second of this life, this pain, this joy.If you're going to be here, I want it to hurt....