Chapter 465


    “The truth is, I don’t know why I love you. I just can’t control my feelings for you. I also don’t know how


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    long I will love you. People say that loving someone is forever, never leave them. the other, but I don’t


    know if I’ll feel the same way about you until the kingdomes.”


    “And the lie?”


    “The lie is, I love you and want to be with you forever.”


    Iugh bitterly. He’s telling me the truth. Forever is a long time, so who knows what will happen in the


    future? Those who simply make such a promise are either liars or impulsive. Unfortunately, I was


    previously blind and foolishly fell for Carson’s deception to finally end up in such a miserable


    state. “Actually, I don’t love Carson. I really don’t love him. Since I found out that he cheated on me and


    did so many despicable things to me, my love for him has ceased to exist. You said that hate is only as


    strong as love, and I don’t deny the truth of that statement, but my revenge on him has nothing to do


    with love. I guess I’m just resentful.


    “So you like me?”


    “I don’t know. I guess I’m a little scared of you.”


    “Because?”


    “Your mood is vtile. In addition, you are petty and petty. I’m worried every second of every day,


    worried that you’ll make life difficult for me if I piss you off. As you say, I really thought once of asking


    your help to get revenge on Carson, but I’m afraid you’ll see right through me, so I tread with caution as


    if I’m walking on thin ice. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have allowed you to bully me like that considering my


    temperament.”


    “Is that your impression of me?” Eric was very surprised.


    “Didn’t you know that?”


    “No. I thought you would at least like me a little bit.” His hand that was holding my leg tightened.


    “I dare not like you.”


    “Because?”


    “It is important not to try something beyond our reach. What right do I have to like someone when I’m in


    such a situation right now?” Iugh wryly.


    “I forbid you to look at yourself like that. Lilian, you are a kind and beautiful woman. You are worthy of


    love.”


    “Kind? I’m not kind. If I was kind, I would let go, allowing Carson and Jolene to be together. In fact, I am


    wicked, willing to do anything to achieve my goal.” With that, I sighed. If I were kind, I wouldn’t be


    associating with him right now. No matter how open society is, my behavior is now


    inappropriate. “However, I admit that I have something to do with beauty. I was very pretty when I was


    young, although now I’m a little dirty.”


    “Lilian, why don’t you try to approach this with a different method and with a different perspective? Is it


    really that hard for you to step forward?”


    “Take a step forward? Are you referring to betraying my marriage vows?” Iugh lightly. “Eric Walker,


    will you believe I’m really over him if I give myself to you?”


    “You could?” He looked right into my eyes.


    – No. Even if I do, I’ll only give myself to a man I can trust. As for you, I can think of no reason why I


    should depend on you. I could hear that my voice was extremely hollow.


    “Why am I unreliable?”