Chapter 168


    Chapter 168 Roman’s True Feelings


    Chandler’s question made the four hackers look at each other. Then, they all nodded unanimously.


    However, the leader of the hackers added, “But all those are just our spections so far. What if we’re


    all wrong? No one can say for sure.”


    *Focus all investigations on Jack and Tessa. I’ll keep in touch with Osborn on my end,” Chandler


    instructed and closed theputer screen. He needed some time to cool off.


    If it was really Tessa who instructed Jack to do everything, the two long years Jack spent working for


    him while secretly being undercover was done so well it was terrifying. Chandler couldn’t even imagine


    its full implication.


    He hesitated as he looked at his phone absentmindedly. It was the first time he’d ever felt so panicked


    and helpless in his life. The overwhelming feeling of exhaustion made his nerves tense, and a strong


    sense of suffocation hit him. He felt like he was going mad! 1


    No matter how much he wanted to sleep, his exasperation and annoyance made it impossible for him


    to do so. He had a strong urge to release all his frustrations by getting into a brutal fistfight.


    The next moment, Chandler turned off the lights in his study. The room was thrown intoplete


    darkness, and he sat alone on the sofa in front of the window wall. The small red dot between his


    fingers flickered, and dense smoke billowed heavily yet weightlessly from his


    mouth.


    He wondered what kind of situation Erin was in right now. Was she being tortured? Was she still alive


    and well? Was their unborn baby still


    safe inside her?


    Various unfortunate scenarios popped up in his mind simultaneously, and he felt his heart being


    repeatedly battered until it turned into a bloody mess. A primal fear and a sense of agony gradually


    seeped out from within him. His fingers that were holding the cigarette began


    to tremble slightly.


    Chandler felt that he couldn’t continue to stay alone in the dark any longer. He was afraid that he


    couldn’t bear it all and might end up taking his own life someday. Stubbing the cigarette fiercely in the


    ashtray, he took out his phone and made a call to Roman.


    Over an hourter, Roman and Chandler appeared at a boxing gym together.


    They both changed into boxing attire. Silently, they put on boxing gloves as well as mouthguards and


    stared at each other. The faces of these two resolute and handsome men looked eerie under the dim


    lights.


    The two stared at each other for a full minute, and finally, in thest second, they suddenly started


    punches at each other. Chandler and Roman fought with great intensity. Neither of them held back as


    they gave it their all. It seemed as if they’d been suppressing their emotions far too long and


    desperately needed to vent.


    Twenty minutester, they both copsed in the boxing ring, exhausted. Both of their faces were


    marked with bruises.


    Chandler was the first to spit out his mouthguard. At that moment, he felt the despair consuming him


    lessen by a little. The soreness and profound exhaustion in his body allowed him to space out for a few


    seconds, not having to think about anything.


    After lying down for a while, Roman got up, walked to the edge of the ring, and grabbed two bottles of


    mineral water. He threw one of the bottles into the air when he got back on the ring. Chandler caught it


    with his bare hands. He sat up with one of his legs bent and rested his elbow on his knee. He


    uncapped the bottle of mineral water and took a few sips. T


    “Chandler, I know you’re going through immense pain right now, but you have to hold on. Erin is still


    waiting for you to save her. No one


    could have expected something like this to happen, so stop ming yourself.”


    Taking a day to adjust himself, Roman went from viciously scolding Chandler initially to being


    considerably calm now. After Erin was


    taken, it wasn’t just him–even Sean, Matthew, and Caleb med Chandler!


    It was Chandler’s bodyguard who had taken her away, after all. Therefore, on that point alone,


    Chandler had no way of pushing the me elsewhere. Matthew and Caleb came to know about Erin’s


    disappearance because Chandler asked for them to help search for Erin


    together.


    In the face of such a crisis, he couldn’t care less whether Matthew and Caleb still had feelings for Erin


    or not. Erin was already his woman and was carrying his child. What was more, the man she loved was


    him–Chandler Frost. Hence, he had nothing to fear against those men


    whose love was unrequited. With more people on the look, he had more hope of finding Erin.


    Seeing Chandler still staring nkly at a spot and spacing out, Roman walked over to him, bent down,


    and patted his shoulder.


    “If there’s anything you need help with, just tell me. I’ve already reached out to my circle of friends too.


    We can’t let Erin down!” Roman’s firm and powerful words brought Chandler back to his senses.


    Chandler looked up at him. “Roman, I’m so scared! I have this feeling that I won’t be able to get her


    back this time-


    Upon seeing Chandler’s look of despair, Roman felt a strong stab of pain in his heart. Wasn’t


    Chandler’s fear his own fear as well? Even if he and Erin weren’t meant to be in this lifetime, he


    couldn’t bear to see her hurt even in the slightest.


    The sharp stinging sensation in his eyes caused Roman to suddenly stand up and turn away. Beads of


    sweat trickled into his eyes, further intensifying the stinging sensation. He shut his eyes tightly,


    swallowing back all the emotions that had welled up within him.


    As Chandler’s close friend, Roman understood better than anyone how he felt at that moment.


    ‘Don’t say such pessimistic words! How about we make a bet, Chandler? Whoever finds Erin first can


    ask her to choose again.”


    Roman’s words made Chandler stand up slowly. His strange statement brought Chandler’s wits back to


    the forefront.


    Staring at Roman’s back for a few seconds, Chandler asked abruptly. “What do you mean by that?”


    Keeping a lid on his internal struggles, Roman turned around and faced his good friend calmly. “You


    already knew since a long time ago, didn’t you? Why ask when you clearly know the answer?” 1


    Chandler’s eyes darkened as he inquired in a chilling tone, “Have you fallen in love with Erin?”


    Since he put it so bluntly, Roman clenched his fists and answered without flinching. “Yes, I love her.”


    “Heh-” Chandler suddenly walked away with huge strides. Leaping over the ropes coolly, he jumped off


    the boxing ring.


    Watching Chandler leave without saying a word, Roman was infuriated. He yelled at Chandler’s


    departing figure, “Is my love for her so


    worthless in your eyes?”


    At that moment, Chandler’s footsteps slowed down, and he turned back to stare at Roman intently.


    After a moment of contemtion, he replied, “Roman, thank you for going all out to motivate me. It


    worked! I’m fine now. Erin is still waiting for me, so I won’t let her down!”


    Even after Chandler left the boxing gym, Roman remained rooted in the same spot. He stood alone in


    the empty and silent gym. Without


    warning, he let out a bark ofughter. It was a mocking and mncholicugh.


    He knew that Chandler understood his feelings. But in order to be a good friend, Chandler chose to


    pretend that he didn’t know of Roman’s love for Erin. In the face of life and death, Erin’s safety was the


    top priority. His friend’s unremarkable love for her wasn’t even worth


    mentioning.


    Deep in Roman’s heart, he’d long known the answer–Erin had always loved Chandler.


    As long as Erin was safe, Roman silently swore that he would be happy with being a friend to her for


    the rest of his lifetime.


    Meanwhile, Erin was on a deserted ind, desperately tearing at a piece of cloth. The blue patterned


    curtain in her hands was torn to shreds. She had a disheveled appearance, as she hadn’t bathed for


    two days.


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    Erin had no idea where she was. When she woke up, she found herself locked in an old wooden shack.


    Her feet were locked in thick iron chains like she was some wild, rabid dog. Beside her feet was a


    tattered mat, and there was a wooden bucket for her convenience nearby.


    The length of the iron chains allowed her to walk to the window. During the day, she’d observed the


    location of the wooden shack she was


    currently in. The shack was built on top of a dome.


    There were no paths reaching the ground around its wall. Looking down, she estimated the dome to be


    roughly five stories. Even if she could unlock the iron chains and jump down from the wooden shack,


    she would either die or be crippled from the fall. 1


    Earlier today, a bag of food was dropped into the wooden shack via the sunroof above. The person


    who kidnapped her used a drone to


    deliver food to her.


    Her instinct for survival made her unwilling to wait around like a sitting duck. Even if she couldn’t unlock


    the iron chains, it was better for her to prepare a rope than to have nothing at all.


    Erin’s hands were already blistered and bleeding. Despite the pain, she gritted her teeth and persisted.


    Without any tools, she could only


    use her bare hands to tear at the curtain. Unbeknownst to her, every move she made was under


    surveince.


    Meanwhile, in an underground bunker near the wooden shack, someone had been observing her for


    the entire day.


    Finally, Tessa couldn’t help but speak into the microphone in front of the monitoring screen. “Erin, do


    you think I went through all this. trouble to lock you up here just to let you escape easily? You’re even


    stupider than I imagined.”