Chapter 455: Star, Peter (5)


    Perhaps that was thest question Peter had expected to hear, as he looked noticeably bewildered. Chang-Sun did not fail to notice his expression.


    Im not sure what youre talking about! Peter protested.


    So thats how youre going to do it, huh? Chang-Sun frowned slightly, saying, I kept wondering why your real name was censored and you used an alias instead.


    Thats because my true name is still going to be created in a future that hasnt happened to you, so its a vition of thew of causality, naturally Peter began.


    No, you called me father, but Im technically supposed to be a stranger from a different Worldline, Chang-Sun said; his voice was cold and quiet as usual. That must mean Im supposed to be able to hear your true name.


    Ah, youre mistaking it for a different reason. I told you this, but I tried to hide my identity as much as possible to change history! Peter protested.


    Its not as if Ive already decided a name for my future son, so how would I discover your identity? Chang-Sun cut him off. It sounded as if Chang-Sun was angry in Peters ears.


    That must mean there are still a lot of secrets you havent told me, Chang-Sun continued, in the voice of a father reproaching his son.


    What


    Peter could see his deceased father in Chang-Sun for some reason. Peters father had usually been the gentlest man in the world, but had been very strict when he had done something wrong


    What in the world have you offered to Yog-Sothoth? Chang-Sun asked.


    Peters father was right in front of him now, so he clenched his mouth, feeling as if all the mistakes he had been hiding right now were being divulged.


    You offered yourself, didnt you? Chang-Sun continued, shutting his eyes.


    Peter still could not say anything.


    You offered to be part of Yog-Sothoths soul to be his apostle. Yeah, I knew something was strange. Chang-Sun gritted his teeth.


    From what Chang-Sun knew, Yog-Sothoth was not really a kind Outer Celestial. Although he was unusually interested in the Great Universepared to other Outer Celestials, it was only out of his duty as the borderlines keeper.


    Yog-Sothoth was something like an observer of changes in Eros and Nyx. That was why, despite how he had the capacity to be an Emperor and was greatly influential in both Eros and Nyx, Yog-Sothoth was not socially active. The only thing he was interested in was <Dull Darkness>, the Great Father; the reason why he had volunteered to be an observer was to not miss any changes in the dormant <Dull Darkness>. Such an Outer Celestial had appointed a mere mortal to be his apostle.


    Chang-Sun had never met Yog-Sothoth in person, but had met <Deus Ex Machina>. Beings who had risen above Worldlines kept their involvement in the Great Universe to a minimum. Just as humans did not really care about or involve themselves in a society of ants, those beings had no reason to pay attention to mortals. The only time they paid any attention was when their interest was piqued.


    <em>No, theres one more scenario where that happens</em> Chang-Sun narrowed his eyes. <em>When a mortal pays the right price.</em>


    Yog-Sothoth was less interested in Eros than <Deus Ex Machina> and had lost almost all of his emotions, so his reason had to be thetter. Of course, he would not even blink if an ordinary person offered their soul, as it would be little more than an insignificant speck to him.


    <em>But Peter said that he was Quirinales descendant, so if he can understand the Great Universesws of nature hes qualified to make a deal.</em>


    Pneuma and Quirinale were primordial teachings about controlling thews of time and space respectively. Quirinale had once been passed on to Chang-Sun through Ithaca, so Peter could have ess to it as their son.


    <em>Besides, hes technically a rtive of <Deus Ex Machina>.</em>


    That was why Peters true name could not be perceived anymore. Lee  was no longer part of Eros or Nyx, and was simply Yog-Sothoths toy. No matter how the future turned out, Lee  could note back to Eros. Perhaps it would be possible for Cha Ye-Eun to receive salvation and Chang-Sun to change <Fate>, creating a new turning point and a new hope, but even if they had a child, a son named Lee  could not be born anymore because Lee  no longer existed.


    In the end, Peter had tried to save his parents by sacrificing himself, but even if he seeded, he would be bound to Yog-Sothoth and wander for eternity, unable to belong to Eros or Nyx. That was why Chang-Sun had asked who would save Peters <Fate>.


    Peter stayed silent.


    The reason why I can see you right now is I used Sinmaras ability to observe timelines, but you cant meet me or talk with me through any normal method anymore, can you?


    It was the copse of ones existenceno, perhaps it could be called elimination from thew of causality.


    Judging from the spatial distortion around you, youre being erased from Eros much more quickly. The traces you left as Peter will eventually disappear or be forgotten.


    Peters lips trembled.


    Even I wont be able to remember you in the end, so there wont be anyone to mourn for you. Everyone will be happy at the end of this salvation journey.


    Everyone except for Peter would be happy in the end. A person who had been busily moving in the shadows to save everyone was bound to quietly disappear from the stage, with no one to remember him and no traces recorded in history. It was as if Peter had never existed in the first ce. Of course, that was not a problem for Peter, because he had been nning on leaving quietly from the beginning.


    I can never fool you, Father. Peter heaved a very long sigh. Although he wanted to feign innocence, he did not want to lie to his father at a time like this. But theres nothing you can do about it.


    No, Im going to do it, Chang-Sun said firmly. Im going to save you, just like Im going to save your mother, so hold on.


    ! Peters eyes widened slightly. Even though he knew that it was impossible, he felt as if his father could do it for some reason.


    <em>Thump! Thump! Thump!</em>


    <em>Badump, badump, badump</em>


    Peter could feel the pulses that were shaking the world. Perhaps he could smile hopefully without any bitterness for the first time. Perhaps he could wish for salvation too.


    You could at least offer to save me first, Peter said, finally managing to joke now.


    Your momes first.


    You know what? You were really a fool for your wife in my world too.


    Call me a devoted husband.


    Thats what all fools for their wives seem to say. Peter giggled, turning in the opposite direction before continuing, It was fun to meet you and speak candidly in the end, Father. I hope youll achieve what you want until the end.


    Chang-Sun noticed that Peter did not mention how he hoped Chang-Sun woulde for him. Was it because Peter was trying not to have lingering feelings, or that he simply did not care since he was bound to be forgotten in the end?


    What are you going to do from now on? Chang-Sun asked.


    Ill continue to wander the Great Universe and time. Or I may continue meeting other Fathers.


    Where can I meet you?


    Im not sure. There might be some of my preparations you havent seen yet, Peter answered vaguely.


    <em>Tap, tap!</em>


    Peter started to walk away from Chang-Sun, the spatial distortion around him worsening. Although he did not stop Peter, Chang-Sun asked many questions.


    Did I y with you a lot when you were a kid?


    Yeah, you did.


    What game did we usually y?


    We yed all sorts of games. Thend expansion game[1], pog mmers, the marble game, Red Light Green Light


    What about hide and seek?


    We did.


    Then lets y hide and seek, Chang-Sun said.


    <em>Tap!</em>


    Peter came to a halt for a moment.


    Youre going to hide, and Im it. How does it sound? Chang-Sun suggested.


    Those words melted Peters heart.


    <em>My , what game do you like the best?</em>


    <em>Hide and seek! Hide and seek is the best!  answered fervently.</em>


    <em>Then do you want to y hide and seek with me?</em>


    <em>Yeah!</em>


    <em>Ill count to ten, so hide. One, two Chang-Sun smiled with his eyes closed.</em>


    <em>Huh! Its unfair, Dad! Count slower! I started running just now!</em>


    <em>Three</em>


    <em>Arrrghhh! Not yet! Youre still counting too fast!  screamed as he stormed out of the living room.</em>


    It was a memory that even Peter barely remembered. While he had been hidden in a wardrobe, Peter had peeked at his father, who was wandering around the house to look for him, through a small gap in the wardrobe doors. It had been really fun, and Peter felt as if he was about to hide in the same wardrobe again.


    And Ill retrieve your name too, so hold on.


    Truly, youre Peter had a lot of things he wanted to say and thought about saying them, but he held those words back in the end. With a grin, he answered, Find me quickly, okay?


    Yeah, I will.


    <em>Pzzz!</em>


    Peter quietly disappeared with a bright smile. Chang-Sun stood still and watched the spot where Peter had disappeared for a long time. As he turned in the opposite direction, he shut his eyes. He had now found out most of the hidden truth that remained and discovered hope for the future, so It was time to go back.


    [You have deactivated the Authorities Past-Seeing, Present-Seeing, and Future-Seeing!]


    * * *


    <em>Whoosh!</em>


    The world around him slowly diminished as he returned to reality.


    <em>Huh? </em>Chang-Sun suddenly wondered. <em>Didnt I meet someone?</em>


    It felt as if he had discovered something too important and precious to forget, but he was unable to remember. Chang-Sun tried to recall the reason why he was suddenly feeling a sense of disharmony.


    Master! Are you not done yet? Sinmara shouted quickly, bringing Chang-Sun to his senses.


    When Chang-Sun looked up, he could see Ubbo-Sat, whose true form was slowly emerging from a wormhole that almostpletely engulfed the sky.


    Fuck!


    It took forever for us to cut off one tentacle, so how in the world are we supposed to stop them if theye out in their true form like this!


    Pirs of ice and fire soared from the ground to stop Ubbo-Sats tentacles from advancing any further, but it was not working very well. Both Jin and Sinmara were getting exhausted.


    <strong>Twilight! What in the world are you doing? Get your ass back here and fight if youre back! </strong>Bel-Marduk shouted.


    Chang-Sun nodded in response and moved. It was the beginning of the 142nd <Extinction>.


    1. The raw is . Its a Korean game in which one can obtainnd by flicking a stone onto it.