# 180


    Chapter.38 You are not there


    ***


    I woke up from sleep. The rare ceiling wees Lurin. It is an unchangingndscape.


    However, the feel of my hair did not change. This is not a pillow I have used recently.


    It wasn’t a pillow, it was a hard floor.


    Rares were not created with consideration for polymorphing into humans.


    It’sfortable to sleep curled up in your huge body. That’s how Rare’s structure is built.


    Therefore, it was true that sleeping in human form was a bit ufortable. But it has be easier recently. It became strangelyfortable. That’s because pillows were created.


    “You bastard! “Why is the pillow moving!”


    Lurin stood up suddenly. And I looked around. But there is no pillow.


    “Where did you go?”


    I muttered to myself into the air. Of course there was no answer.


    Lulin stood still and blinked.


    He hummed and tilted his head slightly.


    I tilted it back and forth and took a spin around the rare. But there wasn’t. Not in rare.


    “Where did we go on the subject of pillows…?” ?”


    does not exist.


    does not exist.


    does not exist.


    Lulin stepped out of their without realizing it. Rare, so I went to the top of the mountain.


    But there wasn’t.


    It’s so dark that only the wind wees you.


    Lulin went down the mountain while looking around. I always stopped by the cliff side where I often ate.


    There were no pillows even where we used to pick fruit and y.


    I was irritated, but I kept walking. There are no pillows at thekeside either.


    There were no pillows even where we were fishing.


    Look around thekeside.


    Even when you go to a cliff, look around.


    I looked around at all the ces I went to with El, but she wasn’t there. The figure was not visible.


    Lurin was angry and released Polymorph. I went back to Dragon after a long time. And flew up.


    Gaze at meaningless scenery.


    There are many dragons nearby, sorge mana can be felt in many ces. It was not possible to determine which one was El’s.


    This is because Lurin did not yet have a detailed understanding of the unique flow of El’s mana.


    In the end, it came back to rare.


    Afternding, Lurin unconsciously returned to her human form.


    Lulin’s natural form is a dragon. That should be the mostfortable.


    Lurin entered the rare, her ck hair flowing. The reason his long hair was flying was because he was jumping all over the ce.


    Look around, look around.


    Lurin returned to their and looked around again.


    But there isn’t.


    does not exist.


    does not exist.


    No, no, no, no, no, no.


    There were no pillows.


    Lulin became increasingly irritated. I don’t know why I’m getting irritated. But all of a sudden, I got annoyed.


    An unknown anger welled up inside my heart. I felt somewhat frustrated and had to take a deep breath.


    Then he shook his head.


    The only thing that happened was that the pillow was gone.


    It doesn’t mean much.


    “Yes, there is none.”


    And the only thing is that the pillow suddenly disappeared without saying a word. Now that the pillow is gone, it bes hard when I sleep.


    Yeah, that’s just inconvenient.


    Lulin nodded, thinking yes.


    But when you go back to Dragon, those inconveniences disappear in the first ce. Without realizing the weakness of her logic, Lulin began biting her nails.


    I sat down on the floor. Then it happened.


    As I repeated this, time passed by. A great emptiness and a sense of loss that I don’t know what it ises to me.


    Just like when I sent my mom away.


    no.


    In the end, I got up again and spun Lair around.


    Filled with anxiety of some unknown nature, I went outside again and looked around the same way.


    Then he ran back into their and sat down with his shoulders even more slumped than before.


    I felt hungry, but surprisingly, I had no appetite at all.


    Even though it’s time to make such a fuss about serving food.


    “Annoying. “Once it appears, it never stays still.”


    Once again, I muttered quietly without realizing it.


    “Lurin!”


    At that time, a voice was heard outside their. It is a voice calling to oneself. Lulin was startled and ran outside.


    I told you not to call pillow names like that, so you called me that!


    Even though I thought that would never happen, my face was much brighter than before.


    but.


    What was in front of Lulin was not a pillow. Not human.


    “Bring that human. That guy has the heart of a Lord or something. The elder told me not to touch it, but I can’t. “The wings that got burned that time still hurt!”


    “yes. The power is different this time, the power is loud… … .”


    4 ck dragons.


    New faces were flying from the sky.


    Reinforcement troops.


    The dragons who came for revengeugh. Lurin’s brightened face suddenly darkened.


    It’s as if the past is unreal.


    In the end, he returned to his own dark and dark reality. That’s what I thought.


    One day he suddenly appeared.


    -I’m on your side.


    The human who said that.


    A person who kept getting on my nerves by bothering me about everything.


    “bad guy… ! He’s a bad guy… What’s on my side… .”


    “Why are you looking so sullen? Making that kind of facial expression is itself evidence of shame. evidence.”


    The dragon approached and tried to step on Lulin again. Lulin did nothing.


    Because I didn’t feel like doing anything.


    Because of that, what flew at her was the dragon’s giant paw.


    Kwaang-!


    Lurin grimaced as pain rang through her bones.


    It seems stupid. After all, sleep is the best. Lurin suddenly wanted to sleep. So I closed my eyes. Trapped under the soles of the dragon’s feet.


    “Are dragon feet delicious too? Like pig’s feet?”


    Right then.


    The voice I heard.


    I was mistaken because it was far away in Rare, but not this time. It was definitely a familiar voice.


    Lulin suddenly fell asleep. At the same time, the huge sense of loss disappeared and I felt relieved.


    Lulin couldn’t figure out why that was the case.


    ***


    “You showed up! human!”


    The stupid-looking dragons shouted with their mouths together.


    “Won’t your elders tell you not to fool me?”


    “Shut up!”


    The dragon’s breath spurts out.


    Kwagwagwagwang-!


    They are annoying guys. There is absolutely no development with such viins. Is it a tradition that has been going on since time immemorial?


    All of the breath exploded in the air. Four or so is still not a problem.


    But you can’t kill it.


    We can’t start a war with all ck dragons right now.


    In that sense, I met with the elder today and asked him to stop those guys from fooling around.


    I can’t stand it anymore.


    Kwagwagwagwang-!


    The mana I sprayed created a chain of explosions in front of the dragons.


    Those whose breath was nullified in one blow open their mouths wide again in confusion.


    I fed it a st into that big mouth. An explosion urs.


    Then, he used sma Break again and turned their bodies into a ball of me.


    The breath that flies again explodes in the air by snapping your fingers.


    The dragons were caught in the mes and flew up into the sky, twisting their bodies like fluttering fish that had just been caught.


    Kwaang-!


    Kwaang-!


    Kwaang-!


    “Nenooooom! “Wow, it’s hot!”


    “Hey, this is a different story!”


    “Kaaaaak!”


    “Stop it! hot! “Human!”


    Kwaaang-!


    He didn’t listen and exploded again. The dragon’s left wing, which opened its mouth, burned even more intensely.


    “It’s a damn retreat. retreat!”


    They fled with their burning bodies in search of water.


    I just came here to tell them to crack down on it, so I guess they can’t get away with it anymore. Even the ck Dragon n doesn’t have any intention of fighting me right now.


    Since they are currently busy with other things, I understand that their rtionship with the Red Dragon has be strained.


    “are you okay? Did they threaten you with rare again?”


    I woke up Lulin. The line that wille right back is Don’t touch my body! I thought it was, but it wasn’t.


    Just stare at me quietly.


    “Bad pillow… .”


    “huh?”


    “no!”


    Lurin turned around and entered their as usual. The reaction was colder today.


    I just came because the elder called me in the morning.


    ***


    “What is this?”


    “It’s called alcohol.”


    “alcohol?”


    Fry the uva meat. Fried food with beer. Since I don’t have Palenque, I can’t make chicken, so it’s Uva meat.


    Cut the Uva sirloin into long strips, make batter and fry it. If you fry it like this, it’s actually close to sweet and sour pork.


    It is delicious when eaten with salt. Of course, the batter is poor, so the original visual appearance of sweet and sour pork does note out.


    I didn’t have time to worry about anything else because I was busy drinking beer. There are strict limits to summons.


    “Eat fried meat and drink beer.”


    Rurin looks at me and then looks at the beer. And he followed me and drank beer.


    “Oh, it’s cool!”


    “yes?”


    Lulin started drinking beer with a satisfied look on his face, and I followed suit, so a drinking party soon broke out.


    “How about this? “You drink beer well, so you want to drink soju as well?”


    I took out my secret weapon, soju, and ced it in front of Rurin. Rurin looks at it curiously.


    “It’s green. “This guy.”


    “Oh, it’s just that the bottle is green. The inside is colorless. “Damn.”


    I poured soju in front of Rurin and passed it.


    “Is it water?”


    Rurin took the soju and drank it without any doubt. And then he frowns slightly.


    “Ugh. write.”


    “okay?”


    I don’t know about beer, but is soju too much?


    “But it’s delicious.”


    “Eh?”


    You say it’s bitter but it’s delicious?


    Rurin started drinking soju and beer alternately. My face became increasingly red.


    In the end, it all gets boring.


    What kind of dragon is this?


    I heard that there are many dragon lovers. The Dragon Lord was also a lover.


    Naturally, it is very resistant to alcohol.


    But this guy. I started to sag due to the soju. I’m already out of my mind.


    It appears that only beer can be consumed.


    “Hey Lulin?”


    “Neoooom.”


    “huh?”


    “It’s a pillow! pillow! pillow!”


    Unexpectedly, he hugged me and patted my stomach. You told me not to touch you like that, but then you hugged me first?


    “Pillow guy. Why did you suddenly disappear before? Do you know how annoying I am? I am me! “I can’t tell you how annoying I am!”


    The drunken middle-aged man started repeating the same words.


    However, I do not miss the important lines hidden in the repetition. By disappearing, do you mean when you went out for a while because of the elder? Were you annoyed because you didn’t show it at all?


    “Are you really annoyed?”


    “That’s right. I’m so annoyed! Annoyed… If you’re going to make my pillow… ! It shouldn’t disappear like that again. Do you understand? Answer me! pillow!”


    “Okay, I guess I understand. Are you too drunk? “Stop patting my stomach and lie down for a bit.”


    “It’s cold. I’m going to drink more. This makes me feel ufortable… ! “When I’m with you, I feel anxious.”


    This time, Lulin spoke an important line.


    “Really?”


    When I asked him again to confirm, he started throwing up.


    “Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!”


    The drunken jokes are so serious that you can’t even tell if they’re really serious or if you’repletely out of your mind.