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    How can he be dead when until yesterday he was alive and well. He was laughing, talking, walking, running. He was alive. No, no! It can''t be true. He can''t be dead. He''s playing a trick on me. That''s it! There''s no way he could have died so suddenly.


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    Grateful? Why? I live locked up and separated from the world.