Bestfriends Shouldn’t Know How You Taste Chapter 59


    I turn to face him and stumble back when I see that he is closer  than I originally thought. “ke.” I


    breathed out staring at his  tired face.


    Dark circles have now made underneath his eyes their home. His  beautiful blue eyes that I love are


    dimmed from its usual light.  He looked like he had not slept for days.


    “Do you know how hard it was for me to be thinking about you  so damn much and knowing that I


    couldn’te to see you?  Why? Because you refused to pick up my calls.” He croaked,  hands in the


    front pocket of his jeans.


    I swallowed the lump in my throat and looked around us. I  noted that we had gained the attention of


    everyone around us.  “Maybe we should talk about this more privately.”


    He looks around us then nods. I close the locker and was  startled to feel his warm fingers wrap around


    my wrist.  Electricity hums through his touch and travels through my  entire body.


    I gasp as he leads us to an empty *sroom and locks the door.  I cross my arms under my breast in


    nerves when he turns  around to face me. “Is it private enough for you?” The way he  says it makes me


    think that I did something bad.


    I furrow my brows. ” Why did you say it like that?” I question in  confusion.


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    He leans his back on the door and crosses his arms. “Why did  you want to keep us a secret? Are you


    ashamed of being with  me?”


    His question has me stumbling back in shock. My eyes are wide  as I stare at him. What had brought


    on this question?


    “I could never be ashamed of you ke.” I said honestly.


    He raised a brow. “That did not answer my first question. What  is it Ashley, why do you keep running


    away from this  rtionship?”


    I narrow my eyes. “I do not run away from the rtionship  ke. I only kept us a secret because I do


    not think everyone  was ready to know that we were a couple.” I argued.


    He shakes his head, his jaw ticking in irritation. “You always do  this. Always deny the truth.”


    “Truth! You want to speak about the truth? Then tell me ke,  did you really sleep with her two weeks


    after the party?” I hissed  ring into his eyes.


    He stays quiet for a few seconds. I snorted acting nonchnt  but deep down my heart was aching. I


    felt like I was on the  brink of a melt down. “Un-F*cking-believable.” I shake my head  looking away


    from him.


    “Do you really not trust me?” He finally speaks up. He sounds  hurt but I refuse to look at him. “Look at


    me.” He says firmly. I  do not, instead I bite my lower lip to stop it from trembling.


    “F*cking look at me Ashley!” He roars.


    I flinch at the volume of his tone and look at him.


    He looks enraged. “You never trusted me did you? You never  fully gave me your heart because


    somewhere deep inside, you  thought I would eventually betray you. You never had hope for  this


    rtionship.” His voice cracks in despair.


    It felt like I was being stabbed over and over again. Hearing him  say those words shook me and made


    me realize that he was  partly right. I sniffle.


    “I love you ke, you know that. ” I started off with barely a  voice.


    ” It’s just that I could never get over my insecurities. I mean look  at me.” Iughed without humor and


    swept my eyes over my  form. “I could neverpete with Stacy or your other  girlfriends. So yes I did


    guard my heart for any iing  heartbreak.”


    “You didn’t have topete with anyone because you always  came first and will remain first. Ashley


    don’t you F*cking see  that I don’t care about the other girls? The only girl I care about  is you.” He


    mutters.


    “And to answer your question, no I did not sleep with Stacy two  weeks after the party. She came to the


    gym and I told her to  leave. The girl and I never spoke again after that.” He grumbles.


    He sighs and move away from the door and walks to me. “I  want you to trust me Ley.” He breathes out


    and tucks a tendril  behind my ear. “I need you to trust me.”


    I peered up at him, his eyes swirling with unconditional love.  Why was I worried? I could trust ke


    with my life and certainly  my heart. I nod at him and cracked a smile. “I trust you ke.”


    Then I remembered the big elephant in the room. “Did you talk  to Stacy?” Why was my heart beating


    so quick to know the  answer? It was obvious. I was scared.


    He nods reluctantly. “I did and I talked to my parents. They’re  going to make her do a paternity test to


    prove that I am the  father. That is if she is even pregnant.” He grumbles. “I am a  hundred percent sure


    that the bitch is faking it or lying about  me being the father.”


    I bite my lip to stifle augh at the way he said it. “Hey now  don’t go bad mouthing your future baby


    mama.” I joked.


    His eyes narrow. “The only future baby mama I’ll only have is  you. Ofcourse when you’re ready, I’ll be


    happy to fill you with  my sperm.” He smirks.


    A blush heats up my cheeks and I turn away. He chuckles. I look  at the window and notice a silhouette


    in the corner, hidden  behind bushes. I could hardly figure out if it were male or  female.


    Whoever it was disappears upon noticing that I had infact  spotted them. I stiffen, blood draining from


    my face as I  remember the photo. Were they trying to get another one?


    “What’s wrong?” ke asks in worry.


    I turn to him. “Stacy is the least of our problems ke. We have  more pressing matters.”


    “What do you mean?” He asked in confusion.


    I reach in my bag and pull out the envelope. Biting my bottom  lip in anxiety I pa*s it over to him. “Open


    it.” I told him. His  brows are furrowed but he does as told.


    His jaw clenches as he takes a step back away from me.He  examines it with anger and turns it


    around. “Who the F*ck took  this?” He grits out looking at me. tant fury is written on his  face.