Bestfriends Shouldn’t Know How You Taste Chapter 35


    “You skipped school.” I say softly.


    “You skipped *s.” He deadpanned, still not  turning around to face me. I could see the rising  and


    falling of his back as he tried to catch his  breath.


    A little smile makes its way to my lips.


    “Technically I skipped the rest of the day.” It was  supposed to lighten the tension but it does the


    opposite. He quickly turns around to face me, his  face unreadable.


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    “Why exactly are you here Ashley?” He questions  again, removes the gloves and throws them on the


    floor. I flinch slightly but regain myposure. He  sounded so distant and cold like he wasn’t really


    here.


    “Ie to see if you’re alright, I-“


    A very cold chuckle cuts me off. ke crossed his  arms over his chest, the muscles bulging. It takes


    everything in me to stop my eyes from trailing  down south.


    “Yeah you suddenly care now.”He says bluntly and  rolls his eyes in annoyance. “You wasted your time


    ining here, I’m fine.”


    I narrow my eyes now feeling pissed off at his  indifference. Yeah we didn’t exactly end on a very  good


    notest night but I was hoping he’d be more  happy to see me.


    “What exactly do you mean? I always care for you  ke!” I hissed and walked closer to him until we


    were a foot apart. “I care a little too much.” I reached over and poked his chest. “And you’re  definitely


    not fine, you’re mad at me-“


    He steps away and res at me. “Ofcourse I’m  F*cking mad at you! You’re a very infuriating  woman


    and I’m sick and tired of not being able to  think properly when I’m around you!”


    I flinch and back away as he advances towards  me.


    I felt the sudden cold brick behind my head and I  knew that I was trapped. His handse to brace


    beside my head, his muscles flex in the process.


    He’s looking down at me while I’m looking up in  those blue eyes of his that always made my heart


    pound. And that’s exactly what it was doing  currently.


    “You’re F*cking invading my thoughts when I’m  awake and in my dreams. You won’t let me rest, I  can


    always taste the sweet nectar of your kiss. The  sweet taste of your juices between your legs.” He


    clenches his eyes shut like it pained him to  remember.


    He opens his eyes. Blue meets green and we stare.  ” I can always hear the sound of your moans that


    drive me Fcking insane. Everything about you  Fcking makes me insane. I just wanted one  F*cking


    day without thinking about you and you  ruined it by showing here!” He hissed, nose ring  in anger.


    I squirm the bag dropping to the ground with a  thud. “And you want to know why I’m so furious  with


    you right now?” He doesn’t wait for me to  respond just continued.”You always F*cking push  me away!


    Every damn time! I know you feel what  I’m feeling Ashley, I could feel it in the way you  respond to my


    touch. You want this too. So what’s  stopping you? What’s holding you back?”


    His question leaves my throat dry and senses in a  blur. I’ve been asking myself those questions for


    days. “I’m scared.” I whispered and turned my  eyes away from him. There I said it. I stare at  some of


    the exercising equipment.


    I could feel his eyes on me, feel the way they  burned through my skin. Being this close to him  really


    wasn’t helping my emotions. “Scared of  what?” He finally asked after a tense pause  silence.


    I lost out a shaky breath and finally face him. It  was better I tell him. I was tired of holding in my


    emotions. “I’m scared that you’ll finallye to  your senses one day and not want me anymore. I


    don’t want to see disgust etched on your face one  day. I don’t want to lose you ke. I rather have


    you as a friend than not have you at all. ” I  mumble sadly.


    My eyes fall to his parted dusty pink lips. “This  thing between us started when we kissed at that  party.


    It’s just infatuation, you’ll soon get over it  and what then? What bes of us then? You’ll  no-“


    Every word I spoke ke’s seemed to darken in  rage until he finally had enough and cut me off.


    “Bullshit!” He roars. I flinch at his loud angry tone.  “What you’re saying ispletely and utterly


    bullshit!” He spits.


    He thenughs, one full of mockery. “I’m not  F*cking infatuated with you Ashley. What I feel for  you


    isn’t just lust or admiration.” He speaks then  grabs my hand and ces it on his chest.


    I feel the rise and fall of his chest along with the  feeling of his pounding heart. It was just as fast as


    mine. “I F*cking love you Ashley. I always have.  To bepletely honest I figured that out after I


    helped clean you off of rotten eggs in the seventh  grade.”


    “You were F*cking crying and yapping about how  stinky and ugly you were. I admit I always thought


    you were the prettiest girl I knew, but that day,  when I looked into your eyes I felt something  different.


    Suddenly you weren’t just a pretty girl,  you were now my girl. And that realization scared  me to death.


    I wanted you more than a friend  should. I wanted you more than I ever wanted  anyone.” He says


    hoarsely, voice full of honesty as  he looks into my eyes.


    My heart is pounding until I’m afraid that I’ll get a  heart attack. His matches the same rythm with my


    own, fast and uncontroble. “Then why didn’t  you-” I start.


    “Pursue you? Make you mine?” He finishes for me.  He sighs and his foreheades to rest on my


    own. “I always knew what I wanted to be at  an early age. I saw my mom protecting a guy of


    color when I was around five and saw my dad help  someone who needed a*sistance. I wanted to be


    like that, I wanted to help others, I wanted to  serve our country. I n to join the army when I  leave


    high school.” He mumbles.


    My heart squeezes. ke was going to leave. We  never really spoke about our life after high school


    or what we wanted to do. “I knew then that I  couldn’t pursue a rtionship only to leave you. I  didn’t


    want you to wait for me Ley, you deserve so  much better than a guy you’d hardly see, you  deserve to


    be happy. So I swallowed my feelings  for years. But then the feelings got stronger  instead of


    diminishing and I knew that someday I’d  break my promise and make you mine. The kiss at  that party


    honestly gave me the key to the door, it  was just a matter of time.”


    One of his hands sneaks around my waist and pulls  me closer to him. Our breathing is ragged as we


    stare into each other’s eyes. “Call me selfish but  I’m done wasting time. I regret not doing it earlier, I


    hate that I waited years. I know you’d not want  to wait for me when I join the army and honestly it


    hurts like F*ck but if it makes you happy then-“


    I thread my fingers through his hair and pull him  down to my lips. After kissing him like I was  starved I


    pull back slightly to speak. “You’re an  idiot, who says I wouldn’t wait for you? ” I give  him a small peck


    on his lips earning a groan from  him.” By the way.” I smile against his lips.” I love  you too.”


    I could feel his heart pounding against my own  chest. I was sure he could feel mine too. “Does  that


    mean you’re now mine?” His tone holds  happiness. I nod and smile.


    He cheers before I feel his hands grip my as to  hoist me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and


    sumb to his embrace. “I Fcking love you Ley.”  He whispered in the crook of my neck. “I F*cking


    love you too.” I said honestly.


    His head snaps up and he stares into my eyes,  shocked beyond belief. “Did you just curse?” He  asks


    in shock.