Chapter 140 Farewell
But Sara knew it was not that simple. It was obviously a bloody farewell. Something must have been
brewing behind Jacob''s abnormal behavior. Was it because he was going to marry Alice and was afraid
that she would do something unexpected to ruin it. In that case, Sara would look down upon Jacob. For
so many years, Jacob still didn''t know her. How pathetic it was.
Sara was out of breath because of crying. She had never cried like this in front of Jacob. Whether it
was because of what happened today or because they wouldn''t recognize each other in the future,
Sara didn''t care. What she cared about was that Jacob was in front of her, but she couldn''t express her
inner feelings at all.
Sara could do nothing but cry.
Bess saw this scene through the French window of her house. Standing behind her, Noah held Bess in
his arms and said softly, "Good things nevere easy. Don''t worry."
Bess nodded, but she was still worried. It was so embarrassing today. She had a smooth meeting with
Noah''s parents and was ready to get married. But her good friend was deeply trapped in the shadow of
divorce. Bess sighed inexplicably.
Jacob gently touched Sara''s face. His heart was filled with love. But he couldn''t be softhearted at such
a critical moment, which would only hurt Sara more. He had made up his mind that the real love was to
give Sara freedom, not to keep her by his side all the time.
"Jacob, will you regret what you have done today?" Raising her delicate face with tears in the corner of
her eyes, Sara knew that her words were as stupid as asking him "have you ever loved me", but she
didn''t care.
Jacob stared at Sara. For a moment, he didn''t want to care about anything, such as business or
conspiracy. But the next second, he calmed down again. Only in this way could he not disappoint his
father and protect the person he loved.
"I hope not." Jacob said in a cold voice. He was afraid that if he did something wrong, he would let Sara
find out that something was wrong. This must be thest time he had hurt Sara.
There was no light in Sara eyes. "Please leave me alone now."
Jacob stretched out his hand but fell into the air. He wanted to say something but stopped on a second
thought. Lowering her head, Sara didn''t see what was happening.
Whether in love or marriage, there are always many misunderstandings and contradictions between
the two persons. Some people handled the problem very well. Throughmunication and
understanding, the problem was easily solved, so the two were happy together. Others didn''t know how
to deal with it. They just followed their own thoughts and opinions to think about the purpose of the
other party''s doing so. In the end, there were so many conflicts, and they finally broke up with each
other.
Thetter was the same with Sara and Jacob. They didn''tmunicate well and naturally tended to
think about the purpose of each other''s doing so. Many yearster, when Sara thought of this, she felt
that she had been too stubborn. If she could do it again, it would be the same result. Because
everyone''s character had determined the path he had chosen and his fate.
It was just a romantic affair. Sitting on the swing, Sara swung up and down, with her feet off the ground.
It was not a farewell or a plot, but a break-up that was supposed to happen.
Although Sara thought that if she didn''t talk about it and the two didn''t discuss it, this matter would
never happen. But she didn''t know what Jacob was thinking. Now she didn''t want to know what Jacob
was thinking either.
Sara didn''t know why some people wanted to die after they broke up. She only knew that her heart was
blocked at this time, and no matter what she thought, she would feel that her eyes could not hold back
tears. No matter what she was thinking, she would eventuallye back to the truth that she had a
complete divorce.
Tears streamed down her cheeks uncontrobly. Sara had no choice but to wipe off her tears quickly.
Today was supposed to be a happy day. It was her fault to cry at her good friend''s house. Thinking of
this, Sara stood up and wiped her tears. Since the family reunion was over, she could say goodbye to
Bess.
Sara''s eyes were a little red and swollen after crying. Fortunately, she wore light make-up and her it
was not obvious. But a careful person could see that she had cried at a nce.
In the living room, Bess and Noah were selecting the honeymoon resort, and Jacob was sitting aside in
a daze. When Sara came in, she nced at Jacob with mncholy in her eyes, but said nothing.
"Bess, I have something else to do. I have to go now." Sara''s voice was a little hoarse. She didn''t want
to disappoint Bess today, but she couldn''t control her emotions.
Even if she forced a smile, she had to make Bess feel that she was not going to disappoint her when
she said goodbye. Bess would never forget that day when Sara forced a smile, which looked very
deste. It was not too much to say that it was the saddest expression on Sara''s face ever.
"Sara, are you okay? Do you need me to ask Noah to drive you home?" Seeing her like this, Bess was
worried about Sara.
Shaking her head, Sara thought, ''It''s such an important asion today. How can I let Noah send me
back?'' "No, I can leave myself."
After saying that, Sara turned around and walked towards the gate of the vi. The moment she turned
around, tears fell down again. Jacob felt a little cold. Even so, he remained calm.
After walking out of the vi, Sara found her car. Tears streamed down her cheeks as soon as she got
into the car. She couldn''t even see the road clearly. Taking the tissue from the car under the windshield,
Sara rubbed her face, feeling powerless. Having been strong for so long, she really felt that she was
too tired.
If the car hadn''t supported her, she wouldn''t have been able to move. Her greatest enthusiasm had
already been consumed up. At this moment, it was just sadness that would fill up the rest of her life.
Would such sadness have an end? "No water''s enough when you have crossed the sea, no cloud is
beautiful but that which clowns the peak." There was no end to everything.
Without knowing where to go, Sara drove out of Bess''s house and wandered on the street aimlessly.
The world was so big, but she had nowhere to hide. Sara really hoped that she could find a ce
where no one was around and then cry a lot. No matter how tenacious the flowers were, they couldn''t
withstand the cold wind.
It reminded Sara of the time when she ran aimlessly in the fields. At that time, her father asked her
what she wanted to be when she grew up. Lowering her head, she answered, "I want to be as free as
the wind."
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Her father smiled naturally and didn''t me her for her irrelevant answer. Instead, he said, "Then wish
you grow up as free as the wind."
The more she ran, the happier she became. At that time, the carefree young girl didn''t know what to
worry about.
Now that Sara understood, boys wouldn''t chase the wind. No one would pursue a person who longed
for freedom, because the pursuit was a shackle in itself. When two people were together, they were
bound by each other''s thoughts and behaviors.
The biggest change of a person to another person is the unconscious influence. Whether you admit it
or not, if you live with others often, you will definitely be affected. In other words, birds of a feather flock
together.
In a daze, Sara drove the car. Tears no longer flowed out of her eyes from time to time. She only felt a
sharp pain in her eyes. If it weren''t for the fact that the world was too crowded, how could she restrain
herself. Did she cry for others to see? No. Tears were just a kind of cure, a kind of mental outlet. When
people longed forfort, they would cry in front of others. Even so, Sara didn''t want anyone to pity
her. Pity meant that their status was not equal from the very beginning.
After wandering on the street for a long time, Sara only felt that her car would run out of gas if she
continued to waste time. Then she had to ask the carpany to send her back. Looking for the gas
station everywhere, Sara saw Thompson on the roadside, for a moment, her heart was burning with
anger.