Chapter 20: 20
“Are you ready?” Arrick, wearing jeans and a hoody, under a denim jacket strolls across the guest room
I have been using for the past few weeks in Amber’s apartment, effortlessly casual and utterly bored
while waiting for me.
I fling thest of my clothes haphazardly into my case and try to zip it shut unsessfully, bulging
crazily, and I have no hope of closing it. Arrick frowns, moves me over and pulls some of the rolled-up
dresses out with a less than impressed brow dip at my packing skills. He folds them t and ces
them in so he can at least close the case without much effort. He slides it down beside the other bags
on the floor and watches me move to wander around aimlessly while checking for everything that is
mine. I don’t want to have toe back here for anything I may have left behind once I am out that
door.
Amber and I are not close, and she won’t even miss me anyway. I want to shut the door on this part of
my life and never walk back in again. I can feel his eyes on me and yet it’s strangely reassuring,
knowing that he’s taking me away from here to start back in a different direction.
“I guess I am now,” I finally sigh, a little feebly, ncing around in ast-ditch attempt to dy things,
nerves hitting hard now that it is time to go and losing my fearless bravado. The doubt and anxiety
about how awful this is going to be hits me hard, knowing that I can’t outrun the reaction I’m going to
get from my family when I go back with him. I’ve dodged all contact with everyone except Arrick for
months, knowing that I would just react badly to anything my family could say about my life, any tiny
criticisms. Knowing that I have been too much of a coward to face the bacsh or the tears from my
adoptive mum, sister Le, or Emma.
“Are you going dressed like that?” He looks me over with a slight frown. I’m still inst night’s clothes
which only have the addition of Arrick’s gray hoody; somehow it doesn’t quite match the electric blue
heels I had to put back on for want of something morefortable. I flicker up and down the outfit and
don’t really love the look I’ve pulled together all that much.
“You wait until the bags are closed to criticize my outfit? Would have been nice to, you know, say it
before zipping it all up tight.” I raise a tired eyebrow his way and Arrick only shakes his head with a
heavy sigh, seemingly annoyed that somehow, I did this. He has definitely lost his morning sparkle,
tiredness setting in, and I partly me the pancakes. I think he’s maybe some sort of dyed food
poisoning from eating the offerings of his ball and chain.
He lifts the case back to the bed and opens it to fish for jeans and ts among the haphazard pile,
pushing clothes aside in a very neat and not haphazard manner that bugs my happiness. I would just
rummage through and yank them all out, but he is way too precise for that sort of recklessness. He
finds both items he seeks and drags them out for me to take. I don’t even care that he’s chosen ones I
would never pair up, I just want to go, and my mind isn’t on cute outfits right now.
Sliding off my heels obediently, I slide the skinny jeans up under my skirt and wriggle into them, my
skirt moves up my waist and exposes navyce underwear before I zip them shut. I catch Arrick
frowning at the area I’ve just concealed, obviously unimpressed with my Victoria’s secret ‘kinkys’ before
he holds out the pumps for me to slide on wordlessly. It’s not like he hasn’t seen me in less. I have
worn bikinis and practically nothing to bed when he’s been around, and I don’t get what his issue with
sexy underwear is. I pull the skirt down, unbutton and manage to slide it down over my legs pronto. It
isn’t the first time I’ve changed this way, so I do it quickly, handing shoes and skirt to him expectantly.
Arrick throws them on the bed without looking at me and leaves them there while he zips my case back
up.
“Hey, you forgot to …” I start to scold him, but he cuts over me with that no-nonsense grumpy re of
his.
“I’ll buy you some new shoes and a longer skirt when we get you home; those can live here with your
roommate and go to a better cause. Find their way to a streetwalker in need.” He res my way with
that ‘don’t argue with me’ look he likes to throw around and is met with the stubborn jut of my bottom
lip.
I don’t think so!
“I love those shoes; they’re Jimmy Choo and just hit the catwalk at thest New York fashion week.” My
lip wobbles a little and Arrick sighs, regarding me with that lowered brow intimidation frown. I just stare
right back, not giving a shit, and never really caring for that Carrero death re, either from him, Jake,
or their father. I cross my arms across my chest in a bid to show I will not back down on this. He
relents, hauling them back to him and shoves them in one of the bags on the floor with a deep frown.
“The skirt …” I try for my second item, but his deepening eyebrow re shuts me up. This time it’s less
Carrero and more Arrick is getting pissed, and I know there is a world of difference. I can choose to
keep pushing and then cower when he does finally erupt or kiss the damned thing goodbye and save
myself a world of pain.
“Look, Sophs, if we’re going to be hanging out again then I don’t want to see this outfit or any like it
making aeback around me. I don’t like seeing you dressed like some cheap hooker. You’re
ssier than this and you’re beautiful without this shit.” He has that stubborn way about him that I know
only too well. If I push then we will fight, and as much as I want the old him back, the one who will yell
at me and show more than a cold deadpan exterior, I really don’t want to fight. Fights with him result in
snotty, messy, hysterical tears and it’s not a good look on me.
“You sound like my dad.” I huff his way, making a move to lift my discarded skirt sneakily, but his slight
brow rise, and the way he leans in to counteract me holds my hand at bay. I leave it alone on the bed,
resigned to the fact he will buy me something else because I will hold him to it, and I will make sure it
costs twice as much as that little beauty of designer denim did. I let it go, knowing when to pick my
battles.
We turn and I lead the way out of the room instead, giving it onest forlorn nce and mentally say
my goodbyes. Not really that bothered, seeing as all I ever did was sleep in here and asionally work
off the odd hangover. I tended to use her couch way more than was normal.
“Your dad wouldn’t be as tolerant as me and let you keep the shoes. I can’t believe I’m even letting you
keep the shoes.” He smirks my way, drawing my attention back to him, but I only roll my eyes.
“He wouldn’t get a say in either. I’m only listening to you as you’re a bossymandeering ass at
times, and I have no energy to argue with you right now. You didn’t let me sleep, remember? Besides,
there is nothing hooker about those shoes, apart from maybe the six-inch heel.” I throw a raised brow
at him, sashaying my butt in front of him, so I get through the door first. A childish habit from my
younger teens at always racing Arrick out of doors first. He shakes his head at me indulgently, ignoring
me clearly, and carries my case in one hand, a bag on his shoulder, the smallest in his other hand.
“Well, if it gets you to behave, then I am all for being a bossy asshole when you’re fragile. Hold the
door, smartass.” He nods towards the front door of the apartment ahead of us and waits while I pull its
heavy weight open for him. I take onest look down the hall without feeling anything much at all; there
is no emotion, only the constant aching hell of a hangover and a need to get going before I lose my
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