The first email was sent on the 30th of August. It was when he came back from province X, and he only said sorry.


    The second email was sent a weekter. This time, he didn''t say anything, only an attachment.


    She clicked on it. It was a song with some background noise. It probably wasn''t recorded in the recording studio.


    His voice was very light and gentle, and the lyrics were very simple. It was about reminiscing their youth."You look at my face, I hold your hand, and I don''t know where the future is, but you and I firmly believe that tomorrow will be beautiful ..."


    Scenes from back then shed through her mind. He was the one who had let her spend that difficult month in the orphanage.


    She opened another email. He said that the songs for the new album had been recorded, and he asked if she wanted to hear them.


    The next few emails were all songs, one for each email, and there were a total of 11 emails.


    She didn''t listen to the whole thing but read the rest of the email directly. It was also an email with a song, but unlike the album''s songs, which had a variety of styles, it was very in. Every song seemed to be recounting the past. Happiness, sadness, and helplessness were intertwined in it.


    The more Xia Ning listened, the more upset she felt. When it was time for thest song, she looked at the time and saw that it had been sent to her email in the early hours of the morning.


    Looking at the time, it was 00:00. Xia Ning felt her heart tighten and she felt as if she could not breathe.


    If she had received the email back then, would she ... Would she ...


    Her eyes fell on the long paragraph in the email.


    In fact, time is not a good medicine. It passes day by day, but the distance between us is getting further and further. I know that you will never forgive me again. I want to exin the past, but I can ''t.


    After so many ups and downs in the entertainment industry, I''m no longer the person I was in the past. The setbacks made me learn to calcte. I began to care about gains and losses and pursued fame and fortune. I wanted to be above everyone and step on those who looked down on me. So, for the sake of my future, I lied to you and used you. Even when I came to a sudden realization, I didn''t know how to tell you.


    If I Could Turn Back Time, I wish I could go back to the most innocent time in the past and be the purest me. Only then would I have the right to stand in front of you and tell you that I love you.


    Everyone probably has a mission in this world. I didn''t know about it before, but now I understand. Now that I''vepleted my mission, it''s time for me to leave.


    I don''t know if you can see this email, but I sincerely hope that you can be happy. You will always be the little angel in my heart.


    Xia Ning''s tears fell as she read the message. She bit her hand to stop herself from crying.


    Would he not die if she forgave him?


    If she had said something to him in the restaurant one day, would he not have been on the road to ruin?


    Du Yi was right, it was her heartlessness that had caused his death.


    She leaned on the table and sobbed. After an unknown period of time, she clicked on the song in the attachment.


    His voice was very low and suppressed. It seemed to have a prating power that traveled from one time to another.


    "I Want to Hold Your Hand and grow old with you. I know you don''t have a heart, but mine is still ... I don''t ask for your forgiveness, but I just want to say, I''m sorry, I love you!"