Chapter 7.3: Cat Phantom III
I<em>i</em>washed<em>i</em>my<em>i</em>face harshly, sshing it with cold water. While I<em>i</em>didnt have a particrly awfulplexion when I<em>i</em>peered in the bathroom mirror, my countenance was appalling.
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How<em>i</em>many times did I see<em>i</em>something like that? The white arm on<em>i</em>Nishimura. Then there<em>i</em>was the woman in the corner of the store who had nothing from the<em>i</em>stomach down. The man<em>i</em>who was being dragged by the shin of the store staff girl Recalling it<em>i</em>evoked an urge<em>i</em>in me to<em>i</em>throw up.
Recently it<em>i</em>was really a recent development that I began<em>i</em>to see strange things frequently.
It all kicked off<em>i</em>with a part-time job at a convenience store that I<em>i</em>started for the hourly wage.
Even though I had been warned that the job<em>i</em>was notorious, I continued to<em>i</em>go through it unflinchingly, and consequently, whether it be a dormant<em>i</em>aptitude or a sixth sense, I unwillingly developed the ability to<em>i</em>see non-human, invisible entities.
Initially, distinguishing between them was difficult, and it was only mildly noticeable<em>i</em>when I passed by them or caught flickers of their presence<em>i</em>in my vision, yettely the<em>i</em>number of times I perceived such beings had<em>i</em>been on the rise, and even<em>i</em>the beings I had detected varied<em>i</em>in their levels of perception: some could be<em>i</em>mistaken for living people, while<em>i</em>others appeared to be in the same state as when they<em>i</em>died. Some of them<em>i</em>appeared with only parts of their body, such as<em>i</em>legs, arms,<em>i</em>and necks, rather than the full body, which was extremely disconcerting to<em>i</em>me given that I was<em>i</em>not ustomed to the sight of these things.
In the past, someone<em>i</em>said that they wanted to see specters<em>i</em>or get supernatural powers, but frankly<em>i</em>speaking, it was not a good thing, it was truly not a positive<em>i</em>thing.
Two<em>i</em>days<em>i</em>ago, I found out that something had been living in the back of the<em>i</em>ceiling of the run-down apartment I resided in. The first time it happened, I originally<em>i</em>suspected it was a rodent or something simr, but right when I<em>i</em>became able to visually see such things, the entity<em>i</em>was manifested. Nothing had happened until then<em>i</em>but aftering to see the strange<em>i</em>thing, noises began to emanate from the ceiling in the middle of the<em>i</em>night.
It<em>i</em>sounded<em>i</em>like something was rolling around. ew
The<em>i</em>prospect<em>i</em>of what in the world was rolling around in the middle<em>i</em>of the night threw me into a<em>i</em>creepy phase, so I<em>i</em>chose not to pry too deeply into the<em>i</em>matter. Nothing had<em>i</em>ever urred in the house<em>i</em>I had been living in until this day so I<em>i</em>would rather believe that it was<em>i</em>something more harmless than that thing in that<em>i</em>convenience store.
From<em>i</em>then<em>i</em>on, every once in a while, I would<em>i</em>see an old man looking at me<em>i</em>through the window.
My<em>i</em>apartment was two stories<em>i</em>high. For the<em>i</em>old man to look<em>i</em>out the window and<em>i</em>see my room would be out<em>i</em>of the question. The only way he<em>i</em>could do that would be if he was as tall<em>i</em>as a telephone pole or climbing the<em>i</em>wall and hanging from the window ledge. But that would never be<em>i</em>conceivable.
The<em>i</em>old<em>i</em>man would make<em>i</em>eye contact with me<em>i</em>for a few seconds before disappearing. He was<em>i</em>probably one of those kinds too.
For<em>i</em>some<em>i</em>reason, while I<em>i</em>was having a cup<em>i</em>of noodles, watching<em>i</em>TV, getting up in the morning, oring back from the bathroom, I felt<em>i</em>his gaze on me. When I<em>i</em>peered out the window, a<em>i</em>strange old man was watching me with only<em>i</em>a quarter of his face protruding from the window<em>i</em>sill. Our eyes locked<em>i</em>with each other briefly, and then he swiftly hid his face and<em>i</em>vanished.
At<em>i</em>first, I was<em>i</em>so spooked that it made me jump<em>i</em>up and down, though I was still fairly freaked<em>i</em>out by it. Even so, I tried<em>i</em>not to dwell on it too<em>i</em>much, since he<em>i</em>didnt seem to do anything to me. If things<em>i</em>turned too dismal, I could simply<em>i</em>close the curtains and all would be well.
And<em>i</em>so my daily<em>i</em>life had gone through a drastic<em>i</em>change after working part-time at that convenience<em>i</em>store.
Masa. Not shared on aggregator websites
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Kinoshita<em>i</em>was standing right behind me<em>i</em>in the mirror when I looked up in<em>i</em>response to his call.
How<em>i</em>long had he<em>i</em>been here? I hadnt even heard a<em>i</em>sound.
Well, you were spacing<em>i</em>out, you know.
I-Is that so? Trantor: MadHatter
You spend<em>i</em>all your time in the bathroom. Even if you<em>i</em>are pooping, its taking a long time. I was just<em>i</em>wondering what was going on.
N-Nothing, I was<em>i</em>just washing my face. Lets go back. few
I see I mean, are you okay? sedf
Yeah? fwes
I<em>i</em>returned a blunt reply and looked<em>i</em>up at Kinoshita, who stared at me and made a<em>i</em>serious face. Among<em>i</em>the four of us, Kinoshita, who was normally the one to<em>i</em>smile carelessly, unexpectedly became grave.
Is<em>i</em>it<em>i</em>true? 4325ftd
What? ferhjrys
About<em>i</em>what you said earlier.
<i>About<em>i</em>the thing you said to us<em>i</em>earlier.</i>
My<em>i</em>eyes widened at his words instead of my mouth.
So its true after<em>i</em>all. fwehb
Why, you grea4
I can<em>i</em>tell, you know. t4wAt
Kinoshita<em>i</em>shrugged his shoulders.
I thought<em>i</em>it was a joke at first, too. But whenever you tell a lie, you scratch your head unconsciously and then<em>i</em>bite your back teeth a few times.
Even<em>i</em>I<em>i</em>was not conscious of that habit of mine. Of all<em>i</em>the guys in our unbreakable rtionship, Kinoshita was the most perceptive and subtle.
But you didnt do that today, and you<em>i</em>were acting really weird, staring at nothing all the time, sometimes making a really weird face.
Did I make<em>i</em>such a face? rgya
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You<em>i</em>believe<em>i</em>me dont you? t4ea
I already<em>i</em>know youre not lying, Masa. fr
I was<em>i</em>tapped lightly on the shoulder and I kind of lost<em>i</em>my strength. That<em>i</em>was a<em>i</em>small sense of relief.
My<em>i</em>spirit had suffered significantly over<em>i</em>the past few days due to<em>i</em>the strange power I<em>i</em>had acquired. Anxiety was umting within me like mud, weighing<em>i</em>me down, and I<em>i</em>wanted to deal with it. Deep<em>i</em>down inside, even though I<em>i</em>was ashamed of it, I wanted to share this feeling with<em>i</em>anyone I could, because I<em>i</em>didnt want to carry it alone. The<em>i</em>next thing I knew, I was spilling it all out to Kinoshita, who was<em>i</em>before me.
Without<em>i</em>hesitation, from the beginning to the end. All<em>i</em>the mind-boggling, whacked-out incidents that I had experienced. I shared them with<em>i</em>Kinoshita.
Kinoshita<em>i</em>seemed taken aback, but he<em>i</em>kept throwing in interjections to make<em>i</em>the conversation go smoothly, allowing me to<em>i</em>fully exin how<em>i</em>over the past few weeks, I had<em>i</em>discovered that invisible entitieswhich I had<em>i</em>never before believed to existreally did exist, that my<em>i</emmon sense had<em>i</em>been overturned, and that I had developed a strange ability.
That<em>i</em>was<em>i</em>tough. fewaf
After<em>i</em>all of that, Kinoshita remarked to me, seeming genuinely worried for me. It wasnt a look<em>i</em>of suspicion; he was genuinely trying to believe me, even if he didnt fully buy into what I had experienced.
You<em>i</em>quit that convenience store, didnt you?
At his<em>i</em>words, I shook my head to the side.
Seriously? Youre not quitting?
Yeah.
How can you keep<em>i</em>going after something like that?
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Before things<em>i</em>escte into something even more bizarre, the sooner you quit, the<em>i</em>better. I dont know what its like, but its certainly not safe for you<em>i</em>when you can even see specters now.
<i>If so, the next<em>i</em>time something more horrifying might strike.</i>
<i>Im afraid for<em>i</em>your safety</i>, Kinoshita warned me.
I know youre a stubborn person, but you<em>i</em>dont have to be that stubborn. Im not saying youre like Nishimura, but you absolutely dont have to force yourself to get involved, or you<em>i</em>might face even worse consequences.
While expressing concern, Kinoshita<em>i</em>tried to convince me to quit. He said a series of the most sensible things.
However WEGA
Even<em>i</em>so, I I think Ill stay there for a little while longer.
Kinoshita<em>i</em>made an incredulous face at my response. Even I felt like an idiot<em>i</em>for saying this.
Why? RWAD
No<em>i</em>particr<em>i</em>reason. RWAGR
Is that soEQWFWE
Dont<em>i</em>look like that,ugh at me. I used to make<em>i</em>such a fuss about it, but now I can see specters, you know.
Say<em>i</em>it was hrious or something. I was only unable to see the specters myself but I behaved with such haughtiness.
Its<em>i</em>hrious.
I could<em>i</em>only put my trust in what I could see with the naked eye. I had never believed such things. I depended on the world in which I refused to believe and denied everything I didnt want to<em>i</em>believe.
How many<em>i</em>people did I hurt with the thoughtless words that I uttered carelessly? I wondered how many of those I dismissed as liars were stating the truth and not falsehoods.
Now it is my turn to be called<em>i</em>a liar.
When I told Nishimura and Tanaka, they did not<em>i</em>believe me at all. Considering how I had behaved up to now, I thought it was a natural reaction. I had been fooling around with these guys<em>i</em>since high school.
To be frank, I felt slightly lonely<em>i</em>when they told me that I was joking. Looking at something<em>i</em>you didnt want to look at, and then having it so easily dismissed when youined about it, must have felt like this.
Perhaps I am<em>i</em>being punished for<em>i</em>ridiculing those who can see specters with prejudice.
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Isnt it<em>i</em>funny? dqw
I wontugh at<em>i</em>you.
Even though<em>i</em>I smiled at him with expectant eyes, Kinoshita shot me a<em>i</em>worried look. He remained<em>i</em>silent for a while before opening his mouth with a start.
Dont tell me Hyuga isgrw
I responded at once to Kinoshita, who said so with an even sterner expression on<em>i</em>his face.
Youre wrong.ger
Im not wrong, Masa because its you.gr
I dont think that way, like<em>i</em>you think, Kinoshita.fesdc
Youre still holding it<em>i</em>back, huh? Indeed, a lot of things have<em>i</em>happened but That was Its not something you should feel responsible for
I already said its not like that.
Masa, its<em>i</em>okay, you dont have to think like that. You werent punished; you simply want to punish yourself, dont you?
Like I said!4y5t
I know you cant resign from that convenience store because of what happened to Hyuga
Having<em>i</em>been told that much, my exasperation was no<em>i</em>longer masked and I mmed the washbasin.
Kinoshita, like an esper, deduced<em>i</em>my true intentions so easily.
My<em>i</em>true intentions, which I sought to deny<em>i</em>even to myself. No matter how<em>i</em>deep I went, I was always a twisted person who couldnt be honest. For this reason, people<em>i</em>around me regarded me as a bother and stopped approaching me.
My undue pride<em>i</em>always brought misfortune to those around me.
My<em>i</em>bad Even though you were concerned<em>i</em>about me.
Even though I<em>i</em>tried to alleviate the ufortable atmosphere I had created, my voice sounded so strong that it looked to be negatively affecting the situation.
My phone<em>i</em>number. You have it, right? wef
What? erg
Even so, Kinoshita probably sensed my feelings and made me<em>i</em>look up at him with a cheerful voice.
Once you have made<em>i</em>your decision, it cant be overturned so easily So If you need anything, call me<em>i</em>anytime. Ill be there for you Dont push yourself.
I nodded<em>i</em>deeply at those words.
Ah he really<em>i</em>was a great<em>i</em>guy.
After returning from the toilet, we reminisced about old times<em>i</em>again.
Just<em>i</em>in time for my soon-to-be-starting part-time job, I bid farewell to Kinoshita and the others. Before<em>i</em>parting, I gave Nishimura a warning just in case.
Soon<em>i</em>after getting on my motorcycle and starting down the road, the bustling streets vanished and I found<em>i</em>myself on a lonely road with few lights.
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What<em>i</em>would<em>i</em>be<em>i</em>brewing<em>i</em>today?FEV