Chapter 103


    Have you ever felt the kind of pain where you could physically feel your own heart breaking? That was


    what was happening to me I knew that I had let him down and I had he him but I didn’t run to Gabriel


    like he had run to Ang.


    “Addie, are you sure that this is what you want


    stood with me in the middle of the terminal.


    I nodded snitting. “I need to get away for a little bit This ce it’s suffocating”


    Thad responsibilities here, manly the movie but I just couldn’t stay. Not when this had all unfolded. I


    needed to breathe different ar I needed to be away from lum.


    “Aww Adie,” she pulled me into her arms “I swear I’m going to kill him”


    I pulled away from my sister and brushed away the stray tears that had fallen from my eyes. “Don’t.


    Leave him be. We both need the space and tune to think about whether or not we want to continue this


    or not.”


    “Wait, continue this? Are you saying you are thinking of divorce?”


    I didn’t want to say the word but it felt like we were at that crossroad I didn’t know if it was the hurt


    talking or the months. and months of fighting that had been building. But it felt like we were there


    “I don’t know. All I know is that I don’t want to lose him, especially with this baby on the way. I caressed


    my barely-there bump. “But I can’t keep loving like this. I know that I messed up and I wanted to make


    it right but then to see him him


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    The way she had held him and the fact that she was that close to him made my entire chest squeeze


    all over again.


    “I need to go”


    It was one of the hardest decisions that I ever had to make but I needed to make it for me. I had been


    choosing him and my family for so long and now it was time to look inwardly and understand what it


    was that I truly wanted.


    “Okay, go. But as soon as yound, call me okay? I need to know you’re safe


    I didn’t want to take the jet because he would find me and figure out exactly where I was. I needed to


    disappear without him being able to trace me.


    Switzend was perfect. He didn’t know about my grandmother’ske house and I knew that I would


    be able to breathe away from the paparazzi and the rumor mills. I was sure that Ang would leak a


    story just so she could get an edge over me. I put nothing past that woman,


    My phone buzzed in my pocket and when I took it out, low and behold it was the very man I was


    running from. 1 allowed it to ring out


    “It will be okay, Adie. You two will find your way back together again. You’re Adide and Damon,


    you’re the epic love story that people raved about. And I know that somehow, someway, you will make


    it through this”


    Thanks, Rina,” I pulled her in onest time before I stepped back. “I need to get going. Don’t want to


    get left behind.”


    “Adie?”


    “Yeah”


    “I’m sorry,” she cast her eyes downward. “I should have listened to you when it came to her. I should


    have seen what a danger she was.”


    “She’s good at hiding her snake-like nature.”


    “I know it’s just that. I should have been there as your sister.”


    “You’re here now. That’s what matters”


    We said our goodbyes and I walked away from my sister with the heaviest heart.


    When I firstnded at LAX I had been so hopeful. I had been positive that the move here would have


    done us a great deal of good. But now as I left LA behind for who knows how long, I realized that this


    may have been the greatest mistake I had ever


    made.


    I was right abouting to Switzend. It was much slower than what LA had been. The air was


    cleaner and there was no noise. I could hear myself thinking here.


    I had stayed away from social media for the past four days, really taking the time to immerse myself in


    the nothingness of it


    all.


    I had received hundreds of messages from my husband and I had avoided them all. I had been good


    for the first three days but now as Iy awake in the bed in my grandmother’ske house I couldn’t


    deny that I missed him. But every time I


    thought of burn I would see her in my mind night after and then I was right back to the hurt


    A single tear fell from my eyes as I stared up at the ceiling


    open


    light pollution and I could watch the stars


    room creaked open and I


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    I had two opcions to ether y dead or make a run for it. But with me being pregnant I didn’t know if I


    would be fast


    “I know you re awake peach”


    “Grand” I sat up and found her at the edge of my bed with a smile on her face. You’re here!”


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    I leaned into her touch needing to feel herfort and warmth. The tears fell much faster now and the


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    “Come here,” she pulled me into her arms. Im so sorry that this happened to you, my girl”


    “You know”” I saad to the crook of her neck


    “Yes. Runa called me and said you may need me.”


    Of course he had


    I was trying to fight back the tears. I had been a blubbering mess the past few days and I was tired of


    the pain but here it was again. Every time I thought I drained myself of it, it all came fooding back to me


    like a total ware


    She allowed me to cry in her arms until the tears had dred and I was left feelingpimely and unerly


    “Talk to me peach”


    I pulled out of her bold and looked down at myp. My ring glistened the moonlight. A ring I loved so


    dearly and looked ar as a symbol of has unwavering and undying love for me. The vows we had made


    to each other. The promuses we had saad we would keep All of that now all fallen to dust


    Here we were, an ocean apart and our hearts breaking with each painful beat


    Bring


    from hum


    “I don’t know what to do.” I stuffed. “I love hum I know I do but after all these months of fighting and that


    womaning in between us time and time again I st


    I didn’t know if I could finish the words.


    “You know he would never cheat on you nigh


    I remained silent. The truth of the matter was that I believed that he would not cheat on me but it didn’t


    mean that his running to her didn’t hurt


    “You two just need some time apart and after that, you will both


    me apart and after that, you will bothe together again like you always do.”


    I wanted to be hopeful. I wanted to believe that this could happen for us but the more I sat with my


    sadness the more dreary the oue looked.


    I feared that this was the end for harm and I and I didn’t know what that meant for my future or this


    baby’s