I Want A Lifetime With You Chapter 561
Chapter 561 I Will Not Let You Go
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Fu Sijue’s temper slowly went away because of Shen Qianan. He hovered above her and leaned closer
to her. Looking at her luscious lips, he threw away all caution and captured her lips. Shen Qianan
widened her eyes and struggled against him. However, the more she thrashed, the harder Fu Sijue
held her down.
As a woman, especially one who had given birth once, the rms in her head went off when she felt
the heat pressing on the middle of her thighs. She thrashed about, but her attempts only increased Fu
Sijue’s desire for her.
Once he pulled away from the kiss, Fu Sijue deftly brushed his hand against Shen Qianan’s red lips
and said, “Qian, I know you want me too.”
His hoarse voice brought a shudder to Shen Qianan. She wanted to say something, but Fu Sijue’s
large hand started roaming her body, scorching every part he touched. Shen Qianan could not stand it
anymore and shouted, “Stop!”
“Stop?” Fu Sijue chuckled and lifted Shen Qianan’s clothes. He leaned into her ear and nibbled on the
lobe, whispering, “Your body is reacting to me, so why are you stopping me? Your body can’t lie. You
want me. That’s a fact.”
“Fu Sijue, don’t make me hate you!” Shen Qianan was utterly embarrassed. She summoned all her
might and pushed Fu Sijue away, but her strength was nothing to Fu Sijue. It was a mere tickle from his
perspective.
Chuckling, Fu Sijue wrapped his arms around Shen Qianan’s waist and flipped their positions. Their
times on the bed began with Shen Qianan’s rejection until she eventually relented and ended once she
could no longer keep up.
Shen Qianan waspletely spent. She could not even put up a fight against Fu Sijue. After it ended,
she stared at the ceiling with wide eyes. She wanted to escape, but Fu Sijue grabbed her by her waist
and pulled her back into the bed.
The current situation left her feeling ashamed. Shen Qianan wanted to forget that this happened, but
Fu Sijue was adamant in reminding her of it the more she tried to forget.
In the end, Shen Qianan chose to ignore Fu Sijuepletely and turn her back on him. Fu Sijue
originally wanted to take her to shower, but Shen Qianan’s cold shoulder disheartened him. He chose
to leave her alone and went to the bathroom himself.
Catching onto the movement, Shen Qianan turned around and listened to the sound of the shower
coming from the bathroom. She wanted to sit up, but she could not exert any strength and could only
continue staring at nothing while lying down.
After some time, Fu Sijue came out of the shower.
He had a towel wrapped around his waist and bare above his waist. The sight of his sculpted body
instantly made Shen Qianan blush.
Naturally, Fu Sijue noticed Shen Qianan’s flustered state. He narrowed his eyes, which contained a hint
of a smile in them, and walked closer to her. Shen Qianan instantly felt a rise in temperature in the
room and quickly turned her head away from him, not wanting to look at him.
However, Fu Sijue liked forcing her into things. His slender fingers slid under her chin and grabbed it,
turning her face to make her look into his eyes. The embarrassment in Shen Qianan’s eyes did not
escape Fu Sijue’s deep, brooding eyes.
Shen Qianan only knew that her heart was beating rapidly. She wanted to retaliate, but Fu Sijue would
not allow her to. He smiled and bent down to envelope Shen Qianan in his arms. She was shocked and
yelled, “Let go of me, Fu Sijue!”
“Good girl, I like it better when you call me Jue.” Fu Sijue gently kissed the corner of Shen Qianan’s
eye. When his lips made contact with her eyshes, he felt the person in his embrace tense up; it
annoyed him.
“Let go!” Shen Qianan repeated.
“No!” Fu Sijue’s emotions surged up again, the quelled anger bubbling up once more.
He lowered himself and kissed Shen Qianan. Shen Qianan was shocked. She thought that Fu Sijue
vented all his anger, but it did not seem like it.
Shen Qianan felt embarrassed and yelled, “Fu Sijue, don’t forget I still hate you!”
“Then so be it. I’ll love you better!” Fu Sijue countered and used Shen Qianan’s hand to tug off the
towel on his waist.
Shen Qianan was surprised when she looked at the man. Her voice trembled from anger when she
shouted at him, “You- You’re shameless!”
However, Fu Sijue only grinned. “Only toward you.”
That night, Shen Qianan did not get a wink of sleep. Fu Sijue continued torturing her in bed until dawn.
He only stopped when she could no longer open her eyes.
Fu Sijue detached himself from Shen Qianan’s body and saw that she was already deep in sleep.
Gentleness filled his eyes when he caressed Shen Qianan’s face. Afterward, he carried her in his arms
and took her to the bathroom.
Fu Sijue cleaned Shen Qianan’s body swiftly. He could see that she was really exhausted. Once he
was done, he carried her back to the bed and tucked her in gently.
Her weight was almost feather-like to him. Fu Sijue kissed the corner of her eyes and lips after he
tucked her in.
Those deep eyes of his, which were usually unreadable, held aplex look. He never expected to
reconnect with Shen Qianan and how much he cherished her.
Revenge was his life’s goal. For his revenge, he schemed and nned for years, but she appeared
right before it came to fruition.
He did not know if her appearance was joy or grief. All he knew was that he would not let her go so
easily now that she had appeared before him. However, he never expected her to go to this extent for
her only sister, Shi Nuan.
That was a virus even he had no antidote to.
How could you not cherish your life ande to me with the virus in your body?
He knew that it was just a part of Fu Chengyan’s n. Fu Chengyan was betting on Fu Sijue’s love for
Shen Qianan.
Even though he knew it was all a scheme, Fu Sijue was willing to take the fall.
“How silly of you.” That year, Fu Sijue left her heartlessly because he wanted Shen Qianan to live
peacefully without getting roped into thepetition.
Then, she went ahead and got pregnant, even giving birth to their child.
Ever since he knew that she was pregnant with their child, Fu Sijue thought of giving up on his
revenge. Maybe they could bring their child with them and lead a happy and peaceful life in a ce no
one knew.
Yet, he could not bring himself to leave it all behind. The burden of revenge on his shoulder was not
something he could put down.
If she did note back to him, maybe he would not find her even after his death. However, she did.
She came, so Fu Sijue would not let go of her no matter what.
The phone on the side rang countless times, but Fu Sijue continued to watch Shen Qianan’s sleeping
face. He did not want to divert his attention to anything other than her.
The phone stopped ringing eventually. Fu Sijue nned to lie down with Shen Qianan for a while, but
his phone rang again. Shen Qianan stirred and turned her body from the noise, almost waking up from
it.
Fu Sijue narrowed his eyes and grabbed his phone. Once he saw the number shing on the screen,
his eyes darkened. “Hello?”
“Mr. Fu, the mission failed. None of our men came back,” the caller, Ying, said.
Fu Sijue’s eyes became fierce when he heard those words. “What did you say?”
Ying repeated, “None of our men came back. I’m willing to take any punishment.”
“The reason!” Fu Sijue gritted his teeth. “Tell me why.”
“Li Heng and Pei Jingxiu’s men came very quickly. Originally, we seeded and were on the way to
transporting Huo Ling back, but Li Heng and Pei Jingxiu intercepted our people.”
“Useless!” The look in Fu Sijue’s eyes became more solemn.
It was the best time to strike and yet they failed. After failing once, there was no doubt that Li Heng
would not let them seed the second time.
If I can’t take Huo Ling, then…
Fu Sijue’s gazended on Shen Qianan’s face. He tightened his grip on his phone, the veins on the
back of his hand popping. No one knew how Fu Sijue was feeling at the moment.
If I can’t get Huo Ling, then what do I do about the virus in Shen Qianan?
He originally did not need to worry because the virus could remain inactive for years as long as it did
note into contact with the catalyst. However, the virus injected into Shen Qianan was the virus in
Shi Nuan’s body that had already been activated.
When Shen Qianan woke up, rays of sunlight shone into the room, and the room’s temperature also
became warmer. The other side of the bed was already cold by that time. She got up from the bed, but
she took a deep breath from the soreness she felt. Lowering her head, she saw the marks left behind
by Fu Sijue and instantly felt embarrassment washing over her.
Pulling the sheets closer to herself, her eyes were fixated on the view outside the window.
All she could think of at that moment was how much she wanted to go home and how much she
missed Yu, her precious son. She suddenly regretted agreeing with Fu Chengyan’s n, but she knew
it was not easy to go back now.
The possessiveness Fu Sijue demonstrated scared her. If it was before, she had some anticipation of
meeting him again. However, this period of association with Fu Sijue made her understand how he felt
for her, and this feeling he had for her was what scared her most.
Knocking sounds at the door pulled Shen Qianan out of her thoughts. A voice called out, “Mrs. Fu, are
you up?”
It was a servant Fu Sijue hired for this vi.
They woulde and wake her up on time each day. Since something happened between Shen
Qianan and Fu Sijuest night, the servant did not wake her up at the usual time.
Shen Qianan did not answer the question and continued staring out the window.
“Mrs. Fu, are you up? It’s already quitete. Mr. Fu is worried that you’ll starve, so he told us to prepare
your meal. You can continue sleeping after eating, is that okay?” the servant continued patiently.
While the servant was patiently calling out to her, Shen Qianan was annoyed. She got out of bed and
opened the door. Shen Qianan gave the servant a hard stare and said, “I’m not hungry.”
The servant reasoned, “Mrs. Fu, Mr. Fu said it’s not good for your health. You should eat your meals on
time. How about just eating a little bit? You can resume your sleep afterward. It’s already three in the
afternoon now.”
“Three?” Shen Qianan was surprised and said, “Okay then.”