I Want A Lifetime With You Chapter 185
Su Su stayed at An Chenyu’s vi for a few days as it was located in the outskirts of the city. She
switched off her phone during that period and didn’t log into any social media websites.
She had cut herself off from the outside world by not even watching the television. She was worried if
she turned any of them on, all the disturbing memories from the incident would flood her mind causing
her unbearable pain.
In these few days, Su Su was so traumatized that she could hardly keep herself together. She hated
Shi Wei very much but felt helpless as there was nothing she could do to ease her situation. As a
result, she had even considered suicide as she didn’t want to face the world. But the thought of Shi Wei
continued to live happily as her life was not affected even kept her going instead.
The only person who knew where she was and visited her often was Anna. Anna visited her many
times a day but each of her visits was short. Although Su Su knew Anna was concerned about her, she
didn’t feel like seeing anyone including her.
During one of Anna’s visits to the vi on the fifth day, Su Su had a bad episode and messed up
everything in the room. When Anna saw that, her face was covered by a tinge of frustration followed by
an overwhelming sense of helplessness.
Anna tidied up the room quickly but didn’t see Su Su in the living room. She went upstairs and saw her
hiding in a corner, staring nkly into space. Su Su didn’t realize that Anna had arrived.
Anna took a deep breath as she could clearly empathize with what Su Su was going through. It was not
too long ago that she had gone through the same horrible ordeal. But she managed to pick herself up.
However, unlike Su Su, she didn’t lose her virginity. Hence, she could not feel her agony.
Anna had brought some food for her and put it down when she saw her eyes staring listlessly into
space. She then knelt beside her and waved her hands.
“Su Su, I’m here!”
When Su Su regained her senses, she hardly showed any response when she saw Anna. It had
be a habit by now. She turned her head up slightly and said, “You’re here!”
“Yes, I brought your favorite food too. Su Su,e eat it quickly!” Anna opened the tiffin carrieryer by
layer. “My mom made all these. There’s braised pork, roast chicken and…”
“Leave them!” Su Su replied inly as she looked disinterested. “I’m not hungry.”
“Su Su,e and eat. You need to take care of your health. Besides, there’s something I want to tell
you.” Anna looked delighted. “Come over now and eat. You should take a shower when you finish. I’m
taking you out!”
“Out?” Su Su’s eyes widened at the mere mention of the word. She recoiled in horror. “Why are we
going out? To be mocked by others? I’m not going. I don’t want to!” Su Su became temperamental all of
a sudden. “Anna, I’m tired and I want to rest. You should go, I…I need to sleep.”
Su Su got up and tried to pull Anna towards the door. However, Anna stopped her immediately. “Su Su,
don’t overreact. I don’t mean that. I’m just taking you out for a stroll nearby. Besides, didn’t I say that I
have some good news for you? You will be delighted to hear it!”
“Delighted? How can I be happy now? Anna, don’t lie to me. I know you’re concerned about me but
how can I be happy with what I am now? There’s just no way out. How will the outside world judge me?
There were so many people at the scene and you saw them yourself. They…” Su Su choked and tears
started streaking down her cheeks. “My parents are definitely disappointed with me. Anna, I really don’t
know what I should do.”
“Su Su, don’t cry. I have something to tell you. This matter has been put to rest for no one knows it was
you.” Anna grabbed Su Su’s hand excitedly. “Look into my eyes, Su Su. I’m telling you the truth.”
“It’s impossible!” Su Su stared at Anna in the eyes and thought she heard it wrong so she blinked a few
times. Anna’s eyes looked pure and clear which indicated that she was not lying. Su Su felt relieved for
a moment. But when she thought about all the videos and scenes that were shown, she shook her
head again. “Anna, don’t lie to me. It’s not possible, you and I know that it happened. That…”
“Su Su, listen to me. That was an ident and no one willed it. All the videos on the inte have been
deleted. The videos that have been shared had their faces censored so no one knew it was you.
Everyone was just making wild guesses. They did some digging to show that it was someone else and
not you.”
Anna grabbed Su Su’s shoulders abruptly and forced her to look into her eyes. “Listen to me. The
matter has been swept under the carpet. No one knows it’s you.”
“Really?” Su Su grasped Anna’s hand. “But…who did it? Who had helped me?” Su Su knew that not
many people had the power to do that. Especially since most of the guests were prominent figures in
Jiang City. That person must have been extremely influential in the city to keep those guests from
saying anything.
But Su Su didn’t know anyone in that capacity; hence, it was understandable that she couldn’t believe
it.
“Anna, was it you? You were the one that helped me?” Su Su eyes sparkled as she grabbed Anna’s
hand. “It was you who found someone to do that, right?”
Anna hesitated for a while and bit her lip. “It’s not me but my brother. I asked him for help,” Anna said.
When she saw that Su Su had calmed down, she heaved a sigh of relief.
“Now that the matter has been resolved, you don’t have to dwell on it anymore. You should eat first and
then take a shower. You should dress up too! The scenery around the vi is amazing. I don’t think you
have been outside to see it! How about I take you out for a walk?”
“Anna, you have to be honest with me. Did Chenyu seek anyone else’s help?” Although An Chenyu
was very capable, what was done was something that was way beyond his reach. It wasn’t that Su Su
was underestimating An Chenyu but she understood this required someone more influential. Hence,
she couldn’t understand who else would help her.
Anna frowned. “I didn’t want to tell you at first but I’ll tell you now that you have asked. It wasn’t my
brother, he went to someone who is really influential in Jiang City for help. But I’m sorry I can’t tell you
who the person is but you have to believe me that I won’t harm you.
“I know.” Su Su knew that there was no point in her pursuing the matter. “Anna, thank you.” Only after
going through the ordeal that Su Su knew how precious her rtionship with Anna was.
It was Anna who helped her when she was in the doldrums. Anna had even gotten her brother to plead
for help from others. “Also, please thank Chenyu for me!”
“Come on. Aren’t we the best of friends?” Anna patted Su Su on the shoulder. “This too shall pass. Just
look at me, I’m doing alright now, ain’t I?”
Su Su nced at Anna and was hesitated. “Anna, do you me me for not helping you then?” During
that time, she and Shi Wei that just looked on when Anna was taken away. They did not try to save her
at all.
“Let bygones be bygones. I wasn’t there when you got into trouble too!” Anna patted Su Su’s hands to
reassure her. “Come. Dig in quickly!”
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Su Su’s mood improved as she felt that the ck clouds hanging over her head cleared. Her appetite
became better that she finished two bowls of rice before she put the chopsticks down. However, she
was still a little worried so Anna switched on her social media chat forum for Su Su to look through. She
couldn’t find anything after searching for the news on what happened that day. Only then did she
believe that the matter was put to rest.
“You can now see for yourself. Also, my brother said the bunch of wealthy men swore that they no
longer have a copy of the video and even promised to seal this matter and keep it a secret. Can you
rx now?”
Su Su nodded. “Thank you Anna! I owe you a great deal!”
“This is what friends are for. But, I’ll be going overseas in a few days. My brother said he found a really
good stic surgeon, so…Su Su, you cane along with me if you’re still feeling down. Just think of
it as a holiday. After some time, everyone would have forgotten about it eventually.”
Su Su shook her head. “No, I’m not going.” She didn’t want to leave now. “Although this matter has
been swept under the carpet, I still can’t let it go. I need to do something about it!”
“Su Su, what do you n to do?” Anna was worried. “Don’t do anything rash. It wasn’t easy for you to
get yourself back together so don’t do anything stupid!”
“Anna, don’t worry. I’m not that stupid and won’t do anything rash!” Su Su reassured Anna. “Getting
your face treated is more important so you should go ahead with your trip. I’ll wait for you toe
back. However, there are more important things for me to do now!”
She wanted to apologize to her parents and she owed them a proper exnation too. Although she
might be headstrong and stubborn, she was an obedient girl at home. She did not dare face the truth
whenever she thought about how disappointed her family must have been. At the same time, they were
probably very worried about her too. For that, she needed to go home and exin herself to her family.
As for Shi Wei…
There was a tinge of darkness in Su Su’s eyes when she thought of her. Although she had no control
over the incident, what she did had caused both Anna and her to pay a big price. Su Su couldn’t let her
go just like that. “Shi Wei is my good friend so how can I leave her in a time like this!”
“Su Su, what are you nning? Don’t do anything rash. Wei said that she didn’t know the details about
the matter and didn’t expect it to turn out this way. She has been busy running around recently so…”
“She doesn’t know the details? Wasn’t she the one who arranged for the paparazzi to be there? They
were the ones who spread the news. Anna, stop defending her. Haven’t we seen for ourselves her true
character when we were studying together? She was so jealous of Shi Nuan and was constantly
bickering with her. What about us? We are merely her pawns. When things go wrong, we’re the ones
who suffered. She has to pay for all that she has done.”