Chapter 51


    Silence descended upon the room.


    Itsted for a second or two, then it was ten.


    I open my mouth to reply to Zenoahs earlier statement.


    ...Is the request you told me the result of looking through my thoughts?


    I chose my words carefully.


    If she could see through even Fiole, this wouldnt take long.


    Therefore, I asked.


    I wondered if she was aware of my thought process, which had led me to Minaura for such a self-centered reason.


    Yes And the reason why is in simple. The Magician Hunter you wish to learn more about possesses a magical ability calledCollector.


    Collector?


    Yes. From the moment you were under hisDisorientationmagic, youd already seen it. Its ability allows him to seize the magic of any magician he kills.


    And the w of his magic is


    You cant collect and use more than one magic at the same time. Its the only w that I know of.


    In short, its not possible to cast a new magic while performing theDisorientationmagic, for example.


    If he wanted to do so, he would have to lift theDisorientationand all of its effects before he could proceed to collect and do another.


    That was basically the gist of it.


    That is why I would like you to back off. Please dont give him more ways to attack us.


    Are you saying that Ill be killed?


    If you challenge him, you will surely perish. Besides, the w of theDisorientationmagic is something a swordsman like you will never be able to exploit.


    A swordsman like me.


    I was a little taken aback by her choice of words.


    For people like you who rely on your instincts to fight, you cant afford to lose your senses, no matter what.


    As Zenoah was saying so, she extended her right hand to her right ear.


    The w within theDisorientationmagic is that it relies on tinkering with ones auditory sense. In other words, if a magician were to dismiss his sense of hearing in any way, it would have no effect at all. However, the Magician Hunter collects all sorts of magic other thanDisorientationmagic. So even if you find a way around it, it wouldnt matter to him.


    Even if you managed to get out of hisDisorientationmagic, he would still have a lot more magic left his arsenal.


    Hence why the Magician Hunter and I were apletely terrible match.


    The woman in front of me, Zenoah, pointed out that even if I did my best fighting him, he would surely kill me and collect my very own magic to use as his own.


    So what do you want me to do, then?


    Like I said earlier, I want you to back off.


    I paused for a moment and thought.


    I didn''t know the whole story yet, but from what I''d heard about his magical abilities, that man must still have a variety of means at his disposal just hidden away.


    We were in a situation where we were already struggling against hisDisorientationmagic.


    Sure, it can be very difficult to beat.


    Even I wouldugh at myself trying to analyze the impossibility of the current state of affairs.


    However


    Turning away because I was against something dangerous


    Changing my ways because I knew I couldnt ever win


    I couldnt do that


    If it had been for any other reason, there still might have been room topromise.


    But this incident alone, no matter what, I... I''m the only one who mustn''t admit it.


    Having resolved to my dream of being a Star yer, I shouldnt turn my back away for such a trivial reason.


    Its important to think things over in a calm manner.


    It''s important to fully analyze ones capabilities at y.


    But those factors are only in the category of being important, and not something I must render decisive to my own decision-making.


    And so, I


    I fully understand what youre trying to say, but Im afraid thats an unreasonable request.


    I refused.


    May I ask you why?


    Its simple. I dont even trust the Magician Hunter myself in the first ce, and after what he told me, he still might even kill Lilea. I think those are enough reasons for me to still want to kill him, am I wrong?


    Lilea is one of the only people Im truly grateful for.


    I owe her a lot for taking good care of me, and above all, I dont want her to die.


    Those are more than enough reasons for me to fight.


    Besides, if youve looked into my head, you already knew that. The thought of me fighting a battle I can''t win is great, to say the least. Dying is only natural, and if I deserved it, thats fine by me, too. Its only when I ovee the walls in front of me that lie beyond such recklessness that it bes meaningful. Thats how I think. Well I must say that Im a rather lucky person to be able to do so.


    I was met with a gaze very simr to the one Fiole had once given me in Minaura.


    It was the familiar look in her eyes that carried a feeling of iprehension and skepticism about my sanity.


    But even if the red-haired swordsman I know, Siva, was in my ce, Im certain that he wouldve said the same thing.


    And had he known what I was up to, Im also certain that hed be so jealous of this situation.


    Well, this is something that everyone around me never understood, let alone my close friend Sofia, nor even my own father so Im more than aware that no matter how you look at it, this is very strange.


    The grimace in Zenoahs face shot right through me, one of her eyebrows jumped ever so slightly before I could even finish my remark.


    Her silence urged me to make all the appeals I could make.


    Once you have longed for something, you cant help but reach for it, no matter what obstacles you may encounter. I would dly run towards my goal on all fours. Thats how much of an irredeemably stupid person I am.


    I even set the man in my memories, the Star yer, as my lifelong goal.


    It was a given that a person who admired a fool who had devoted his whole life to a single promise was also an irredeemable fool.


    Yes. Now that you mention it, I do think that you are an irredeemable fool.


    Zenoah thought I didnt stand a chance.


    So, to her, my actions are not of bravery, but only of barbarism.


    Haha.


    After taking a few seconds to savor the words directed at me, I chuckled.


    I broke into a carefree smile, affirming that that''s exactly what I meant.


    Would the possibility of us protecting you change your answer?


    Yes, definitely. Id surely dump away all the reasons Ive been meaning to justify. <em>And if thats indeed the case, I will even venture out my way to dly fight for you topensate for the security that Sofia and the others will receive.</em>


    <strong>(TL Note: The italicized words are part of his thoughts that Zenoah can read.)</strong>


    At the end of the day, no words can be used to stop a person once a proper reason has been established.


    This life is my only one. And this is the only encounter Id get with this person. If so, how could I be so foolish as to let this opportunity pass by? Its all the more reason for me to do otherwise.


    Not reaching out to that longing when you have a legitimate reason to do so is just in stupid.


    I cant win, they say.


    Thats true, even I thought so.


    And thats mainly why the Magician Hunter is a wall that stands before me.


    I was merely being told the fact that I had no chance of winning at this point in time.


    Ovee that very wall, then.


    It''s so simple, even a child can understand it.


    This is just a matter of going beyond my limits and prevailing.


    I had no reason to back down.


    Not even for a moment did I have a vision of the Star-ying Swordsman in my memory losing to anyone.


    As long as theres this burning passion in my heart, Ill keep reaching out. Im not that adept of a person to ept a life where I tantly lie to the feelings of longing in my heart.


    The memories of the Star yer, which still shone brightly in my mind, wouldnt be forgotten, erased, or turned away from.


    Nor could they be spared from being fulfilled.


    There was no other way but to ept it as it was.


    Im grateful for the information you gave. With this, I think Ill be able to fight the Magician Hunter more properly than I did when we first met.


    Recalling the events that urred just a few hours ago, specifically when I wasnt even able to stand my ground on the battlefield, I stood up.


    I think I now see why Fiole gave up on you


    Zenoah muttered to herself as I rose up, but I pretended not to hear and proceeded to bow my head before leaving the room.