Chapter 37: Assessment Results (2)
Xerxes spent the rest of the evening with the Swordmasters crew, never running into either Katayoun or Gandash.
In fact, it wasnt until he was snug under the covers that he saw his friend. Gandash slipped into the dorm room shortly before lights-out, with a pile of books in his arms.
Hey, Xerk.
Hey, Gandy. Have a nice day studying?
Yep. Gandash set about organizing his belongings, folding clothing items and stacking the books neatly on the desk before wrapping them together with twine.
Xerxes eyed him. Uh, whats going on? You going somewhere?
The assessment resultse in tomorrow. Remember, they said these were temporary quarters. Might as well be ready to leave.
Oh, good point. Xerxes didnt move.
A few minutester, Gandash finished his work, turned themp off just as the bell rang, andy down. Xerk?
Yeah?
Do you ever think about? He stopped. You know. Gem. Rihan. Ap. He hesitated. And Bel.
Xerxes eyes opened wide. Of course I do. All the time.
Okay. It just seems like, sometimes, youre so happy. Like you forgot about all that.
Gandy, I <em>havent </em>forgotten. But at the same time, I dont want it to you know, define me.
Gandash nodded but didnt say anything.
Xerxes slowly sat up in bed. Gandy, I miss Bel a lot. I know you miss her more than me, but. he trailed off, not sure which direction to take the conversation. Anyway, I miss her. And <em>us</em>. The three of us at the Mage Academy, even on the road. Causing trouble. Having fun.
The truth was that he hadnt been thinking about Gem and Bel much. Or about how Seer Fale had talked about going back to get Bels body. Or how Captain Ishki had promised to personally hunt down the men whod killed Gem.
<em>Fale and Ishki can handle all that</em>, he told himself. <em>Ill visit Bels grave next time Im back on Mannemid. Every day</em>.
Except now, thoughts of blood and white tentacles upied his mind. He closed his eyes and shook his head. Inhaled. Exhaled. But for some reason, the memories of the horrors on Mannemid made it difficult to say anything further.
Gandash turned in bed. I just cant stop thinking about how much Bel wouldve loved this ce. It was her dream to leave Mannemid. But she never got to.
We all had that dream, Xerxes said. And we cant do anything to bring her back. But we can honor her memory. Maybe its stupid to say, but I think shed want you to <em>enjoy </em>this time. Do well. Advance. Be an officer. All that.
Silence stretched out a bit, and Xerxesy back down on the pillow.
A minuteter, Gandash spoke again, this time his voice muted to the point where Xerxes had to strain to hear him clearly. I feel really lonely sometimes.
Xerxes turned, and even in the gloom of the dorm, he could see his friends cheeks glistening. <em>Hes crying?</em> he thought.
Im sorry, Gandy, he said. I know you miss Bel.
Its not that, Gandash replied quickly. Its just, this ce is so weird and new. I dont know anybody. I mean, other than you.
I saw you talking to some people at the banquet. Who are they?
Gandash shifted position in bed. Just some people. But I dont really feel like making new friends.
<em>Wait</em>, Xerxes thought, <em>is he jealous because </em>Im<em> making new friends?</em> Not quite sure what Gandash was getting at, he said, If you dont want to make friends, then dont. Its fine.
You still like me, right? Gandash said.
Xerxes resisted the urge to sit up again. What? Are you kidding? Gandy, weve been best friends for years. Even before we were Sighted. Nothing can change that.
Right.
Dont worry, Gandy. You and I are like brothers. And we always will be.
Their conversation ended there. It only took a few minutes before Gandash was snoring. But Xerxes mind had been stirred into activity. All of a sudden, he was gued with thoughts about Bel, Gem, Rihan, Goran, and even Ninsunu and Alwin.
He couldnt banish memories of blood, gore, and the stench of Abhorrent.
And the worst of all was Bels scream as she fell to her death.
It took a long time to fall asleep.
It was Firstday, but the morning assembly was different. After the morning prayer, High Archon Kingallu said, The time hase to announce the results of the assessments. Something we didnt mention beforehand is that failure was a possibility. Anyone whose average results fell below a certain mark would be sent back down to the lower starisles.
An anxious rustle went through the crowd, until the High Archon said, Thankfully no one failed.
Sighs of relief could be heard everywhere.
The purpose of the assessments was to identify which Seers have the most potential to serve as officers, andmand other mages on the battlefield. They also served to inform us of your skillset and ce you into the proper ss groups. Of the two hundred and eight of you who came up from the starisles subsidiary to Ira, weve selected thirteen to receive immediatemissions and receive special training.
If you hear your name called, please step up to the podium.
Janoah of Dumusi.
Dan of Al-Ga.
Xerxes didn''t recognize the names. It didnt take long before he realized that only one person per starisle was being called. No, the High Archon named two mages from Ashlultum. Still, that fact made something else clear: the odds of both him and Gandash receiving officermissions were slim.
<em>I definitely outdid him inbat</em>, Xerxes thought. <em>They want warriors here, not schrs. Theres a good chance Ill be the one</em>
Gandash of Humusi.
Shacharia of Ga.
And finally Candraketu of Harmu. Now, will all the other Seers please give a warm round of apuse for the newly appointed officers.
Xerxes found himself pping as Gandash threaded his way to the front of the crowd, and then climbed onto the podium with the other twelve new officers. In terms of the other eleven, a couple seemed familiar to Xerxes, but he hadnt met any of them. That said, he wasnt paying close attention. He was just looking at his friend, who was trying hard to not grin like a fool, yet failing.
<em>Damn</em>, Xerxes thought. His heart felt oddly empty. <em>I was sure my fighting skills would push me to the top.</em>
The apuse faded.
Now, High Archon Kingallu said, the newly appointed officers wille with me. The rest of you can return to your rooms and pack your belongings. Youll be moving to the dorms in the west wing of the main building. Youll find an envelope in your current rooms with your name on it. In the envelope are details of your new amodations, your primary teacher, and the ssroom to report to.
ss schedule will be the same as before. Lectures in the morning. Practical training in the afternoon.
And theres one more thing. Before the first lecture with your new teacher, theres an extremely important bit of confidential information to be revealed. In order to keep this information confidential, you must take a blood oath of loyalty to the Sin-Amuhhu military, including a vow of silence regarding the new information. And what that means is dont bete to ss!
You have one hour to pack, move dorms, and get to your assigned ssroom.
Good luck, Seers!