Chapter 837


    "For a long time, as long as I closed my eyes, I would see the terrible scene of that night! I was not


    sure if I could really get out of the shadow of that thing, so when you proposed to return to the


    country, I didn''t go with you. I didn''t do it for my career, but I needed time, more time to face it..."


    In the past four years, she stayed alone in Newley City. In addition to missing him every day and


    night, she also tried not to be troubled by those shadows. But after all, such a thing was a scar that


    could not be healed for women.


    Speaking of that thing, Addy paused for a long time. Then, she slowly began to speak again.


    "Sean..."


    "The things that happened after I returned, let me know that there was no way to go back between


    us. Sean has been pursuing me for many years. I was alone in Newley City and he always was


    concerned about me. He still cared about me even though he knew that I had oncemitted


    suicide for you. I wanted to have a new start, so I agreed to his proposal!"


    "Before I decided to get the marriage certificate, I once told him that I would not want to have


    children. If he epted it, we would get married. He promised me to respect my choice at that time!


    When we were on our honeymoon in Maldives, he found out my secret. I thought since we were


    already husband and wife, there should be nothing to hide. So I told him everything, thinking that he


    could forgive me..."


    Addyughed at herself. The tears that had just fallen down her face had been wiped off by her


    hand, leaving only the wet corners of her eyes. She said in a bitter voice, "In fact, I don''t me


    Sean. He is right. I am indeed sorry for him! In fact, I feel guilty about him. I understand all his


    anger, so I didn''t agree to call the police when you and Emily came to my house before!"


    "I am a woman who can''t give birth to children normally. Not only him, but any other man who is with


    me, no matter how much he loves me, when thinking of the fact that I was raped by so many foreign


    men for another man, which caused me to lose my uterus and be unable to carry a child, and I can''t


    even have a baby through test tube, he will feel ufortable, and there will be no way to ept


    it!"


    After thest word, there was only the sound of fluid in the infusion tube dropping in every two


    seconds in the ward. The silence seemed tost for a long time.


    There was a touch of ck in Simon''s peachblossom eyes. He was so shocked that the cells all


    over his body were running wildly, like a stiff sculpture. Sitting on the chair, he had never changed


    his position.


    His Adam''s apple bobbed up and down for several times before he finally spoke. "Addy, why didn''t


    you tell me? You didn''t say a word when you returned four yearster!"


    Even the moment when she chose to end her life, she did not tell him...


    "I don''t want your guilt!" Addy shook her head, "Simon, I also have my own pride. I came back from


    Newley City to find you, and what I wanted was your love, not your sympathy! If you promised to


    start with me again because of sympathy, I would rather not have this kind of impure love!"


    Simon never thought that there would be such an involvement behind the revenge incident in the


    past. From the time he returned to the country for so many years, he had never known about it, and


    Addy intended to hide it from him. If it hadn''t been for the domestic violence this time, he probably


    wouldn''t know it for the rest of his life!


    He always thought that four years ago, the reason Addy didn''t choose to go back to the country with


    him was that she just didn''t want to give up the career of the seam dance, but he didn''t expect that


    there was such a special reason...


    If the truth was told to him after Addy returned to the country, would the current situation be totally


    different?


    Would he choose to start with her again?


    After the end of the four-year agreement marriage, would he really let go of Emily?


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    However, the answer was a no.


    Simon was very clear about this. As early as when he chose to return to the country, he had sorted


    out all his feelings. Once he left, there would be no way to go back. Even if he knew the truthter, it


    was impossible for him to let his Mrs. Chin go...


    The veins on the back of his hands bulged, and finally he could only say these words. "Addy, I''m


    sorry."


    He wanted to say thousands of words, but in the end, there were only these weak words left.


    "No, Simon, you don''t have to apologize to me!" Addy said bitterly, "If it''s possible, I want to hide it


    from you for the rest of your life! But it went contrary to my wishes. Now that you''ve known it, what I


    want to tell you is that I''ve already gotten out of the shadow, and it''s my own business. You don''t


    need to me yourself or feel guilty!"


    Addy unclenched her fist and said slowly, "As for me and Sean, I will deal with it, and it has nothing


    to do with you!"


    "Addy..." Simon''s deep voice was hoarse. The only thing he could say was still the sentence. "I''m


    sorry!"


    How could he not me himself? How could he not feel guilty?


    If it weren''t for saving him that year, Addy wouldn''t have suffered that kind of torture. After returning


    to the country, she was rejected by him and even chose tomit suicide to end her life. In the end,


    in order to forget him, she chose to start a new rtionship, so she hurriedly agreed to Sean''s


    proposal, which turned into the current domestic violence...


    The initial reason was all because of him. His chest was full of stifling emotions, and there was


    nowhere for him to release them.


    Addy shook her head again and said firmly, "I have said, you don''t need to me yourself or feel


    guilty. It''s passed so many years. I''vee out of the shadow! Simon, promise me, don''t say sorry


    again!"


    Simon''s thin lips were drawn into a thin line, and his eyes were darkened.


    Addy tilted her head and looked out of the window. She forced a smile at him and took the initiative


    to say, "It''s gettingte. I am good! Emily must be waiting for you at home. You''d better go back


    soon!"


    Hearing the name "Emily", Simon''s peach blossom eyes were slightly lit up.


    After a moment of silence, Simon got up from the chair and moved his steps as stiffly as his body


    towards the door of the ward.


    "Simon"


    Simon''s movement of opening the door stopped there.


    Addy lowered her almond-shaped eyes and grabbed the quilt with both hands. Her voice was very


    soft, but he could hear the trembling in it. "This is very... shameful to me. It''s the biggest stain of my


    life! You can just keep it a secret in your heart. I don''t want a third person to know it, okay?"


    How could he say no?


    Simon''s Adam''s apple bobbed, and his voice was was very deep. "I promise you."


    ? ? ?


    The sky was as red as fire, and there was desert all around as if there was no end.


    It was extremely difficult for Emily to walk. The sand was flying all over the sky. It drilled into her


    neck and mouth, scraping her skin.