AKI
I AM still baffled by the fact that I became pregnant. I mean... I wasn''t expecting it at all!
Since the day we knew that I was growing another being inside my belly, Chihiro decided to take me to his ce to keep watch on me and make sure that I would not get stressed again. Muntik akong makunan noong isinugod n ako sa ospital nitong nakaraang linggo. Part of it was because of the early pregnancy symptoms I was experiencing and the majority was due tock of sleep and stress that I went through because Chihiro and I had a big fight. Thinking back, I didn''t be pregnant when we first had sex and he was in heat that time but why for the second time?
"Sensei, pasok ka. Maupo ka muna, ha? Ipaghahanda kita ng makakain at maiinom," Chihiro offered with such care, even holding my hand to assist me.
[Nabuntisng ako, hindi napy,] I sighed to that sarcastic thought just now. I knew I''m an irate person but these past few days, my irritability became more noticeable. I was aware of it but couldn''t help it at the same time. I wonder if Khan was also like this when he was still pregnant?
Naupo ako kagaya ng sabi ni Chihiro. I''ve been to this ce before but I never had the chance to check every detail. I could smell Chihiro''s pheromones all over and it made me dizzy. Of course, he didn''t do it on purpose. Most Omegas do that all the time but they are clueless that they''re emitting their pheromones. That''s why they are prone to being attacked by random Alphas when they are like this on public. And those pheromones get stronger when they are in heat. But most likely, when Omegas emit too much pheromones, there are several factors to that: one is that they frequently go into heat or it''s almost their heat period.
Bonded Omegas no longer experience heats and only their Alpha can smell their pheromones, too. But many say that a bonded Omega bes too dependent on his Alpha. If they feel the urge to have sex, they can''t calm down unless their Alpha tends to them which is why it''s burdening to an Omega to be separated from their mated Alpha.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved.
But in our case, Chihiro and I are not yet mates. There''s still a high chance for him to be harassed by other Alphas and if that happens when my belly starts to be big, I won''t be able to protect him. It''s easy to say that I should just bite him the next time his heat arrives but it''s not that simple. I don''t have his parents consent and what''s worst is that his Alpha father doesn''t like me. He knew very well that I was no good for his son who gives in to love that easily, thinking that a happy fairytale ending was true.
[I should face his parents before this bes controversial. And what about my job? If I stop now, Chihiro won''t be able to support the both of us... and our child,] I helplessly thought while drowning into my own worries.
Kakaisip ko ay hindi ko namyan na nakabalik na si Chihiro. May d na itong tasa at tito na maymang ng piraso ng chocte cookies at maingat na inpag ang mga iyon sa maliit na mesa na nasa harapan ko. "Marahil gutom ka, Sensei, pero nakalimutan ko na hindi pa p ako nakabili ng stock na pagkain kaya iyanng ang maibibigay ko ngayon. Sana ay okay kang sa mainit na gatas," pagpapaumanhin ni Chihiro bago ito naupo sa tabi ko. "No, this is fine," I softly said, averting my eyes from his stares.
"W bang masakit sa ''yo, Sensei?" nag-alang tanong nito. I just hurt his feelings not long ago but why does he act like I did nothing wrong? I shook my head without showing any hint of drinking the hot milk and eating the cookies that he offered which made Chihiro worry even more. "Ayaw mo ba sa cookies, Sensei?" he suddenly asked with a disappointed look on his face. "K-kung okayng sa ''yo pupunta muna ako sa convenience store para bumili ng makakain." "Chihiro, there''s no need," giit ko at napasimangot ako nalo niyang kinalungkot. Stop being so nice. You''re making my heart skip a beat here.
"He he," he tried to alter the awkward seriousness around us by mocking a forcedugh. "Siguro ay pagod ka na. Gusto mo bang magpahinga?"
"I''m fine now. You already took care of me back at the hospital. There''s no need to be overly attentive to me, Chihiro. You have done enough," I tried to make him feel better but that had an opposite effect on Chihiro. "Patawad tga, Sensei," he suddenly apologized and started crying. "m kong galit kalo na at hindi nado anghat. Patawad kung nasaktan kita, Sensei."
"Seriously, when will you stop apologizing like an idiot?" I muttered but he must have heard it because he looked my way with tears still trickling down his cheeks. I took that chance and gave him a gentle peck on the lips. "I am not mad, okay? I''m just overwhelmed by everything," pag-aamin ko at sinandal ang ulo ko sa mpad niyang balikat bago huminga ng mlim. "I didn''t think we''d be able to have a child. Personally, I never thought of having one since I can''t be loyal to someone and I always yed around. And I was sure that an Alpha having a child with an Omega was slim." "Sensei..."
"I''m gonna talk to your parents, Chihiro. I have to clear things up and face all of these like a real man," determinado kong saad at hinarap siyang muli. "I will be frank to you. I am still unsure of my own feelings but thinking that I might lose you one day gave me a fright."
With that said, Chihiro gave me a sudden torrid kiss. He was strong so I was easily pushed down on the couch when he leaned forward while kissing me hungrily. I had no time to react and ended up responding to his longing. Because I was longing for him, too.
"Aki-sensei..." Chihiro called out between our kisses. He was rubbing his front bulge against me, telling me how aroused he was. Ah, fuck. I want that cock inside me this moment but I can''t.
"It''s ''Aki'', Chihiro..." I breathed before cupping both of his cheeks and made him look into my eyes. "You are now forbidden to call me ''Sensei'' starting today." His eyes literally glittered upon hearing that and I just felt his manhood get hard. He''s ridiculously honest - both him and his cock!
I thought he''d cry out loud like a freaking kid again but instead, he smiled with satisfaction. "*Aishiteiru, Aki [I love you, Aki]," he uttered this very softly, almost like a whisper in my ear and that made me extremely happy I could cry. Well, technically, I did cry a little bit. What was that for? That took me by surprise
Umiiyak na pinahid ko ang aking mga luha habang panay ang pagtawa ko ng pagak. "Shit. I''m getting a little too emotional, don''t you think?" sabi ko sa kanya at mas napangiti si Chihiro. "Aishiteiru..." pag-uulit nito at tuluyan akong napaiyak nang husto bago ko pinulupot ang aking mga braso sa kanyang leeg. "Aishiteiru, Aki."
"Thank you very much, Chihiro," I said softly between my cries and we both cried together.
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Ah. I feel so happy. This is too much. It''s kind of weird to feel this way after all that I''ve done to this young man. Yet, he epted me without thinking twice. I''m really loved.
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"Sa pagkakala ko, mariin kong nilinaw na lubayan mo na ang anak ko."
Nandito kami ngayon sa harap ng mga magng ni Chihiro. We just dered that we were going to have a child soon and that we''re not even mates yet. As expected, Chihiro''s father gave us a disapproving look while his mom looked confused. "I''m sorry for breaking my promise, Hanamichi-san," I sincerely apologized. "But I—"
"What were the two of you thinking?! Ang mla pa hindi pa kayo mates!" Nagtaas ng boses si Hiromi-san na ikinagt naminghat. Gigil na gigil ito na para bang gusto niya akong sunggaban pero dahil m na nitong buntis ako ay nagpigil siya. "Nakakasiguro ako na m mo na ang nangyari sa anak ko noon. Paano ako makakasiguro na iingatan mo siya at hindi sasaktan kagaya ng mga ginawa ng mga bastardong Alpha sa kanya noon?!" "Tou-chan..." tinangka ni Chihiro na magsalita pero nanaig ang galit ng kanyang ama sa mga sandaling ito.
"Manahimik ka, Chihiro! Bakit ka nagpadalos-dalos? m mo namang mahirap sa isang Omega na wng mate at binuntis mo pa tga siya!" halos sumabog na ang mukha nito sa galit.
Nasulyapan ko naman si Chihiro na napakuyom ng mga kamay bago ito nagsalita, "Tou-chan, mahal ko si Aki," giit nito.
"Aki?" nagtaas ng ky ang kanyang ama. "Hindi ba''t mas matanda sa iyo ang Alpha na ito? Bakit napaka-kaswal na ng tawag mo sa kanya?"
"Hiromi..." sinubukan naman ni Chidori-san na pakalmahin ang asawa sa pamamagitan ng paghawak niya sa mga kamay nito pero t hindi ito umubra.
"Hindi nasasagot ng pagmamahal anghat, anak," ani Hiromi-san. "Ang pagpili ng mate at pagkakaroon ng anak ay seryosong desisyon. Ni isa sa dwa ay hindi n''yo pinag-isipan nang mabuti," at doon siya nagsimng maluha ng bahagya. "Ayoko na makita kang nasasaktan ulit, Chihiro. Masakit sa loob ko na w akong magawa para maibsan ang pagdudusa mo noon at hanggang ngayon w pa rin akong magawa."
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"Tou-chan..." tuluyan namang naiyak si Chihiro. "Patawad, Tou-chan, Ma-chan... Nagkas po ako at pareho ko kayong nasaktan pero maniw po kayo, mahal na mahal ko po kayo at nagpapasmat ako na kayo ang mga naging magng ko. Ginawa n''yo anghat para mapasaya ako kahit sa simpleng paraan. Hindi ko intensiyon na saktan kayo o magrebelde. Hinding-hindi ko kayang gawin iyon sa inyo. Oo, minadali naminhat at kapwa kami wng m kung ano ang gagawin pero maniw kayo, hindi ako pababayaan ni Aki at hindi ko rin siya pababayaan."
[Chihiro... Why are you so brave?] Hangang-hanga kong isip habang nakatitig kay Chihiro.
"Izumi-sensei, ano ang bk mo? Sapatng ba sa ''yo na mman namin? Paano ang sarili mong pamilya?" bing sabat ni Chidori-san sa usapan na ikinagi ko.
"I have no ns on telling them," halos pabulong ko itong winika. Sabay-sabay naman sng nagkatinginan bago natuonhat ng titig n sa akin. Bakas sa mukha ng ama ni Hiromi-san ang pagdududa samantng nag-la namanlo si Chidori-san.
"Aki...?" napatingin si Chihiro sa akin. Maging siya ay nalito sa sinabi ko. Kahit kan ay hindi ko naibanggit sa kanya ang tungkol sa mga magng ko.
A frightened expression suddenly enveloped my whole face as I looked at their eyes. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang eksaktong dahn. Paano ko ba ipapaintindi sa kan na matapobre ang mga magng ko? They expected high from me since the day I was ssified as an Alpha. They wanted me to be someone that everyone would look up to. But I didn''t be that person. Kaya naman itinakwil n ako matagal na. Well, not literally disowned me but that was how it seemed to me when they were so opposed to the career that I chose. They didn''t want me to be a doctor. My Alpha father wanted me to be his heir and so did my Alpha mother. To them, I was nothing but their doll. They''ve manipted me to be a trashy Alpha like they were. Too bad my urge to be fucked was more dominant.
I was nothing but a failure to my oh-so-great Alpha parents.
"I... I can''t tell you the details but I''m certain they won''t care anyway," pag-iiba ko ng usapan sabay nag-iwas ng tingin.
"I''ll assume na ikawng ang nag-iisa nng anak at hindi mo sinunod ang gusto nng mangyari kaya ganyan nang ang takot mong pag-usapan s," hinuha ni Hiromi-san. He was so fucking right!
"Hiromi, bigyan natin s ng oras at pagkakataon na lutasin anghat. Hindi natin maaaring pabayaan si Izumi-sensei. Handa akong tulungan siya sa panahon ng kanyang pagbubuntis," ani Chidori-san na medyo kinakalma ko ng kaunti. How I wish my mother was like that, too.
Nagkatinginan kaminghat bago napabuntong-hininga si Hiromi-san. I didn''t know if it was a sigh of dismay or a sigh of defeat because he didn''t wanna argue with his partner.
He then looked at me intently. It was stern but there was no ferocity or hatred. "Fine. Tutulungan namin kayo na lutasin ito. I am still against it though but I will give you two a chance to prove yourselves," he dered and that relieved my heart for some reason.
"Maraming smat, Tou-chan!" nagagk na ani ni Chihiro.
"You two will live here until you''ve made up your minds na panagutan ang pinagbubuntis ni Izumi-san and decide to be mates for life," pahabol na saad ni Hiromi-san. And all of jaws dropped, including Chihiro''s mother.