Gusto kong magmura at sugurin s. How could they?! Marahas akong lumingon kay Wayde. Does... he knew all along?
m niya ba kung bakit ako nandito sa unang pagkikita png namin? Does he knew that I''m arrange to someone? Did they nned this all along?
But meeting Diego through the inte to make it here in Punto Sierra is something that I''m not expecting!
"Don''t tell me that it''s just a coincidence?" I whispered. I leaned my back in the wall. Nanghihina ang mga tuhod ko sa narinig.
I squeeze my eyes to shut, and didn''t even bother to listen to their conversation. There''s a part of me that wants to defend him. Na maling ang rinig ko. Na... hindi no ang pagkikita namin m sa umpisa. Nasapo ko ang bibig ko at naramdaman ang pamamasa ng mga kamay ko. When I caressed my cheeks, lone tears escaped my eyes. My eyes became blurry because of sobbing but I couldn''t care less. Out of all people, bakit siya pa?
Why did they have to do that?! At bakit... ngayon pa?!
When I heard Roseanna giving her farewell and left the house. There''s only one thing that I want to do as of that minute. I closed the space between us, and couldn''t think of anything.
Kaagad na dumapo ang pisngi ko sa pisngi niya. But looks like Wayde is already expecting it. His expression remained stoic and cold. Nagmarka rin sa pisngi niya ang pagsampal ko sa kanya. My hand was also hurt because of what I did. "Bakit?" halos hindi na iyon lumabas sa bibig ko.
Wng sagot m sa kanya.
Nag-angat siya ng tingin sa akin at kung nasa normal na sitwasyonng kami ay maaasiwa ako sa se ng tingin na ibinigay niya sa akin. There''s a glint of sentiment flickered when he saw me crying. Ano? Masaya na siya?
"Was all of it... nned?" I felt a lump in my throat while waiting for him to answer. Hinampas ko siya nang hindi siya sumagot. My frustration poured when he just looked at me.
Nag-angat ako ng tingin sa p at kasabay niyon ang pagbuhos ng mkas na n. Great! Fuxcking great! T nakikisabay iyon sa bugso ng damdamin ko ngayon. My emotions were all mixed up. Confusion, anger, and answers.
"Answer me!" My voice raised and I didn''t hold back the tears that came out. W ng rason ''pang pign pa iyon. We were already soaked in rain anyway. Nagpapasmat ako na hindi masyadong mapapansin iyon dahil sa n. I would look so pathetic in front of him. Damn it.
"Yes. All of it are nned, got the answer already?" he answered tly.
Nanlumo ako. Naramdaman ko ang panginginig ng tuhod at gustong bumagsak ang mga iyon. But no, I held myself all together and exchanged him with a sharp looked.
"Bakit? naghihirap kana ba? Kayo ni Roseanna?" hindi ko inaalis ang tingin ko sa kanya. Magsabi kng at bibigyan pa kita." I saw his jaw clenched while staring at me intently.
The rain is pouring hard, and one of us would be surely sick tomorrow. Nalabanan kami ng tingin, wng nagpapatalo.
"W akong bk na hingan ka, Celestia."
Pagak akong natawa, "then what''s with that conversation all about, huh?! Ano? For the sake of money? What did Roseanna asked you to do?" nanginginig ang mgabi kong tanong sa kanya.
His eyes remained on me and folded his arms after while. Ang kaninang puting t-shirt niya ay nagmist ng maging nipis dahil yumayakap iyon sa maskdong katawan niya.
"Nakawan kami? nning to make me fall for you? Congrattions cause you already did, you idiot! You fucking let me fall into your trap!" t nakuha ko ang atensyon niya at naguguluhang tumingin si Wayde sa akin.
At bakit parang gt na gt siya? He nned this for hell sake!
"You what?" Hindi makapaniw niyang sambit.
"Oh, fuck you!" galit kong saad sa kanya. But what he did next left me unguarded. Lumapit siya sa akin at hinawakan ang magkabng balikat ko.
"You''re... inlove with me." It wasn''t a question but a statement.
"At ano ''bang pakim mo? I must be fool inlove with-hmp..." He pulled me closer to him and in those split seconds, he sealed my lips with his. Napako ako sa kinatatayuan ko at hindi gumw sa posisyon ko. He caught me off-guard! My eyes widened with what he actually did.
I was holding his shoulder because of shock and afraid that I will slipped. Angmig na d ng hangin ay balew na sa akin dahil sa ginawa niya. I could feel the softness of his lips hovering mine.
My eyes squeeze shut to feel his kiss. The rain drips between our lips and I can feel his lips biting my lower lip. T pinanggigign niyang kagatin iyon at mas hinapit pa ang bewang ko pappit sa kanya.
Gusto kong bumitaw m sa pagkakahawak niya but myself don''t want too. As if it''s getting used to his touched and kisses.
"Basta ang mapapayo kong, sundin mo ang puso mo pero huwag mong kalimutan gamitin ang utak mo."
Nanumbalik sa ko ang sinabi ni Mang Rene. Can a heart and mind could really work together? Can the mind could really differentiate what''s morally right or wrong in this kind situation?
ng minutong napat ang mgabi naming dwa bago humiwy si Wayde. His both hands are still holding my side firmly. Na parang tatakas ako anumang sandali.
"Y-You-" I pointed him when he gives another peck of kiss on my lips. Sa mga sandaling iyon ay nahigit ko na naman ang hininga ko sa ikwang pagkakataon.
When he seperated his lips from mine. He still has that cold expression which I often see from him. Magulo ang buhok nito at tumatagaktak ang tubig galing n patungo sa mukha nito. Nabuhusan naman ako ng mmig na tubig nang mala ang nangyari kanina.
"Why did you do that?!"
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"Kiss me! Not once, but twice!" galit kong anas.
"You like it," natign siya na parang may nakalimutang sabihin. "Let me rephrase it. You loved it." Nanunuyang tugon niya.
Naiinis ko siyang tinignan at pinukn ng masamang tingin. "No. You fooled us. Uuwi na ako ngayon."
Tumalikod na ako at humakbang papasok sa bahay nang magsalita siya.
"In this hour? Really, huh?" Hindi ako humarap sa kanya at kinuyom ang mga kamay. Why is he acting like nothing just happened?! Na parang hindi niya pinanggign angbi ko kanina!
"W kang pake." Dire-diretso ang pagpasok ko sa kwarto at mabilis na sinarado ang pintuan.