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    After raping me on his sister’s grave, David helped me up like we were a couple that just had some


    sneaky fun in nature. I wanted to refuse, but I needed him to get up, I was barely able to walk, with how


    rough he had been. On top of that, I had to deal with how guilty I felt over the fact that Griffin had felt all


    of this. I just hoped he somehow could feel how much I hated it too. Not that I wanted him to feel my


    pain but that would still be better than him thinking I was having consensual sex with David.


    When we got “home” I took a shower so hot it burned my skin, as I kept scrubbing myself. I felt so dirty,


    and I wanted to be clean, not that I would ever be again. Still, I wanted to be as clean as I could be. To


    wash the ces where David touched me as much as I could. For some odd reason, he used


    protection, telling me he could get me pregnant since we were real mates.


    I don’t know if this man does not understand how fertility, sex, and pregnancy work. But the fact that it


    is easier for wolves to get pregnant when they’re mated is not the same as always getting pregnant


    when you have sex with your mate. Unfortunately, it goes both ways, even when having sex, or being


    raped by someone who is not your mate, you still can get pregnant. I wanted to get pregnant, but not


    with David’s mate, not to mention the fact that it would probably make David go even more crazy.


    I tried to look at the positives, I had managed to leave the picture of me


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    and Griffin I had printed, behind in the forest. Not only that, but I had it on me when they kidnapped me.


    David had been “kind” enough to let me earn my purse back. Since that moment, I had kept the picture


    on my body. To make sure, David wouldn’t find it and destroy it. Secondly, it felt good to have a part of


    Griffin so close to me.


    David had been so upied with raping me he did not notice, I pierced my finger with my canines. I


    had used the blood to write “luv u” on the back of the picture. Every other wolf would still be alerted by


    another wolf’s blood for at least a week. Probably more because it didn’t rain a lot in these parts. Griffin


    had been here, whatever the reason was for him leaving again. He was here, so I was sure wolves he


    trusted would be on patrol now. Not BloodMoon pack members loyal to David.


    Even if they were, either they knew and nothing would change, and if they did not know it could go one


    or two ways. Either they stood behind, their Alpha and nothing would change, or depending on what


    Griffin had done during his visit. They were scared of Griffin or did not agree with what David was


    doing, and they would get me help. I liked these odd enough, that I had no idea when I would have the


    chance to do something like this again.


    Maybe, just maybe, if this was the reason Griffin would find me, it would be worth it. As long as he


    wouldn’t me me for it, but I knew my mate. Now I trusted him enough that he would never me me.


    He had saved me before, he made me whole again. I was sure he would again. Just by being him, just


    by being there for me.


    Slowly, I started to pull myself back together again. It was my fault, I


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    had tried suggesting to David that he liked Hannah more than he did me. That I would forgive him if he


    wanted to be with her again. After raping me, had told me he knew what I was trying to do. I shudder


    thinking. back on his words.


    “I know what you are doing A, you are still wanting to go back, trying every trick in the book to get


    me to trust you. So now I took you outside like you imed to want so much. I just hoped it was


    everything you longed for.” He had grinned at me and then licked his lips before continuing.


    “If you are not going to love me for all the caring things I did for you, I just guess I need to give you


    some tough love.” There had been a glint in his eyes that scared me.


    And I was right to be scared, as soon as we got back to the dungeon he had chained me to the bed. I


    could make it to the bathroom, and the kitchen. I was unable to reach the living room. Now I had to


    earn the right to eat or to sleep in bed with him. He had thrown the ratty nkets in a messy heap on


    the floor. This was my bed for now, I could still se the bathroom. Meaning I could pee, shower, and


    drink water but that was about it. It was enough, though, I had hated sleeping next to him these past


    weeks. Now he had done thest thing I always thought he wouldn’t, sleeping next to him was even


    more unsafe now.


    Sure, not eating would be a bad thing. And go against my entire n to stay strong and full of energy.


    But there was nothing I could do about it. There was no way I would be doing the no doubt wicked


    ns David woulde up for me to earn my privileges back with.


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    There is no way I am going to keep strong when he keeps on doing to me what he just did. Sure, not


    eating would weaken my body. But it would not break me. What happened a few hours ago had almost


    broken me. I would not survive something like that one more time.


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    Exhausted physically, and emotionally, I crawled down on my nkets. Curling up in the fetal position, I


    fell asleep like that. I never noticed David had gotten into bed. My heart grew cold instantly, and it


    dropped to the ground. I had been sleeping in vulnerable around David. I scrambled up, but I soon


    noticed I was still in my pajama pants, so he didn’t do anything to me. There was nothing else I could


    do, and I needed to be sure I wasn’t sleeping so deep I would not notice David doing anything to me.


    So Iid down again to get some more sleep.


    When I woke up the next time, Hannah had squad down next to me with a syringe in her mouth. She


    quickly took it from her mouth and hushed me. Before, I would have wasted no time in screaming to


    alert David. Hannah used to be my worst enemy. cing all the attention on the tension between us.


    And the fear I used to feel for her served me well. Or I thought it did. But yesterday, David had proven


    he was the biggest threat to me. So when Hannah let me read and see what was in the syringe, I took


    the chance. Trusting her over David now, hoping she had be so jealous that she wanted to kill


    David.


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