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    Since I still hadn’t gotten a text from A asking where I was, by the time I brought her family to our


    chambers. So I had just assumed she was still sleeping. What I did not expect was to find her at her


    breakfast table, hair tied up in a messy bun. Only wearing her panties and my ck T-shirt.


    Because again it did things to my body it should not do. Not with A still having to recover from all


    she has been through. I was scared to death to give her the idea her body was the only thing I was.


    interested in.


    Nor did I want her to feel pressured to make love to me, or toplete the mating process even if it


    constantly was on my mind. Her walking out of the bathroom in tight leggings that looked like


    someone sewed leather around her figure to make it perfectly with only one of my white dress


    shirts. Did not make it any easier on me, but I didn’t want to let it go to my head. Most likely she just


    didn’t have anything to wear. Taking one of my shirts out of my closet just to be warm and


    comfortable. But I had missed her in every aspect of life, and I even know it is natural for mates to


    feel this drawn to each other. Especially since we haven’tpleted the mating process yet.


    It was another urge I had to control, maybe I should go and talk to my dad about this. It wouldn’t be


    the first time not even in my rtionship with A where I asked him for advice. On the other hand


    there was a possibility he could not help me since he had never been through something like this. I


    know he has been telling me to focus more on my


    work.


    He had been so understanding about me not getting anything done while I was looking for A.


    And then when I didn’t want to leave her bedside because she was in aa for weeks. Yesterday


    he had told me that he was d I started to get back to work. Reminding me that


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    as royalty we were never excused from our jobs. And that in the A and I needed to get the work


    done together as a team. Meaning that wherever I cked off no matter how understandable it


    might be. In the end A would end up having to work harder to make up for lost time.


    That didn’t fit the future A and I had nned out together. We had promised each other to work


    extra hard during the weekdays so that we could have our weekends off. The cup of coffee I would


    make here in bed, every morning, and the weekends would be to be quality time together. Just the


    two of us now, and back then we had soon hoped to have a little family to spend our weekends with.


    There were some dys now, but to me, that was still the future I wanted. The future we wanted


    together, so Dad’s words triggered something in me. An urge to work harder, and do more, so that


    A would not have to work harder on my ount.


    It was the one thing I felt like I could hold on to. The only thing I felt like I could do was to make sure


    our future could go on as nned. To make sure none of this messed with our future. Because it


    was the only thing I could control. I could not control how soon we would find David, nor could I


    control when the trial for Hannah would be held. A trial where A would have to be the key


    witness, yet another thing I had to tell her about. A thing that scared me because I had no idea how


    that would affect A’s healing process. My mate being so weak and hurt both me ntally and


    physically was yet another thing I could not control or speed up.


    Hell, I could not even control my own body, stop it from acting like a hormonal teenager whenever I


    saw A do or wear anything remotely sex y. And there was a whole lot she could do or wear that I


    considered. se xy. Work and how much work I got done, how hard I worked. How much work there


    would be left for A to pick up when she got back to it was the only thing I could control. And


    judging from the massive to-do list A had written it wouldn’t be long before she would want


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    to go back to working.


    It was only when I saw setting up an office that I was reminded of the fact that I had made her, an


    office. I hoped she liked it, and that maybe it was already taking some of the load of her. As I knew


    myself it wasn’ t easy to put together an office. Making all the choices, and keeping an eye out for


    the contractors’ work.


    Tonight I would also help her with making a list of people I think are a good fit for her to have as her


    Gemma. For now, I wanted to show her the office I made her. And then have her get back to her


    family so that they can help her unpack everything. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this.


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    Today had been torturous, I was sure she didn’t do it on purpose. A isn’t a tease and she knows


    her body isn’t ready to do much more than kissing yet. But I lost count of how many times she had


    to raise her arms to get something. Pulling my shirt up so high that it no longer covered her perfectly


    round as s. She seemed to crave my touch to be around me, which was normal seeing as we had


    been apart for so long. I felt the same towards her, but she brushed up on me so many times. Her


    hand just barely touching spots that made me lose the ability to think clearly and now feeling this


    hot and bothered I had to go to the airport to pick up her pregnant Sister and brother-inw. So I


    had to hop to take a cold shower just to make sure I was somewhat


    presentable when I went to pick them up. And hopefully, wash the smell of my near-constant


    arousal off of me.


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    I wasn’t looking forward to picking up Kate and Tim but it ended up being a good thing. Being away


    from A for a little bit when I knew without a shadow of a doubt that she was safe helped me. It


    gave me a bit of a breather from all the conflicting feelings I had.


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    But when I walked into our living room where A had spent thest hours unpacking her books


    and pointing out where they needed to go. Since she had be too tired to do it herself. I did not


    get the reaction I expected. She got up and hugged Kate and Tim telling them how happy she was


    to see the two of them. She then excused herself right away and fled to the bedroom where we


    could all hear her cry. With no idea to what made her this sad I decided I should just go and find out


    what happened, so I could be there for her.