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    It takes a long time before Selene continues. Normally that would make me feel anxious or jumpy.


    And I am not a fan of it now either. But, in an environment that is as peaceful as this is. I cannot feel


    too


    anxious.


    “I have seen a rise in chosen mates in the recent five years or so. Not situations where you lost an


    earlier mate. Or if you never found your mate and fell in love with someone. No situations where


    wolves think they can find a better wolf than the one I picked out for them” Selene suddenly starts,


    and I blink at her in confusion.


    For most of my life, I had an opinion about chosen mates just because you think you can do better


    too. Still, I do not see what this has to do with my situation.


    “Davides from a long line of chosen mates. You A Hemming on the other hande from a


    long line of people who stayed loyal to their loyal mates. Even your great-grandfather who found out


    he had a human mate, and even more special his human mate. The one who did not grow up with


    the idea of ever finding a soul mate that was created. for her” Selene continued and I could not hold


    back the scoff.


    Because where Selene is now praising me for my honorable heritage. with my human great-


    grandmother. It was one of the main reasons why David rejected me. And it was the main reason


    why most of the pack had whispered behind my back. It fueled the bullying, even if I now believed it


    was because Hannah never got over her petty little jealousy, not even when David had rejected me.


    “I know what you must think, I truly thought that having a mate so close to him. One who he grew up


    with, that it would stop him from


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    rejecting you. Sadly I was wrong, both in David’s capability to love. and in Phillip’s capability to let


    his family make their own decisions.” Selene looked guilty and I still had a lot of questions left. I sort


    of got why I was mated to David and what it would bring him. Or would have brought him if it was


    not for him rejecting me? I still couldn’te up with anything David could bring me. Nothing that


    was in it for me so to speak.


    “What would have been in it for me, what made David the perfect mate for me?” I asked Selene,


    unable to hold back even with her looking as guilty as she did.


    “Nothing, only he could give you. You are meant to be a Luna or the Luna of all Luna’s but I figured


    that outter. There is a reason why sometimes mates get rejected. Or that some mates turn out to


    be terrible. All of you still have a free will. All of you will develop your personality. And those


    personalities will either make the paring better. or worse. It is not an exact science” She pauses


    speaking for a minute. to smile a nostalgic smile.


    Almost like she wishes it could be an exact science. That she could. make sure every mate would


    be as perfect as Grillin is for me. Weirdly, she is the Goddess. The one I have been told to honor


    and praise for all of my life. But as we are sitting here speaking she doesn’t seem unreachable or


    untouchable. She reminds me of a young mother is still finding out what she needs to do to best


    raise her pup/?


    Who


    She tells me all about mates, and how she hoped I would be the one to save the BloodMoon pack.


    How her heart hurts every time she sees a pack failing. The longer she speaks the more I get her


    reasoning. David. might not have been right for me. Not even when I tried to believe that he was.


    He could have made me happy if he had tried better. If he would have been a mate like Selene


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    He would have never made me as happy as Griffin is doing now. And his first fated mate would


    never have made him so happy as I make Grillin. But it’s not like we would have known about each


    other and what lives could have been like. You cannot miss what you never heard. So the four of us


    wouldn’t have been unhappy. We would feel like we had all we could wish for.


    Just looking at the carnage that had happened now showed how much better the Kingdom would


    have been if Selene’s first n had worked


    out.


    Now that I had her next to me and she seemed to be so eager to speak I wanted to take advantage


    of the possibility.


    “Okay, I get that you cannot stop people from changing and bing cra ppy mates. Or even


    rejecting mates but why do you punish the rejected mate? When David rejected me and I was


    hurting like that. I felt abandoned by you” I asked her and her face fell.


    “It was not meant to be like that, the reason I made a way to reject your fated mate. Was to make


    sure you would not feel the bond, the sparks if your mate was unworthy. Alling back to the fact


    that I foolishly thought that you would all be so happy with your fated mate. That no one would ever


    reject their mate, not unless they had a very good. reason to do so” She says and she gives me that


    same sad smile she has given me a few times.


    While it is still weird to see the Moon Goddess so humanlike sad and vulnerable. It does make


    sense why wolves that get rejected hurt so much. It was meant as a punishment. Not punishment


    for getting rejected as much. But punishment for being someone so bad, so vile that not even your


    fated mate was left with another option than to leave you. It could have been beautifully poetic if


    only Selene had fully. taken our free will into ount.


    And talking about free will she had told me a lot but nothing that had


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    made me rethink my want to get back to Griffin. I was shocked and sad about how things turned


    out. Deep down I wished that Selene had made me and Griffin fated mates at the beginning


    because it would have saved me a lot of pain and trouble. I couldn’t change the past, and since it


    had led me to Griffin I wasn’t too sad about it either.


    “Selene you said you would tell me something that might make me reconsider wanting to go backThis is property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    and be with Griffin. But nothing you said so far those. Because honestly, part of me is still hoping


    you just hurry up so I can go back to Griff, you know I think he needs me.” I tell her and this time her


    smile is not timid or broken.


    Her smile is radiant now and bright as she looks at me. Before telling me to listen closely. For a few


    seconds, I have no idea what she is talking about. But then I hear it, Griffin’s voice in the far


    distance.


    “Come back to me now baby, I need you” I cannot see him, and his voice sounds too far away.


    “He found your body, you’re in aa and of course, Griffin wants you back, but I have put you


    through so much. You are wee to just stay here. And I will make sure Griffin doesn’t hurt too


    much after you die.


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