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    She’s all about you, she’s never interested in Prince Griffin, you know that as much as I do. Your


    father forced the two of you, so I never understood why you…” The shouting stopped just as I


    slipped into the warm bath.


    I was ashamed of how murky the water was getting, but I needed to hear all of this, so I didn’t dare


    to rinse off. Not that it helped because David had obviously used his Alphamand again. There


    was no way Jason would stop shouting mid-rant. Followed by a soft “Yes Alpha” before he got out to


    get us pizza. At this point, I was wondering if Jason would be joining us for our movie night. Not that


    I would be too bothered with it. It might even be a barrier to make sure David wouldn’t take


    advantage of me again.


    It was just weird because it had always seemed like David and Jason were close, too. And when


    David was not spending time with me and Jessa, he would spend time with Jason. We lived in the


    same pack and were all about the same age. But we never did anything together. Not that I wanted


    to at the time, even before the abuse started, Hannah and I had never seen eye to eye. And even if


    Jason did not seem to be too fond of her friends. As siblings, they were close, so hanging out with


    Hannah’s brother never appealed to me and Jessa much.


    But thinking about it now would not help me get anything done. And it would be best to get out of


    the tub and rinse off now that I still had a little energy left. Because, no matter, how much I disliked


    the idea of having a movie night with David. Getting two meals in one day had turned into a luxury I


    could no longer refuse. Especially not since I felt like I had minor flu, I could instinctively tell it was


    Griffin’s illness I was feeling. I longed to be there with him, caring for him and nursing him back to


    health, but I knew I could not. And with that, I decided all


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    I could do to make him feel better was to be sure I was feeling the best that I could. If I could feel


    him being sick, he would feel all my pain too. I know it would make home worry even more. So


    tonight I would be extra careful not to anger David to avoid getting beaten up again. Text ? by N0ve/lDrama.Org.


    Something that was probably for the best regardless of how Griffin was feeling. Time away from the


    Blood Moon pack had healed ny percent of my scars. It also made my body capable of fighting


    off injuries again. Not that I had gotten into any major ones anymore. Not before the night I got


    kidnapped, but now after being so close to losing Willow. Not being able to shift for weeks on end.


    Combined with all the abuse, and theck of food. My body was starting to stop healing itself again.


    To my horror, this time it didn’t even sear. Some of the wounds still hadn’t closed yet. And I had


    bruises still visible th should have healed a long time ago, even on a normal human body.


    I was close to giving in on the physical front, and a lot of days, I was close to giving in on the men


    tal side as well. I was so done with what my life had turned into. But on days I was at my lowest,


    Willow still managed to talk to me. Like she was saving all her strength for the moments of dire


    need. The moments where I required her most without even realizing I required her. In those


    moments, she would remind me how Griffin would feel if he would find me when he was toote.


    How he would feel if he found me dead? And every time Willow reminded me of Griffin, I pushed


    true. It all gave me a push to fight a little longer.


    Holding on men tally meant I needed to take the best care I could take of my physical body. Even if


    it meant cating David’s favorite overly greasy pizza and watching a movie he loved, sharing a


    nket because he wanted to. Still, I kept as much distance as possible, no matter how much it


    annoyed him. Heshed out by telling me he was taking a nap, and I was not allowed to take one in


    the bed with him. I needed a nap too because I still was very low on energy. But the washer-dryer


    was done. So I remade my still-warm nest and curled up in it, the health of


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    the freshly dried nkets lulling me into another deep sleep.


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    I woke up before, David, and Jason would be back with dinner soon. He would have to wake up


    David. So I crawled over to theundry basket, pulled it close, and started folding it. Jason walked


    in to wake David when I was almost done.


    “How, does he have she-wolves falling at his feet, waiting on his hand and fect” Jason scoffed as


    soon as he saw me.


    “Trust me, I would much rather be at home with my true mate. Sadly, here I need to fold theundry


    of the man who is ruining my life. To get fed” I snap back at him.


    For a second he looks at me with a bit of pity, but his face hardens. again soon. He seems to be just


    as annoyed with David as he is with me. Not that I can me him, as an Alpha you need to take


    care of your pack and lead it. To an extent, that means that you will have staff to do simpler tasks for


    you. Tasks like cleaning, and cooking. Not being woken up from all of your naps. Hell, most Alpha’s


    I know do not have the time to nap.


    Now Jason has to wake up, the man who refuses to make his sister happy. After he has been acting


    like he would make her happy. I wonder if Jason ever truly saw David as his friend because it would


    be better for me if he did not. It would be easier to get him to help me. He is hard to get a read on,


    though.


    “Seeing as you did moreundry, you can have dinner with me at the dinner table,” David tells me


    as he walks past me. Chain in hand, like I am some kind of rabid dog he needs to take care of.


    Again, I cannotment on what he is doing yet again. Griffin seems to be doing a little better, but


    I’m still not willing to risk causing him any more harm.


    Dinner is a greasy takeout meal again, and this time I cannot help doubling over in pain. For some


    reason, this annoys David.


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    “Why are you acting like such a little bi tch, you know men don’t cook, so take out it is” He growls at


    me.


    “I-I-I’m sorry David, since you punished me I get a stomach cramp every time I eat something” I


    stutter not out of fear but because my stomach keeps cramping up.


    “Or you might be carrying my pup since we made love that same night,” David remarked gleefully.


    I shuddered at the thought that David called raping me, making love. I was sure it wasn’t because I


    was pregnant. Not only that, but I knew it was because my stomach hadn’t handled food for such a


    long time. And now eating so much food, and such fatty foods, was just too much. And Hannah


    gave me the injection from stopping me to conceive, with the circumstances of the rape making the


    chance of a pregnancy unlikely, to begin with. But I couldn’t tell David any of that.


    “I am sure is not pregnant, and I can tell you why” Jason’s statement felt like someone pouring a


    bucket of ice over me.


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