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    It had been thirty minutes were the wolves were walking on top of our hiding ce. Thirty minutes


    where I fought to stay awake. Silent tears streamed over my cheeks as I was getting breathless and


    dizzy since David was still mping my mouth shut. And then they just left, they didn’t see anything


    and they just walked away. Leaving me behind in this desperation, in this hell hole. And my body


    just gave up, the second I stopped battling to stay awake I passed out.


    When I woke up I didn’t know how long I had been passed out. It had to be the rest of the day for


    sure as it had been getting dark by the time I passed out, and it was light out again now. The te


    of leftovers was waiting on me next to my nest. My stomach turned at the sight of the coagted fat


    on the te. Gluing David’s half-eaten breakfast burrito to my te. Next to it was a stic


    container with colew. He must have gotten takeout that had colew as a side dish. David was


    convinced that wolves did not need vegetables. ording to him, we


    are carnivores.


    To some extent he is right and our diet needs a lot more proteins than a normal human diet does.


    That doesn’t mean we can have the exact same diet as a regr wolf would. Not that I’ve ever seen


    a wolf enjoy a breakfast burrito with extra chipotle mayo either. But that was just David’s logic. I was


    not a big fan of colew but at this moment I was just happy to be eating some veggies. I stumbled


    to the kitchen to heat up my burrito. It would make it taste the slightest bit better. When the food was


    warm I noticed an opened can of soda unattended and I craved sugar. I craved a quick energy fix,


    and it seemed like I was all alone.


    David was no doubt spoo ked by the fact that the wolvesing to rescue me were so close to the


    dungeon. He was probably out


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    fortifying the structure and instructing the pack members who still were loyal to him to increase the


    security of this ce. So I took a few quick sips of the soda, ignoring the cramping in my


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    stomach. Before making my way back to my nest to eat my meal.


    The stomach cramping had been moremontely. Every time I ate or drank something too


    greedily my stomach would cramp up. And I would have toy there praying for the cramps to


    subside. If not I would throw up and lose all the precious food I had gotten. With only having earned


    one meal, and having been able to swipe a few sips of coke and a candy bar. I still was weak, and I


    had to force myself to eat more. Because of the stomach cramps it caused.


    “Honestly, you trust me right David, you know I would never go against you” Hannah’s shrill voice


    filling the dungeon rmed me of the fact that I was no longer alone.


    “Look who is up sleeping beauty” David scoffed striding towards me in big threatening steps.


    I knew this wasing he med me for Griffin and the othersing to look for me. While I was


    happy with it myself, and I left the picture to give them a clue. It was not like I could have


    communicated with them from this goddess-forsaken dungeon. All I needed to do was stay calm


    and convince him of that. Preferably without snapping, about how dumb he was, or how much I


    hated him. I still needed to earn some br ownie points with him.


    I needed to convince him to give me more meals, I needed to regain some strength and then find a


    way out of here.


    “What the hell did you do to get them to look for you here” He snarled as he lifted me from the floor


    by my throat.


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    Cutting off so much of my air supply I could not even breathe enough to answer him. I was wing


    at his hands, coughing and rasping desperately. All he did


    imed to love me, to as watch me with cold unwavering eyes. He


    have always loved me. He told me he killed his family because they came between us and he was


    foolish enough before to let them.


    I knew he didn’t love me, not like you are supposed to love your mate. Not how Grillin and I loved


    each other. I had been quick to realize he never loved me, the only person he ever loved was


    himself. Still looking into his empty eyes chilled me to the core. Like a warning to remind me exactly


    how f ucked up he was. It was thest bone-chilling image was thest thing I saw before the big


    empty ck hole swallowed me up again.


    I was starting to feelfortable in the empty darkness, when I first was kidnapped I had dreams.


    Happy dreams about a future with Griffin. I still hoped for at the time. Nightmares about being


    kidnapped, about Griffin believing the note. Or about him never finding me. Now the moments


    where I was not awake were filled with nothingness. Afortable emptiness that kept luring me in.


    Only when I was awake I knew the reasons to stay strong, to stay alive, and to wait for my mate.


    But every time I was swallowed by this darkness I could hardly remember why I shouldn’t just give


    up. It was Willow’s voice that kept me from entirely floating away. However, I was scared to find out


    how long that would keep me from giving up. Because my body and soul were growing so tired.


    Sure I missed Griflin with all that I have, I missed my family. I knew I had an exciting and fun life


    waiting ahead of me. The problem was that my return to that life was getting less and less likely with


    every passing day. Leaving me to wonder how much longer I would have to suffer through the


    absolute hell my life had be now. Before giving up and making my peace with the fact that this


    was how it was going to end for me.


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    Make peace with the fact that because I had been so stubborn I would never be able toplete


    the mating process with Griffin. That I would die, young, cold, and lonely barren of his name on my


    corbone. I would be disposed of like I was a nameless, mateless omega. My hopes of him finding


    me were slowly fading into hopes of him finding a third chance mate, they were unheard of I knew


    they were. And the thought of Griffin being with someone else was heartbreaking but I have never


    been good enough for him.


    Ever since he was young Grillin dreamed of the whirlwind romances only true mates can have. I


    had already taken that away from him with the ghost from my past. Now that the ghosts had


    be so very real I knew I was ruining the chance of having a happy family with his mate too. So


    no matter how hard it was, if I wasn’t able to get back to the light again. If we were unable to find


    our way back to each other I could only hope he was still going to have the future he deserved.


    Someone was shaking me, but I could tell from the scent that it wasn’t Griffin. He hadn’t arrived just


    in time to save me from the darkness. So why would I listen to the voice telling me to wake up


    before “he” wasing back?


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