Chapter 119


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    The past week had been horrible, David had not touched me again. In his twisted mind, mating with


    me was another “privilege” I had to earn. Just as getting enough food, sleeping in a bed, and having


    freedom were. He allowed me one meal a day. Which always consisted of his leftovers. And


    probably was just to keep me alive. I could still freely ess the bathroom so I had ess to all the


    water I needed. I could go to the bathroom and not soil myself.


    In theory, I could even shower myself but in reality, I was unable to. Missing my mate, missing my


    wolf. Not getting enough food all weakened me. To the point, I could barely stand on my feet. The


    injection Hannah had given me the morning after I got raped was a contraception injection. I know


    of this injection which is mostly used to keep from getting pregnant during the heat. Since mom was


    a pack doctor I knew of it. How it looked like and what it did. I had enough knowledge to be sure she


    was actually giving me contraception.


    “He somehow doesn’t quite get how pregnancies work. I don’t hate you enough to bring a child into


    this” She had shrugged, but there was a tenderness in her voice I couldn’t really ce.


    It was the first and kind thing she had ever done for me. Hannah had never liked me. She was a


    year younger than David, and he always looked up to him. They hung out together a lot when their


    fathers met up. Seeing as Hannah’s father was Alpha Philip’s Beta that had been a lot. It is why


    Jason and David ended up being best friends, with Jason as the next Beta. After Hannah gave me


    the injection I felt that there was more going on between her and David. Or that she wanted there to


    be.


    At the beginning of this new normal, I was trying toe up with


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    ns to use it to my advantage. But with how weak I was feeling now I couldn’t gather my own


    thoughts. It felt like something was missing. Something just out of reach, hidden by the blur of


    hunger. Tonight no different as I saw the sunlight slowly fading through the sunroof. Listening to


    David snoring as he was taking an afternoon nap, I tried toe up with ideas but all I could think


    about was missing Griffin.


    Every time I fell asleep I dreamed of better times, I would dream about meals we had in the past. Or


    maybe they were just random dreams where I was eating all my favorite foods while chatting with


    Griffin. The two things I missed most now. Just as I was getting overwhelmed with frustration again I


    felt something else. Griffin was back and he was so close. I watched David still peacefully asleep


    and I wondered if I should just ce a pillow over his face and suffocate him. This a recurring


    thought I had ever since I found out he was the one who had me kidnapped.


    At first, I figured it would have been a dumb move. Hannah or any of his other goons, would find me


    and surely kill me. From past experiences, I knew I could outsmart and outrun Hannah. But not


    several of the BloodMoon pack members. And I was sure he had more wolves helping him, there


    was no way the two of them could do all of this. Back when I thought I knew him, when I would see


    him daily, David could not build anything. He didn’t have a lot of practical skills as he focused all his


    energy on his education. So I was sure he hadn’t been able to build all of this on his own.


    Now there was a high chance Griffin would find me as he was so close. Even if Hannah woulde


    in here to bring David his breakfast in the morning. Taunting me with the fact I still hadn’t deserved a


    good breakfast, I could escape and outrun her. If Grillin was still so close he would be able to find


    me if I would be able to hold out for a little while.


    And that was the issue now, I was so weakened I could not hold on at all. Not to mention the high


    risk that David would wake up as I was


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    trying to suffocate him. He would easily overpower me. And I shuddered thinking about what he


    would do to me if he woke up to me trying to kill him. Wanting to be saved I opted for the Mo onGo


    ddess. instead. to keep me safe and to make sure Griffin found me.


    Whatever his reason was for going away two weeks ago, he was back now. And I needed him to


    find me as soon as possible. I had no idea. how long he was able to stay for this time. I hated not


    knowing anything, I could very well be he wasn’t even allowed at the


    Blood Moon pack. Then again maybe he was because David hadn’t gone back one. Not after the


    night, he acted funny, something must have happened to the back looking back.


    Hannah had tried to hint at it too, but David had aggressively silenced her about it. I tried to think of


    what would happen if an Alpha stayed away from his pack for weeks on end. It was another


    memory I couldn’t reach. Eventually, I fell asleep wracking my brain for ideas on how to make sure


    Griffin could find me.


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    I was startled awake when David stumbled out of his bed, done with his nap. Not that I knew what


    this man needed naps for as he wasn’t doing anything. The dungeon had turned into a pigsty. He


    would wake up, scoff down the breakfast Hannah brought him, and mock me for being hungry. Then


    spends the entire day ying stu pid games on his phone up until lunch. After his lunch, he would


    feed me his leftovers before lifting some of the weights he asked Hannah to bring. iming it was


    to keep him fit, so he could defend me if push came to shove. Like thirty minutes of weightlifting in


    between hanging on the couch and ying games was going to make the difference between


    winning or losing the fight.


    In the beginning, he would interact with me a little, he would watch me clean his mess up. He would


    take regr showers usually after I took mine. Almost like this grown-as s wolf, who now had to


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    entire pack however small the pack might be. Needed a reminder to take a shower and brush his


    teeth. In my annoyance, I came up with an idea. For the longest time, I had been utterly unwilling to


    do anything. to earn privileges back.


    Feeling Griffin so close to me had changed everything, though. It would be virtually impossible forTêxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    him to find me in this dungeon without help. Back when I still had been hopeful I kept reminding


    myself I needed to be strong so I could help Griffin. With all that happened to me. I kinda let go of


    that idea. Which was foolish because if it wasn’t for me being so weak I might have been able to


    help Griffin find me. Or at least try toe up with some ideas to leave more hints. The first


    privilege I had to earn back was to cat, and as much as I did not want to. I think I had an idea of


    what I needed to do, so as David stumbled out of bed towards the kitchen to get himself a drink I


    pushed myself up and crawled to the bed. Still too weak to walk there, and just as I hoped this drew


    in David’s attention. He was staring at me, I could feel from his eyes burning holes in my back.


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