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    After raping me on his sister’s grave, David helped me up like we were a couple that just had some


    sneaky fun in nature. I wanted to refuse, but I needed him to get up, I was barely able to walk, with


    how rough he had been. On top of that, I had to deal with how guilty I felt over the fact that Griffin


    had felt all of this. I just hoped he somehow could feel how much I hated it too. Not that I wanted


    him to feel my pain but that would still be better than him thinking I was having consensual S** with


    David.


    When we got “home” I took a shower so hot it burned my skin, as I kept scrubbing myself. I felt so


    dirty, and I wanted to be clean, not that I would ever be again. Still, I wanted to be as clean as I


    could be. To wash the ces where David touched me as much as I could. For some odd reason,


    he used protection, telling me he could get me pregnant since we were real mates.


    I don’t know if this man does not understand how fertility, S**, and pregnancy work. But the fact that


    it is easier for wolves to get pregnant when they’re mated is not the same as always getting


    pregnant when you have S** with your mate. Unfortunately, it goes both ways, even when having


    S**, or being raped by someone who is not your mate, you still can get pregnant. I wanted to get


    pregnant, but not with David’s mate, not to mention the fact that it would probably make David go


    even more crazy.


    I tried to look at the positives, I had managed to leave the picture of me and Griffin I had printed,


    behind in the forest. Not only that, but I had it on me when they kidnapped me. David had been


    “kind” enough to let me earn my purse back. Since that moment, I had kept the picture on my body.


    To make sure, David wouldn’t find it and destroy it. Secondly, it felt good to have a part of Griffin so


    close to me.


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    David had been so upied with raping me he did not notice, I pierced my finger with my canines. I


    had used the blood to write “luv u” on the back of the picture. Every other wolf would still be alerted


    by another wolf’s blood for at least a week. Probably more because it didn’ t rain a lot in these parts.


    Griffin had been here, whatever the reason was for him leaving again. He was here, so I was sure


    wolves he trusted would be on patrol now. Not BloodMoon pack members loyal to David.


    Even if they were, either they knew and nothing would change, and if they did not know it could go


    one or two ways. Either they stood behind their Alpha and nothing would change, or depending on


    what Griffin had done during his visit. They were scared of Griffin or did not agree with what David


    was doing, and they would get me help. I liked these odd enough, that I had no idea when I would


    have the chance to do something like this again.


    Maybe, just maybe, if this was the reason Griffin would find me, it would be worth it. As long as he


    wouldn’t me me for it, but I knew my mate. Now I trusted him enough that he would never me


    me. He had saved me before, he made me whole again. I was sure he would again. Just by being


    him, just by being there for me.


    Slowly, I started to pull myself back together again: It was my fault, I had tried suggesting to David


    that he liked Hannah more than he did me. That I would forgive him if he wanted to be with her


    again. After raping me, had told me he knew what I was trying to do. I shudder thinking back on his


    words.


    “I know what you are doing A, you are still wanting to go back, trying every trick in the book to get


    me to trust you. So now I took you outside like you imed to want so much. I just hoped it was


    everything you longed for.” He had grinned at me and then licked his lips before continuing.


    “If you are not going to love me for all the caring things I did for you, I


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    just guess I need to give you some tough love.” There had been a glint in his eyes that scared me.


    And I was right to be scared, as soon as we got back to the dungeon he had chained me to the bed.


    I could make it to the bathroom, and the kitchen. I was unable to reach the living room. Now I had to


    earn the right to eat or to sleep in bed with him. He had thrown the ratty nkets in a messy heap


    on the floor. This was my bed for now, I could still use the bathroom. Meaning I could pee, shower,


    and drink water but that was about it. It was enough, though, I had hated


    sleeping next to him these past weeks. Now he had done thest thing I always thought he


    wouldn’t, sleeping next to him was even more unsafe now.


    Sure, not eating would be a bad thing. And go against my entire n to stay strong and full of


    energy. But there was nothing I could do about it. There was no way I would be doing the no doubt


    wicked ns David woulde up for me to earn my privileges back with.


    There is no way I am going to keep strong when he keeps on doing to me what he just did. Sure,


    not eating would weaken my body. But it would not break me. What happened a few hours ago had


    almost broken me. I would not survive something like that one more time.


    Exhausted physically, and emotionally, I crawled down on my nkets. Curling up in the fetal


    position, I fell asleep like that. I never noticed David had gotten into bed. My heart grew cold


    instantly, and it dropped to the ground. I had been sleeping in vulnerable around David. I scrambled


    up, but I soon noticed I was still in my pajama pants, so he didn’t do anything to me. There was


    nothing else I could do, and I needed to be sure I wasn’t sleeping so deep I would not notice David


    doing anything to me. So Iid down again to get some more sleep.


    When I woke up the next time, Hannah had squad down next to me with a syringe in her mouth.


    She quickly took it from her mouth and


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    hushed me. Before, I would have wasted no time in screaming to alert David. Hannah used to be


    my worst enemy. cing all the attention on the tension between us. And the fear I used to feel for


    her served me well. Or I thought it did. But yesterday, David had proven he was the biggest threat to


    me. So when Hannah let me read and see what was in the syringe, I took the chance. Trusting her


    over David now, hoping


    she had be so jealous that she wanted to kill David.


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